Jamerson-Rising's-Corner

Old man by the road

2012-01-24T20:58:00.000-08:00

Hello folks long time since I been in here. I'm still walking on one leg while the other follows haha. But I'm getting better. Now I have a respect and love for trees I know so many that I have taken walks just to see them. On my way home at night I would walk by them and stop and just admire them I really like trees. Well now a few years back I was reading some of my books on the celts religion when I came across the green man. The faces in the trees spirit leaped out at me that's what I was sensing while I passed by a few old friends. There is this road I will travel for about close to a mile with trees that line the road farmers used to plant the trees like that to break the wind from blowing away their farm land. Well now I started and not here but I started looking for the faces in a tree low and behold they would jump out at me and with a great sense of hello you finaly see me. Some bashful ones stay hidden for awhile call me crazy again being touched I experience such weirdness as normal in my life haha. Any way there I was one cold afternoon when once again I stopped to nod in respect and have a look one face I could see right away then the third tree over there he was looking at me like an old lion his face as big as mine his eyes nose mouth eyebrow and hairline all in purportion and life size wow I need a camera what a find. I was test driving a bus that night I stopped and opend the doors and tried to show my friend but he couldn't see it. Haha he didn't have the right medicine or majik so to speak he couldn't see the shifting. My friend the old tree didn't trust him cameras can catch this like ghosts. People don't believe in such things. Like the gnome I saw in the woods in northern europe that was back in 1978 one spring morning but that is another story we don't walk this realm alone my friends. Lock me in the nut house haha I know what I seen and there was the old king trapped or just enjoying the day in the sun as real as can be. Just a week before I couldn't see him now every time plain as day and a feeling of hello I get when I pass. They cut down a very large tree next to my home she was over thirty years old I could feel the sadness in the trees around her. I know another beautiful spot in this forest where the trees form a circle and if you stand in the middle as the the sun shines in close your eyes and see n feel the red orange glow and send your spinal cord into mother earth and let your spirit flow to the heavens and release all the troubles up and out you will walk away feeling very energized crazy old me does this once or more a week. I actually feel all the trees reaching out to me like a big wheel as we embrace the Great Spirit of us all I imagine my self as a tree for a moment and just feel the sun the breese and the birds around me a very peaceful moment then back to reality. We as humans have lost this peacefulness so long ago. so sad I try to hang on to mine no matter what the naysayers say I'm at peace and shall pass through the fire unharmed when that time comes be in peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Be careful with anger

2012-01-02T09:17:00.000-08:00

Hello folks I would like to mention this be careful with angry ways. Anger attrects more anger and evil. I have a sad story that happend Christmass morning. A coworker of mine who was a good man. A very good and hard worker he would always stay busy but push people to hard and get so upset when they failed to work like him. Nothing wrong with being a hard worker I agree but always getting ones self so angry to the point of blazing red eye's and yelling is not good. The day before X-mass he was so mad at two workers he was even arguing with me yelling like a crazy man. Well the next night one of the workers that he was angry with just showed up on his day off he said if that man drives I'm going home. I said well we are three people short let him clean the busses instead and called in two of his friends to cover the other too spots. Now the other worker was upset because I didn't call his friend up. They had backed every thing up so bad they were late getting out of here the night of the 23rd I didn't want a repeat of that. Now on the 24th every thing ran a little better and my so upset friend was alittle better in his mood and said you see the difference we all can go home on time. They had a good night nice but what I felt and I have done this before fate was listening see jamerson it seemed to say and I felt this wasn't nice picking friends over people you don't like to work. And off he went. I hade two days off when I came back I heard some one had gunned him down at his home in the parking lot they just opend his car door and shot him in the back of the head. If he would of just had the other two workers work and just try to work with them he might of been alittle late getting home and missed this gunman. No he was guite happy not letting one of them work. Well I also noticed when he was not there anymore every thing ran fine and on time what I'm getting at when one is angry it causes those around them not to function at their best it causes bad things to reach out and grab hold of you. Please try to let anger go when it reaches out for you. Rest in peace my friend another lesson in another life time. Sad anger has so much power beware when using it!!! Jamerson Rising

But my pc was fine

2011-12-12T17:13:00.000-08:00

Hello folks I won't mention any names but there is a company out there who gave me a free trial for a pc anti virus product hee well when my free time was up my fire wall shut down and I was promptly notified I had a virus not one but the list they provided me had every virus that they probily have heard about on it. haha good one and for a small price they could call their boys ahem I mean remove all those nasty worms and virus's from my now a desk ornament pc. Well it was a small charge so I rolled over and my pc is fine and their xmas is alittle better what timing. Seem like all the nasty little scams come out around xmass I have won fortunes from far away places in the world just fill out the form and the inheritancewould be mine but these guys were good. I know my pc was fine always was. So be careful out there some of these people are good at conning you. But their product actually was good some web sites I thought were secure they showed me that in fact these sites were some of the worst offenders at stealing my personnel information. Just not as good at it as my new found protector well that's all on this take care and be careful out there I should of purchased the apple mac when I was shopping for a reliable pc. Goodluck Jamerson Rising

Be calm

2011-12-04T23:56:00.000-08:00

Hello folks this season brings out the worst in people from older woman fighting over potential presants in a store to homeless people and others who mug people on the streets. Goodness when there are a lot of desparate people out numbering the people who have a good life look out. This is why it is important to find solutions to help the poor and needy not boxcars on there way to death camps or rehabilitation centers we know from history what this leads too its coming again alot of things on u tube I seen in my head yet in my head it was much worse than one can imagine this world is going to go through a big change and the powers to be only seem to care about what happens to them. They will use thier machines and robots computers to cater to their every need but the day will come when the H.I. robots and machines will decide man is a disease which devores more than it recycles torments more than it sooths yes we are headed to a very rude awakening. They have it all planned out except Mother Earth is holding the last card in this game of life she's about to toss it on the pot and win this round. You see we are so greedy we have gobbled up all the resources faster than we could figure out how to use energy and transform it yet I believe they have a big head start in this endeaver but they need to get rid of us before they put these plans into action I care not what they do to me My spirit and soul belong to a higher force than they will ever be but heed my words they are coming and Mother Nature The Great Spirit of us all will transform all and the evil hearted like a color being separated from the spectrum of light will be separated and fade away yet the bright beautiful colors of the souls rising in peace and love will hold fast rising to that higher understanding of this great universe not the narrow currupt minds of the elite they just don't get it caught up in that lie whispered so long ago. I speak truth I'm not afraid to go on to the next level are you! Jamerson Rising

