Help i'm trapped

Did I get your attention Economy going south Contract on the job I have been working at for the last twelve and a half years is up for grabs again and it don't look so good this time Help.Hee I'm trapped in this dimension of infinite possibilities hee wow So many colors feelings things to do just look around what a world opportunities abound for the quick of mind. Not to worry folks I seen this coming two years ago and like a little chipmunk or squirrel I should say I have been saving like crazy. Sadly some Of my friends are still living check to check I know this is so hard to make it nowadays. Now my writings are far from great but I'm stepping off in that direction more and more by the day. I have been working around machinary and out in the cold all year round. I'm getting to the age where it's time to come in. But they seem to like my ability to run the place and get along with everybody with minimal problems. They even moved me two the busy days of the week. Experiencing different problems people and having the ability to work out situations quickly has always been one of my talents. Even when I was little I could figure out puzzles fast. At the age of seven I could beat people at the game of chess that were my age that I am now. Not just one game but all day long I was that good A rubiks cube I can do in 5 minutes flat. I was a weird kid. Well enough about that. Neat talents problem solving like the stock market going bad quick look around think future what is going to be needed. What technologies are just itching to take off. I won't say here but the one's I have been looking at look like their getting ready to go through the roof. Two years back I saw the gold situation at a couple hundred a ounce now look at it I could kick my self one minute ouch ok I feel a little better I saw it coming and I let it slip. Well now that was just one possibility. Opportunitie the world is full of them. I believe I will still turn wrenches maybe even take a short course in journalism. Writing is my true passion in life. That's why I stayed close with my kids we all Share a house we will get through this I saw this coming years ago too. But being indian we stick together that's what life is all about just get a place big enough so everybody has their own space for privacy and this is the future and way to go trust me. Bills I don't pay as much now and worries I don't worry as much now too. So from Jamersonland Me and little Guilianna wish you all well peace people. Jamerson Rising

My goodness

Where has the time went. Hello again I was so wrapped up in the Helium.com website I really havn't made time for this one. Time to get a camera and liven up the place. There's so many colors this time of year so rich and beautiful. Holidays are coming try not to stress out people Me included. Meditation is going good I met some new friends and found a very special one I thought I lost there for a moment but do we really lose good friends or chase them away. Friends goodness that's what lifes about. Contract on my job might be ending in 11 months time to prepare. I seen it coming two years ago. Been saving like a little chipmunk hee. As in life save for the winter time of your life. Things change slow but when they do wham it feels like over night. Think ahead allways like planting crops you learn to see farther down the road. Don't be blind open them eyes and embrace life to the fullest and prepare for the harvest. Keep two or more skills you have sharp and you should do well and whatever your passion is the way to go. For in doing this you will feel more alive then some dead end job less of coarse this dead end job suits you fine then by all means embrace it to the fullest after all it's your life. So hug them close put bells on the babies shoes hee. (need to keep tract of them at all times) Have a grand holiday my friends Jamerson Rising.

Different days

I changed my days off to thurs,Fri's and Saturdays off. All these years I worked the weekends. Seems now I find myself alone a lot now. I have friends I write who live far away. I have been writing poems again on helium.com. Things are looking up I really enjoy the quiet time. I needed a break from relationships anyway I have a lot of work to do. That is one good thing about writing. All you need is a good eye and ear and lots of imagination to weave a picture in anothers mind. Poetry is a good way to vent. I meet so many people through my writings but the love of my life eludes me I know not why. Still I press on in the middle of the night the dreams are coming three a day this time off year lots of spirits visiting I don't mind their good company in my dreams and my writings are inspired from them. Yes I know I'm crazy like that at times but I do miss the departed and have a deep respect for them. But it's the living who really need the most help and guidence. I saw some awesome looking moons this week I really need to get my camera soon. Well from me and my tribe and little Guilianna who picked up that little saying from me to my daughters surprise Oh that grampa She now says (take it easy) hee well it was funny when it came out one day. Peace people Jamerson Rising