Thursday, June 7, 2012

Getting closer

Good morning folks Had two advents yesterday I was dreaming for I tend to sleep a few hours before noon this is from years of working graveyard shifts. I talked to a family member her ex had died one of my dreams was about dying I txted hey you still alive when I suddenly found out she was with her ex who just died. I try not to share my day visions with others anymore for time and time again they are so close to whats going on in their lives it creeps them out. I also dreamt I had both my feet removed and was running on artificial feet having trouble with my feet these last three years this concerned me then I dreamt that me and a friend were driving at night in a city bus which I have done often on the way home at night when we went off off the edge of the highway and were falling I remember saying this looks like this is it for us then I woke up. Now how could this be getting closer you say well in my twisted crazy mind years ago I remember looking out of my front window when all of a sudden I bolt of lightning hit straight accross the street from me and I was temporarily blinded by it. See I was thinking about my dream of having no feet wondering if this ment I was losing touch with mother earth for I see so many signs in my life my mind began to wonder. Many times I have asked for a sign and pow there it is I was wondering during a thunderstorm if the almighty was still close to me when suddenly a loud bang and my poor trailer shook my pc went out and the flash was incredible see lightning had hit where the old tree we had removed was because it hung right over my room and if it ever broke back then this room would be flater than a pancake. That bolt was ten feet away from me but I was in my room. I looked up and thought I was just asking that could of killed me except the wall as thin as they are here saved me. You see years agoI was wondering the same thing when things were going rough. this time the answere was alot closer and I doubt I will be asking that one again oiy That was too close becareful for what you ask for in life. Rings true and I know better we are never alone. Jamerson Rising