Dreams again

2011-11-18T11:17:00.000-08:00

Dreams that wonderful sometimes scary world we go to when we unplug from this reality. Last night my Godfather came to visit me rest his soul he has been gone many a year now. He was pointing at me then I saw two glass coffins side by side with two people in them who were old but still in good shap eeow for being dead eeow then I looked up and saw white square kites floating in the sky with oriental writing on them. Then the phone rang and that was it. Every time I get to the reading part of a dream something wakes me up haha. I know the answers are above my understanding why love and emotions carrying over. Like my God parents willing to watch after me ( if my parents would of passed away)or being in a relationship long since past lying side by side yet in this life time going on the reasons way above my understanding. Gotta get a Japanees or Chinese dictionary haha No but seriously folks our dreams do have a lot of meaning. I have had dreams come true the very next day and others that took years to manifest. They have a sense of humor to with puns on words that ryhme they like to tease. Its like they watch and talk amongst each other hey look what he's doing now haha time to tease him alittle hee. And other times a straight out warning and some times the meaning is so obscure you forget about your troubles for the time being. Like spiritual dreams so vivad and beautiful like when I talk to angels or kindred spirits animal humon non human depends on your level of understanding and friendship. Get a dream book that helps I have a few and my daughters always looking in them she's a bit like me with the dreams. Always ask for answers and listen beleave in your angels and remember their are more friends then you can count out there animals plants you see we are all energy just different forms. there is a great awakening coming and the closed minds will be fighting with the open minds of this world see the closed minds want to destroy this world by using, eating or consuming everything on it for greed and selfishness. While the open minds want to find better ways of using energy and saving resources even healing this world but the closed minds will have none of that. I tell you one thing mother nature will win. Good or bad its our choice Peace be with you Jamerson Rising

Spirit n Science round and round

2011-11-14T06:32:00.000-08:00

And round we go do cee do haha Hello folks good morning my thought are bouncing off the walls haha. Hope you had a good weekend for ya I was watching u-tube last night again I know but the quantum physics one's are pretty interesting to me another earlier blog or even one of my poems on helium I refered to this Spirit and Science will come full cirlce some day and stand the looking at each other and ask now what and look up. Science for so long tried to debunk spirit till they started to open up the world of quantum hee more like rubbing a rag on a dirty window pane trying to see in. You see down there in the quantum world the rules are way different and the farther they go they realise we aren't solid at all we are just energy just a thought wo wait a minute there is a higher source and our thoughts and actions can influence the outcome. Believe in this and your maker with all your heart and see for yourselves! And science is still baffled what we with our primative minds knew all along do unto others as you would unto yourselves hee close enough keep believing (faith) be kind (love) And relax in this (peace) that's all you need oh and alittle elbo grease hee. Have a blessed day Jamerson Rising

Shaking trees once again

2011-11-13T07:40:00.000-08:00

Hello folks I hope you are all doing fine. I missed the last bus the other night so a short quarter mile to the next one I saw another fellow worker so off we went down past some old trees I know close to the stop when we were under a great big old cotton wood tree the branches started shaking hard upper wind you say hee the trees next to him they weren't shaking at all my friend didn't even notice in my head I said hello and the shaking stopped and I could feel a great rush of peace go through me a trees way of greeting one who can listen and hear with the feeling. You see this has happend to me before once in a field I was crossing I wrote about this in a earlier blog. This field was full of crows or ravens catching grass hoppers when I came upon a dead one laying there upon the ground I said a small prayer just a bird you say well then I noticed the crows all around me like they were listening out of respect I nodded and walked away till I was under another big tree and it started shaking no wind just shaking. Another time I used to walk down this other street past a line of young trees call me crazy but one snowy night while walking very late at night I heard in my minds eye hee ok ear here he comes and there I stood in wonder as the whole line of trees were shaking. I tilted my head and gave a bow call me crazy but the shaking stopped and another rush of what I call a feeling of recognition and a grand hello. My imagination gets the better of me at times but truly am in awe when I experience this you see my friends we are in this together you me and mother earth, nature. And all we do is eat eat eat dig dig dig and use up all the resources without even a thankyou just munch munch munch oh she will get tired of this and clean house so to speak. Listen to nature around you and feel her in the cool breese at night enjoy the sunhine eat of the abundence this world has to offer and mind your manners. We are guests to this word and her patience is runnng out with us!!! Jamerson Rising

I told you so

2011-11-08T09:38:00.000-08:00

I wrote a few days ago hey manners Hello folks there now that's better. I wrote a few days ago about asking for a sign well in the back of my mind I keep hearing hurry and I have been watching my sock double well on its way up I can't get money into it fast enough but not to worry I will and I will big time its getting close to blast off along with a few others I feel like in another lifetime I was good at doing this! Picking stocks seems to come natural to me. With a lot of help from above even my breathing hearing seeing all the miracles we are given I feel the source its like childs play to me. This is good. Because working out in the cold all these years 18 hours a day is taking its toll on me but this I can do from my phone or my pc its time for ole Jamerson to come in and make money part time and retire. Hee I'm not that old but with the Great Spirits help I am wise and see the simple I have been preparing for this for a long time. Its like watching ants some people see a bunch of bugs haha but the wise see the hard work the team work the incredible effort to prepare for the coming of the winter. Nature shows us right to our faces yet most people are blind to this. I look at my hand I can see this but it is just a tool I can hold an object and see things been this way a long time I see the simple the truth in a flash. And I tell you this if you ask and your heart is sincere It will manifest maybe not right away but in some form it will I beleave in this on more time beleave in this gift dream it and watch it manifest before your very eyes and with that hold your loved ones close put bells on the babies shoes and have a blessed day!!!

That tangled web

2011-11-06T14:44:00.000-08:00

The past like a spider sitting in the corner of her fine web! Are you stuck trying to break free as the spider the past crawls ever so closer sharp fangs ready to inject this mind numbing poison that mind consuming madness that won't let go relax don't move let your mind ground you to this earth with three cords one from the spine and two from the feet and envelope your being with a white light open your arms to the heavens and gently push these fine speckles of dirt from around your aurora and send it up and out. This great universe will take care of that and send some love back to mother earth for all the little miracles unseen that is sent your way like breathing, and the smiles in your little ones faces. The Great Spirit of love will enpower you and break the bonds of enslavement that the greedy and evil of this world that has brainwashed the masses with their twisting of truth and their suttle lying causing hatred and war and mind control. See the simple for what is is we are taught to hate from the very beginning relax and just push it away and smile no spider is biting me today!!! Jamerson Rising

Just playing around with puzzles

2011-10-25T16:04:00.000-07:00

Today I was bored so I l was looking at my end table and there it was a tetris cube now I can fix my rubiks cube in under 5 minutes I have always been able to solve puzzles well I bought my grand kids some tetris cube puzzles and one was sitting on my end table so I laid all the pieces out and put my hand over them and when I felt the one that I needed I picked it up and put it in the plastic box that it came in well this took three tries to get all the cubes to fit neatly in the box I havn't lost my touch ( this also works on slot machines for me I have done quite well doing this though I havn't played slots in years) hee. Well now job well done right no wrong hey there was empty spaces in the box 4x4x4 yep so many pieces neatly back in the box yet blank spaces hmm well I found a piece under the bed I managed to make all the pieces to fit even with one missing haha. Well what I am getting at is you don't need all the pieces to the puzzle to make your dream fit and in this case in the little box as neat as can be. Trust your intuition haha thought I would share that one with ya have a great day Jamerson Rising

Great Spirit show me a sign any sign

2011-10-21T11:06:00.000-07:00

Hello folks wow long time since I been in here I wanted to share this strange things a foot again! I awoke a few days ago after having a very vivid spiritual dream I will shorten this a bit I was standing on a river bank in the mountains talking to another spirit guide looking at this very awesome powerful river of blue green water so wide so powerful so real I could feel the power once again I was in awe then I awoke enough said on that feel the awesome power now back to reality I was waiting for the bus yesterday another tipical day right so I have been checking on stocks to buy when one just jumped out at me well It won't leave my mind I have a feeling this one will be big. So there I was still thinking about it when I closed my eyes and said Great Spirit of us all please show me a sign any sign if I should invest in this stock. I thought next show me something purple I like purple this will let me know. Well my bus showed up and off I went now I noticed everyone on the bus was wearing black gray, brown maybe even dark blue even the little ones hey was I on my way to a funeral? Ya think well just a few seats left on this extra long articulated bus and a young very beautiful blond latina woman got on and walked straight over to me and sat down. Now strange thing is people don't usually sit by me. So I looked at her for a split second now this bus was all decked out in drab dull colors mind you but this young lady was wearing bright vivid colors you guessed it a purple bright shirt pants and shoes all in purple I smiled but in my mind my jaw dropped to my shoes hee I looked out the window and the sun was shinning in fact it looked like it was a picture framed centered in the window like it was and I heard a voice in my head say now that's a sign for ya Jamerson And off I went down the road with my mouth still hanging open. You see never be afraid to ask for help!!! Jamerson Rising

What's troubling ya

2011-10-16T20:48:00.000-07:00

There's an uneasyness in the air I can feel it so much going on can't seem to relax like my mind is working overtime on problems behind my back so what's troubling ya? hee We seem to push things to the back burner so to speak then when the holidays roll around we can't put our finger on it but we feel it. I think in my situation I feel the people around me getting more stressed out and that's what I need to work on is clearing out my aurora my personnal space around me. See we carry with us more than we think we do and this stressful energy needs to be cleaned out. James Van Praagh in one of his books said he imagines his aurora and a sucks out all that negativity with a hand held little vacum daily because at the end of the day being physic all kinds of energy from other people latches on to you. after cleaning it all out imagine it plowing out towards the sky. Just let it go back to the world. This time of year is so stressful we don't need to carry all this added worry around with us. Try to relax and just let it go. I really need to get back into meditating I need to get back to level and just be no worries no troubles just be in peace for once. I miss that like a walk in the forest just listening to the wind in the trees. I need to find my peace once again. Well just relax and let it go. and you will see them trouble getting softer as one by one they leave and you can relax a whole lot easier. Jamerso Rising

Weathers changing

2011-10-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

Hello folks it is that time of the year the weather is changing fast like summer trying to hold on but old man winter keeps getting closer and stronger brrrr weathers changing and for some the wind too. Do you ever feel like another cross road in your life is coming up the wind changes direction yet this time you notice it more. That is how I feel last year was a bad year I got so sick now my leg is having a hard time I wonder how this year will be. In my own way I have been getting ready for a career change there's a few other things I would like to try before I punch the ticket haha but till then best to keep the day job well I work grave yards in and out in the weather all the time. It does take its toll. October and halloween one of my favorite times of the year with lots of memories haha yea now I feel better. This economy is pretty scary pay yourselves first and keep at it hard because some day that is all you might get the way they keep finding ways to tax or savings. Making your own retirment plan is a must and time is growing short like the seasons do the seasons the year the seasons of or lives and the big scary one the seasons of the human life cycle yes we are headed in the winter of it hang on and soon we will be born anew if we survive it. Think ahead dear people common sense and alittle faith and you will be alright Jamerson Rising

Gold in the pan

2011-09-15T02:14:00.000-07:00

Hello folks something magical about this time of year when the harvest moon shines brite and orange sometimes what a beautiful sight to behold! I was watching my ex wife holding my oldest daughters youngest daughter she was laughing that took my mind back to the past when I would hug my little daughter and she would laugh too. Back to the gold part that I mentioned selective listening is like selective loving I awoke in the middle of the night like I always have this time of year when the moon is this close I can't sleep its like calling me. Jamerson come out and see me. Well I was dreaming about water in a glass not a pan but in the glass was gold swirling around and then it settled to the bottom now most people's eyes would gleem looking at the gold laying in the bottom of the glass but grandpa Jim well old Jamerson here looked at the old dirty water just sitting there unoticed till the sun shined down and up it went to the shiny ones the sky people and what was left the gold and the sediment that it layed in the earth thats right people see all that shines in that gold and chase it with selective love. But this old fool grand pa Jim just looked up as the sun shined on his wise old face you see where that vapor went it was set free once it let loose of the gold. The earth won't let loose of the gold but this is not what the sky people needed. The water turned to air then to light then too? Well that's a secret only known to the sky people and a few mystics looking up with a smile.( Hey a spider just crawed up my ankle one minute please) ok where was I oh yes looking up smiling like an old fool reminds me like looking for gold in a pan always searching for greed money selective love to get riches yet a humble old fool just looked up and smiled I hear ya sky people if they only knew love has to let the riches and the greed go now don't get me wrong money is just a tool what I am talking about is the heart what do you carry in this gold pan do you follow the gold or do you rise above it to the light. I see it all the time selective love till the sugar daddy lays down to rest and the money's all gone. Just an empty pan of dirt and shinny gold that you can't take with you as they turn to dust and try again in another life. I myself have a long way to go and will be back but I awoke looking up I know this road back but was told in a dream so many souls I still had to help now this was years ago. A few more lessons to go. As I let the gold go back to the earth and dissapeared into air and awoke. Jamerson Rising

Piece of cake or like a piece (life)

2011-09-07T20:21:00.000-07:00

Hello folks I have been having alot of weird dreams lately. I was enjoying my grandsons birth day when this thought accured to me life for what its worth like a cake each bite sweet or plain sour but when it is all said and done or are you full with the love that went into it each bite alittle different from the last in the end was your tummy full or heaven forbide did you end your days with a sour taste in you mouth and a stomach ache. We take so much for granted we never stop or seldom do and count our blessings. I used to feel like I was being taken for granted till I changed the way I think and looked at the good that came out of not being selfish all the time. I look forward to the future. whether the cosmos end it all or not life goes on in some form or another its if you savor every bite of that cake your given and make the most of it. Times will be good and times will be bad strive for the good and you will climb your way out of the muck of despair. Not easy is it attitude that's the secret make your personality a happy one even if it takes an iron will you can do this and enjoy that cake. Jamerson Rising

Life is so short

2011-08-30T03:42:00.000-07:00

World going wacky again earthquakes in Trinidad Colorado or one with aftershocks a earthquake in the eastern part of America Now a hurricane used to seeing this in other parts of the world well in my life time I was right under two tornados lucky for me they went back up but I seen a few and they are not nice. Hurricanes are so huge they hit land and several tornados can come spinning off of them. So many people without power so many families with their lives disrupted. And I felt bad because of my leg which is better now. Some day in the future our cities will be designed better to withstand these storms and society will grow and share food and resources money will no longer matter !!! Humans will strive and advance in technologies far beyond our comprehension well except for a few who have designed future cities already we have a long way to go and to overcome greed and this system of poor middleclass and rich this will always hinder our advancement and understanding what this human race was truly meant to achieve and be. Hopefuly they get the power back on and back to normal as soon as possible. Take care and our prayers are with you all!!! Life is indeed too short when disaster stikes and life is lost in a flash wow makes one think we truly do live for the moment. Jamerson Rising

Friends this makes life real

2011-08-24T21:18:00.000-07:00

Hello again folks I would like to start off and thank all my friends for caring and sharing this is what life is about to find caring loving people in your life who truly care how you feel. Believe me I can spot a phoney miles away but I know a true friend when I meet one or in a few cases talk with them wheather they are in a different country or city! Truth is like music to ole Jamersons ears I love you all for it!!! I wrote a blog a long time ago about a phone call I got one winter snowy night while I had taken my soninlaw to the hospital. A friend of mine years ago had a son with an abscessed tooth long story short I made it and just in time or it could of been fatal. Another time a different time a neighbors wife needed help getting her husband to the hospital he passed out right after he got there just in time too almost went into a coma he woke up three days later. You see folks the lessons in life come knocking in the middle of the night or just plain out of the blue and show you who truly is your friends or your friends who you truly are. Or are you real or not hee this is the realism of life to not be selfish and to respect and love one another. I wish you all good luck and health in these trying times.Take care now Jamerson Rising

See the good in it

2011-08-20T00:27:00.000-07:00

You know folks I tell ya I was working way to much with walking and taking the bus I wore myself out and I started to notice the things I was missing more so than the things I actually had.I share my home with my daughters little family and honestly some time I miss living alone and some times I miss having a significant other. But I was feeling better after my leg injury I tried walking but I got a ride from my neighbor when my leg popped behind my knee ouch isn't the word when I made it back home and got helped back in my home by my family. I realized how important having a family could be from the kittie that wouldn't leave me in peace to little grandkids that seem to like helping grand pa hee. I had worked so much it was like having two checks but that too came with a price. I lucky me had taken a week off before this happend to me now I was about to lose more time. I dislike being out of work. I was listening to My friend Burt Goldman the day before yesterday and he was talking about seeing the good in things and life and not to dwell on the bad thing's Hey works for me it was fun spending time with my family. I found ways to get around on one leg again ouch isn't the word for it haha. My boss was understanding and a coworker who said I should fill out a report when it happend actually his advise did me a great favor so now all I have to do is see the doctor and heal up. A great way to spend a vacation but I experienced a very valuable lesson hold on to your families tight and neighbors and friends too. My good friends you never know when you might need them or they you and this will happen!!! So hug them lttle ones tight and put bells on the babies shoes becarefull and enjoy the rest of the summer. And remember see the good in life and don't for heavens sake dwell on the bad in life learn to enjoy it and learn from it. Take care now Jamerson Rising

Feeling trapped

2011-08-15T09:16:00.000-07:00

Hello again people my good friends. I injured my leg at work a few days ago. I had taken this week off. Now I do feel trapped today I can barely walk. Funny when I can walk I don't even miss doing things but now that I can't walk I seem to reflect more on what I'm missing out on. This is like being in a bad relationship where the significant other has a little fit if one even thinks about going out and enjoying life. But on the flip side of the coin I was working way to much and hardly sleeping at all. I tried to slow down and rest I took some time off but I missed my breaking point by one day bam there I was with one good leg but hey like I said on the other side of the coin I can study for some tests I want to take and write alittle more. Its good to slow down once in awhile and rest. It is hard to get untrapped when you are in a committed situation like raising little ones I know I'm on grandkids now and there is a lot of good I see coming out of this if I look at it with out being selfish! Thats the trick you see is finding the good in it to find what you can do with the time you do get off. I might even practice alittle day dreaming to visualize some thing fun see the brain can't tell if it is real or not so you get some of the benefits of the real thing. Try it with something you want to do see yourself doing this ten mins a day after a few days you might surprise yourself at the improvement you achieve. So if your feeling trapped don't dwell on it there is ways to free your mind in a peaceful way to better yourself. I know it sounds easy but it really is if you learn to let the stress go. and with that I wish you all well and good luck Jamerson Rising

Reflections

2011-07-28T12:44:00.000-07:00

Hello folks one little thing I want to touch on in my madness hee well please hear me out reflections I see the mirror looking back at me is that really me or I see my grand kids I see the reflections of my grandparents my father and mother in their smiley faces the youngest one I see a lot of myself wow now that set my wacky mind thinking waves of reflections like emotions passed on. There is a level when you get there that you see the world looking back at you. It is really you looking back at your self this magnificant world so complex yet it is your dream oh what a beautiful dream or nasty nightmare we have so much power beyond ones imagination. I see the energy in everything I feel the oneness I let go sometimes and fly in my dreams letting the world go but I always awaken back here but some day I will awaken back home because I know this is a grand illusion a dream a reflection of all my emotions swirling and twirling round and round the only sad thing is the bad and evil in it we can't seem to stop and control the dream keepers have a hold on us and cause a lot of this to feed themselves but a new age is upon us we are waking up to how this world works look at the very sky this is what held us for so long yet we found a way to get past that. I like simplicity and I try to keep happy yet the ego tries and tries to upset me when It does get the better of me and it has many a time I smile and say nice one but not next time I will let it get away with that one hee. It's like a constant chess game because I know to get to the end in peace and forgiveness and I will one day I will wake up and that's all it takes is understanding what ever you do in this life time you do to yourself it is after all your dream so let the anger hatred and fear go and live a good life remember peace and forgiveness so easy yet so hard your choice Jamerson Rising

Just let it go

2011-07-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hello folks wishing you all a great day! I was missing my chevy truck really bad today I was going to paint her yellow but the wind changed direction so to speak and I sold her. Sad moment I have my eye on a yellow 1978 fully restored corvette for nine grand I feel a middle age crises just itching to take that lil beauty for a nice long drive in these fine mountains. You know I had a truck but I rode the bus and walked most the days rain or shine snow to for that matter. Just to save alittle but you know this life is so short and precious we forget it's a blessing to enjoy it please never feel quilty about having a good life those who are humble will get their turn I'm a firm believer in this. Your day in the sun will come maybe not this life time but it will come. There I was standing with my mouth hanging open like a five year old in a candy store I'm at the right age and I'm single heck my grandkids will giggle there goes grandpa in his corvette yes it is time to savor the sweetness of life. I have been like a hermit in a cave all these years working at night monk by day hey seriously folks please do not let all good things slip by you in life to grow spiritually stop and enjoy these blessings. I have the money from years of being like a little squirrel getting ready for the winter. This will be awesome so my message is to day sometimes one must let the past go to have a new great experience manifest and rock your world hee. I know me (whisper)I'll get another truck they are awesome too. Have a great day and may your wishes come true!!! Jamerson Rising

Listen to the world

2011-06-26T18:31:00.000-07:00

Hello my friends I wish to share something. In my last entry I wrote about forgivness. Now I will talk about signs from nature or if your in a city perhaps a passing truck with words on it or a piece of someones conversation that you overhear like reading the same word as it is being spoken. Signs they come in many shapes and sizes. Had a deer walking around my home the other morning. Now that was a sign hey watch were you step buddy hee Just kidding on that one but seriously lately I have been seeing doves just fly up and stare at me first there was one then it was happening daily two at a time in different parts of the city and in the back of my mind so to speak that wordless intuition I feel I felt it is time. So I went online and tracked down my ex wife sent her a phone number and my phone rang with in a minute wow after 13 years all it took was for me to foregive and let go. Now my daughter hasn't talked to her mom in eight years so I handed her the phone and said its for you then I listend for the scream hee. Well she talked to me for an hour and her new husband rest his soul passed on last Januarary well she came over the next day I found out that I had another grand daughter with black curly hair which she pointed out I was the only one who had such hair haha I had a grandaughter that she has never seen before either it was a happy event The grand kids with me all had brown hair like hers and the ones with her all hade black hair like you know who. I said that was so we wouldn't forget each other haha. After years of an emotional roller coaster ride I was at peace with this situation. I was kind and polite and didn't mention any of the past just the happy and funny memories I agreed with her finaly being on her own was the best thing for her. You see folks there is something magical about seeing the grandkids playing with their cousins reminded me of them trips to my grandfathers were we would meet or cousins so very long ago to see my grandaughters eyes dark like my daughters and my mothers God rest her soul. That moment had a magik of its own. We blend as one into a child or kids and nothing can ever take that away. We talk by e-mail now and she was so surprised in how much I have changed but she thought I would never talk to her again. I said being the mother of my children and the love I had will allways be there I let the past go and moved to a whole new level of understanding I was at peace in my heart another chain dropped from this prison we call hate and envy. She walked away with so much more I told her I was happy she is doing so well and I am. So If a break up is turning your world up side down the only cure is to let go and forgive and let those chains that bind your soul go you will be a better person for it. Mark my words Jamerson Rising

Forgiveness this is the way out

2011-06-21T17:51:00.000-07:00

Hello folks forgiveness so elusive when we are hurt and our lives shattered emotions filled with hate and revenge the ego drinking its fill. The ego that old nemesis of old. Crafty old devil to some the whisper of the words magik mankind has yet to master curse to some such beauty to others such power when they the ancients awakend our minds with the power of words. Changed forever from the simple peace of animals to the evolved status that we reached in such a short time. Another shift of enlightenment is coming mark the words of the great prophets like Jesus and many others forgiveness is the way out. It undoes all the karmic manifestations one must endure life time to life time. So hard to realise this is just a dream. When you get to the point where you can forgive the very tradgadies in your life your dream so to speak you will awaken and see no one has ever died or been gone. the spirit that eternal spirit will be whole again no longer separated in eternal agony and happiness fighting for control of your life. Hard to understand I know live well be at peace and enjoy the rules of this reality do please have a good life with all the beauty it has to offer don't be a hermit or monk unless that is what you wish to be this is grace the gift to be all you can be but beware read the fine print do unto others as you do unto yourself or karmic debt which takes so long to undo will befall you over and over. Strive for peace and practise forgiveness and let the bad vibrations go lift your spirit and get ready for the next shift in this dimension. Your life will be so much richer and when bad things happen try to stay calm and see the higher purpose of it and rise above it in peace and love so hard to do. The ego is so tricky it will try to kill you if it can't get you do its bidding but remember this is not real just a dream when you realise when you hurt others you are really hurting yourself and when you learn to let all the hurt and hate and sorrow go smile and wake up to the true heaven the whole great spirit of love and peace!!! Jamerson Rising

Getting older coming full circle

2011-06-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

Hello folks strange title I know bear with me for a moment. I went thru a sad break up on or around 13 years ago which tore my little family apart three ways. one went my way one went her way and one went his way. I havn't seen them in 8 years. My ex in 13years. Well now time sure does fly by fast. Now some of my younger friends were teasing me about what I would do after working there for 16 years. WOW LIKE A BOLT OF LIGHTNING! HEE Well ole mister rising has been saving like a squirrel for the winter of his life. My friend said you need at least half a million hee maybe he does but old mister benny here well lets just say I will make do and be just fine.Now back to what I was getting at. My beloved ex's Sugar daddy was lots older now goodness must be in his seventies kinda wonder if he has any sugar left. You see I came home this morning My oldest daughter had found me on my life then poof she was gone again well I get this e-mail from my beloved ex wondering what the family has been up too. I feel that other end of the circle comming closer. I did post some pics on My life least I shared a little they dropped from sight years ago clean off the radar. Hee getting older has its challenges you know I forgave them two years ago and wish them well. I was seeing her in my dreams when she wrote me. It is hard to keep a family together after a break up but when you dump a family then lose your significant other or about too who do you turn too. Family some families are forgiving some are not. I feel the wind changing in my work my life and my family whats left of it anyway but when you get older things have a way of coming back around like a little rabbit. It is so hard to see the problems when one has fallen in love with another then trade a family in for the experience only to watch it die and disappear right before their very eyes. Sad but what do you do break the circle again or repair it. Not even I can judge this one what does your heart say. Not sure how I would deal with this one or getting older for that but knowing me getting older is easy we are programmed to see and feel our bodies getting older but you are eternal and will be back it is just a dream so when you do get older don't worry your spirit is still young indeed. Jamerson rising

Chasing your own tale eh

2011-06-09T11:02:00.000-07:00

Hello folks I hope and wish things are going smooth in your neck of the woods. I for one quit chasing my tail trying to keep up! As for my beloved truck I gave it up even though it was worth its weight in gold and I could of made extra money with her time to let go. Well I stepped back and let the crowd race past me and race they did everyone trying to best the other at work four tried to get a better job one made it. now the big boss has a shorter happy people list goodness people slow down. Nerves on edge with the economy the wars and 2012 Dec 21 coming up my birthday thanks Mayans hee. Well now its all a dream now all future past and present happening at the same time hee I will stop that haha I won't give my reason as to why and what I think is happening scary yes awful scary but that's not my message here this is your dream we are so powerful we manifest all the time so live your dream to the best and be happy remember to wake up all it takes is to forgive and in doing so stops the reincarnating process the way out of this prison hey this world has so many splended and wonderful experiences to manifest and enjoy but it has a dark side! Sadness cruelty anger hate thats what feeds them we are all infected with them but when you stay calm and live happy they fall off unable to feed on your emotions and you start to feel better but beware of the trickster your ego will try to undo all this even try to destroy you but if you persevere you will find yourself free and wake up with the holy spirit that Great Spirit of us all there is no separation we are one! We! Well there I went and did it I tried not to but the message was to strong and came out see when you fight with others you are fighting yourself and destroying your way out to freedom. May love n peace find you where ever you are out hey sit and watch you will see emotions trying to run peoples lives when you do this you will see how silly this world really is so take charge of your destiny and stop chasing your tale because if you ever do manage to bite and catch it it hurts like hell and you get a mouthful of hair haha hairball hey cough it up . Hee well be at Peace my friends Enjoy life and slow down and take it easy on yourselves Jamerson Rising

Why can't things go smooth

2011-06-02T00:10:00.000-07:00

Frustrating is it not when the washer goes out and the dryer too. Sold the old Chevy truck when things were tight I hate to borrow. Last year was rough this year has been good n tight with the budget. You see I try to be like that old willow and bend with the wind and the storm of life that comes my way from time to time. Hey I like walking and taking the bus isn't so bad for me. I just cut back a few bills and I always pay myself first then live off 70% Bills 20% then another 10% I keep for myself and help others too. This drives my daughter crazy haha I said well it's my money and if I want to give some of it away that's my right I could give it all to the dog if I wanted too haha I wouldn't but she made a funny face that crazy old grandpa hee. You know I had to step back and live off next to nothing to make ends meet. Some people laugh at my silly ways> When I had a house I grew so much food times were not so bad back then. Find ways to save and if you can grow as much as you can. But then I like nature and what she can provide plenty if you do it right. And you know what If we compared savings years from now all them people who scoff at my ways well if things work out and I stick to my guns I will be just as happy then then I am now with a pretty big amount saved. And so can you learn how to enjoy the simple things in life that don't cost money and see how life will get alittle smoother without keeping up with the jones's No afence hee. No need to worry there is always a way. So hug them little ones and enjoy this time when they are young put bells on the babies shoes and keep an eye on them. This will help keep life a whole lot smoother keep your eyes open and listen to them. As to why things don't go smooth its worry let it go and keep it simple kiss kiss haha. Keep calm and use your head wisely. Good luck folks it's attitude that will get you through this. Jamerson Rising Oh I almost forgot I have been having a little trouble posting comments please foregive me they are important to me and I THANKYOU! for keeping in touch with me :-)Have a great day!!!

Not just any old piece of the puzzle

2011-05-18T11:10:00.000-07:00

Here's a quote from a book from one of my favorite authors from his book called faith. (A.C.Ping) Each lifetime is the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. For some there are more pieces. For others is more difficult to assemble. But know this: you do not have within yourself all the pieces of your puzzle. Everyone carries within them at least one and probably many pieces to someone else's puzzles... When you present your piece. which is worthless to you. to another. whether you know it or not. whether they know it or not. you are a messanger from the most high. written by (Rabbi Lawrence Kushner ) Like A.C Ping wrote in his book What a profound piece of wisdom! What we do like the air from a butterfly's wings or a quiet whisper causes great things to happen what we do especially out of kindness can change anothers whole life. Hmm hee God bless and have a great day Jamerson Rising

You don't say

2011-04-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hello folks so much going on in this world. Sad mother nature is cleansing herself once again we have caused her so much pain like a bad virus we pollute everything we touch it seems. Well that's not what I want to touch on here today. I was a little saddend when I heard a nasty little rumor seems a previous employee wants to come back hey I'm all for people working though I remember he stirred up quite a commotion the last time he was here. Well I wish him well. I didn't like the way a supervisor was thinking of ways to get rid of another employee to make room for his friend. This seems to be the way the world is going. In the work place knowledge is power the more you know and the right attitude will get you through most troubles. See people who conive and plot against others find themsevles not trusted by their peers. What goes around comes around. Best thing to do is study what you need or what makes you happy in life and to not worry about such people. Like old Jamerson here says such people go around with a garden spade in their hand for digging their own graves. When they are not trusted anymore. What good are they. Best to smile and work hard and to study for yourself and not worry about them. For they will exhaust themselves with their own little ego's playing games with peoples lives. Sad but in the end they will end up paying for it one way or another mark my words. Take care of yourselve and don't punish yourselves by worring about such people. Be nice to yourself in all ways! Jamerson Rising

Are we really quilty

2011-04-14T10:12:00.000-07:00

Hello folks long time no see. Sorry about that been a bit busy. Here's a thought to kick around for you. When someone kills someone are they guilty of course they are and what goes around comes around right well now I can't or won't argue with that right. Right now we are all made up of the same stuff on a quantum level just energy right hey what about the four elements same deal same laws right earth,fire, water and air well now each guilty of murder burning drowning,earthquakes tornados get the picture are they all accountable on a higher level. Many millions of lives died by them right what makes us so special above what we are made of. High up in an ivory tower ha. What happens to us when it is their time to pay the piper for what they have done or are we the only ones accountable seems a bit unfair to me. This manifestation of reality is it really real if not are we guilty of dreaming it and get the electric chair in our dream for being quilty of murder. While the very elements that we are made of go around killing millions of souls bingo what about the soul are them four guys a soul too! On a much higher level running from truth trying to upset or destroy our reality the fight between good and evil goes on in a much grander battle field way beyond our level of our understanding. Remember this we are all a very important part in this war if we are lost to the evil then the whole thing falls down and reality will just be a memory and chaos will have won so find peace and hang on to it. For we are the only thing left of it from so long ago. We are the final line in the sand so to speak. Have faith and be strong and find peace in your lives this is most important more than you can imagen. Jamerson Rising

That internal fire knows

2011-02-28T22:44:00.000-08:00

Old crazy me sitting in my corner of this world this universe this dream this mind this thought of our beloved creator. I see the hatred unleashed around this world. People hating each other for no other reason then from where they are from or their ancestry came from. What a sad crime for humanity we are one spirit splitting apart like a broken tree. On a higher level we are one spirit. Everything in this universe is a form of energy. You see energy is the highest form that our minds can grasp. That internal fire that went trough me like a bolt of lightning this night. When this comes upon me I literally fall out and tremble with the passion the spirit glowing powerful in me. That internal fire that we all have Have peace and love and understanding in your hearts for on a higher level when you are angry with one another you are angry with your very self and spirit divides away that blessed fire and your love grows colder as you move farther from grace my beloved friends I speak this way now for the time is short please let the evil go from your hearts and minds. This feeling of bliss my face glows bright as I let all hate go when the spirit comes down apon me. I been this way for many a year. I see the spirit dividing again and again so much anger and hate and violence to be found every where. When we had the ability to show love and mercy to correct this situation of poverty and homelesness. When the rich turn a blind eye and the middle class scoff at the lower classes. Their spirit moves alittle farther away from that internal fire. It gets dimmer and it will eventually go out. There are two kinds of people in this world. Good people and bad people. That's it the good have a hot fire in them the bad are growing cold and moving away from the Great Spirit of us all. I can't change the world all I can do is change myself and my dream of this planet and make this as close to heaven as I can during my brief visit before my next life. I believe I have been here many times before and I'm not afraid to say so. I know right from wrong good from evil and truth from non truth. This is all I need to know I beleave what Jesus has said and what a great many other prophets have said. Like I said I know truth when I hear it. This was the message I was given for You. That you know right from wrong good from bad so there is no excuse when that day comes. That day of judgement trust your heart it knows. There I said it and the spirit is smiling for this is truth. So be at peace and calm your hearts this is the only way. Jamerson Rising

Finaly free

2011-02-28T03:33:00.000-08:00

Ever notice the exact moment when you feel good wholesome again after an illness such as this cold that I had for eight weeks. I was working out in the bitter cold one morning when hey all of a sudden I felt it leave me and the feeling of goodness returned. Take a hot shower followed by a few hot tadies and vicks vapor rub this ended that cold. Old remedies are some times the best. Long time ago people didn't have any medicine or couldn't afford it they made their own. I tryed most everything then just gave up and did what works for me. I settled down and teaspoon by teaspoon I sipped a mixture of Jim Beam ,honey, lemon juice and a springle of cinnamin. There's many variations of this recipe but this works for me. I never drink whiskey I never drink whiskey because there's to much indian in me I know better haha. I will let that be. I feel much better but it keeps wanting to come back. Just an annoying cough from years of smoking glad I quit. It's good to be finally free of that cold. So hold your little ones close put bells on the babies shoes and stay safe and healthy my friends Jamerson Rising

Them crows again

2011-02-20T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hello my friends I try not to be superticious but these crows allways seem to come around me when bad things happen or getting ready to happen. I stayed in last week the weather was warm the weather was great I just wanted to be isolated till yesterday we worked on the truck when I started talking from behind my home I heard crows squawking. I know this is what crows do. But as soon as they heard my voice they made a circle around my home six of them they flew right in front of me about 6 feet away looking straight at me three at a time in three rows each sqauwking right at me I said thats not good I wonderd what happend. Well the truck is coming along good and off to work I went. I was at work when I found out a friend that used to work there with us and his ex wife still does died in a horrible accident His sleeve of his shirt or coat got caught in some machinery he was working on and by the time they turned it off it was to late. I seen the birds before when he had a heart attack a few years ago. This was very sad. Crows sitting outside my door till I came out I'm so used to these things happening to me. I don't mention this to people anymore they would think I'm crazy but it is crazy. People hold your little ones tight and before getting angry be happy to be alive fate has a way of making people regret ill begotten words or feelings towards one another when angry remember you never know when your time to go arrives. so never let your loved ones go out that door mad at you be thankful that they are alive and remember fate listens so speak with honesty and happiness and be peaceful. So no regrets occur when some one close to you passes over and forgive me my friend rest in peace you will be missed. Jamerson Rising

Well now you don't say

2011-02-14T16:51:00.000-08:00

Had a bit of a problem the other morning seems our fuel tanks had a contamination problem mixed with the sub zero tempatures busses were dropping like flies I kept track of them and fixed as many as I could plus kept pull out going for two days unbeknownst to me two of my bosses were watching me and how I handled it they both thanked me when the crissis was past But I believe the angels and That Great Spirit that watches over all of us beat them to it. My hat is off to the powers that be I rest my case. Dear folks intuition is an angels sweet whisper in your ears never lose faith and allways listen with your ears your heart and your eyes. Peace to you all. Jamerson Rising

Somethings coming

2011-02-07T17:27:00.000-08:00

Hello folks I have a feeling like something is coming not necessarly bad I was back by the pine trees again when straight up above were two Eagles circling above there are some pararie dog towns near here that they love to hunt. Sad to see the city encrouching upon their hunting grounds. WE have a game reserve near by so they can hunt there too. I really need a camera they are so majestic to witness a pair of them together. Many people didn't notice or could care less so sad but this is what the world is coming too. Native Americans knew this and lived and honored wild life and nature to the finest detail perhaps some ancient knowledge that this was the only way to survive with the world in peace but even they fought with each other. Humans so war like why? I never understood this. Mark my words I feel a change coming soon Jamerson Rising

Hello old friend

2011-02-06T04:09:00.000-08:00

I was waiting by the bus just looking at this pine tree accross the way I always find a face in the trunk like in the green man cards well I finally seen him looking at me I smiled crazy old mee hee then a hawk a very big hawk flew around the tree straight at me then right over my head this bird has done this once before when I wished for a sign. Hey and the friend I was thinking about pulled up driving my bus that I was waiting for just a friend but she makes me laugh. Birds I try to keep them quiet to my friends when the crows jabber at me someone always has died strange this connection with birds I seem to have I used to raise parrakeets I had them trained to go in the cage when I wanted them too and I could set two on the same hand at the same time we got along swell hee I miss them. I would be like a hermit if it weren't for my daughter's little family. I see things in nature that have meaning to me. Sometimes it is very important most people have lost this connection mine i'm happy to say is still quite strong in me. Well I took my taxes and got my Chevy another carb and headers and a high performence manifold well all high performance parts it is so nice to hear her running! This year I am going to finnish her. This life has so many levels to it so much to do and so much to be gratefull for I just smiled at the hawk and headed to work happy to see nature say hi. Jamerson Rising

WATCH OUT FOR THIS COLD!

2011-01-28T21:06:00.000-08:00

IF YOU GET THIS COLD PLEASE GO TO A DOCTOR!tHIS COLD HIT MY SON INLAW AND CAUSED AN EAR INFECTION THEN WENT THROUGH THE BONE AND TRIED TO INFECT HIS BRAIN THE HOSPITAL SAID IF WE HADN'T OF TAKEN HIM TO THE HOSPITAL WHEN WE DID HE WOULD OF DIED. I have had it for 4 and a half weeks its causing problems in my left lung which has been damaged already from places that I have workd and from smoking which I have long since stopped thank heavens. If you get sick this season please go to a doctor I work alot out side and travel alot out side but my company won't pay us for sick days and this seems to be the future with a lot of companies the economy is so bad we are turning into a slave society. Sad but what can we do to stay on top eh. Well there is a solution but the oil greed and the few who run this country their hands are tied at our expence it is up to us to find a way to make it through this because evedently they won't help us. So find your own way this will take some sacrificing and going without but you will be surprised with what you really can do this is humbling I know but you can do this and make it I get teased alot for walking taking the train and the bus to work I do have a chevy truck I really like my truck but I try to save $800 a month and it drives my coworkers crazy because they have become slaves to keeping up with the jones hee. But seriously my friends start small and keep the future in mind who is going to do it for you right. So chins up and stiff upper lips we will get through this. Jamerson Rising

But I needed that

2011-01-15T03:26:00.000-08:00

Hee hello folks ever need something and find yourself giving what you need away crazy huh well my daughter and her little family needed a car. My old chevy is getting old and in need of a few repairs there I was with money in hand. Then that voice again Jamerson my grandkids need it more then me hee so i can wait another payday. I,ve been sick for two weeks walking taking the bus when the weather was very cold strange I like walking in the cold kind of humbles my mind and has a calming effect on me not recommended for people who feel the cold easy stay warm by all means. But this winter I noticed a lot of people getting sick please stay away from junk food and sugar like soda pop all designed to make you ill. Good food and lots of rest and exercise too keep it balanced I strayed from this and became ill. Guilty yes shame on me. So this new year stay healthy and help each other out don't be selfish. giving is a blessing! Oh and I was happy to see my daughters family in their near new saturn runs great you never know in this day and age transportation is a must when you have little ones to care for. Have a great year Jamerson Rising

Dec 21st my birthday tnx 2012

2011-01-01T18:42:00.000-08:00

Well now my friends the year 2012 will be a transitional year indeed not the end. Please don't fear it that manifests unwellcome events this fear we spread. Human minds are so powerful to get a large group of humans to worry causes so much trouble please people stop it. Hee one of the reasons the ancient Mayans calender ends on the 21st of 2012 is because the Spaniards showed up and took Harolds crayon away haha but serious folks the church stepped in and made them stop forseeing the future in public. The sun and the world has their own time table when we produce fear it speeds it up when we are in tune with almighty and the world around us it greatly slows it down. The select few who run this world would like to see us well most of the world wipped out sad but true but it doesn't have to come to this. We have the ways and means to feed everybody and to help everyone get medical help. But greed and selflishness is so stubborn in these few that they are blinded to the good in humanity! So do not disspair Live good live kind and love those around you and help each other at least you will evolve to a higher level that's what counts in this world to grow and to learn how to love!!! Jamerson Rising

just look up

2010-12-23T05:15:00.000-08:00

Hello folks I wish you all a Merry Xmass. One of my friends called me and said go outside and look up so I did now this was my bithday on the 21st Dec. wow alittle after midnight I looked from where I was at in Commerce city Colorado the luner eclipse looked straight above us what a sight awesome it looked like a little lava ball orange with black specles or streaks running across it. Something out of the ordinary always happens on my birthday like on my way to work Ijumped on the bus one of my friends I haven,t seen for a few years was driving then on my way home the next morning there she was again funny I was just thinking about her the day before. What about the corvette hee I was thinking about getting one of those too hee hee middle age criss's you know setting in ha To some people this is not such a big deal. Like when I got back home my daughter gave me a batch of oatmeal raison cookies no corvette hee my little grand daughter agreed with me little home made presants or best as we munched on them cookies. I just looked up and said thanks It made my day AND LITTLE Guilianna said I needed a boys toy and set an old used toy fire engine on the table hee no corvette this year. EVEN the very cosmos had something special to give if only we have the eyes to see it! Jamerson Rising

Oops let me rephrase that

2010-12-05T12:03:00.000-08:00

Us Sagitarions allways getting our hoof stuck in our mouth. I have a friend I havn't seen for awhile about a month. We helped her move when no one else could or would. Well I called her And started to tell her my phone was off truck broke down etc and before I could mention that's why I havn't talked to her for awhile her bipolar set in oops forgot about that. My friend you see just had her vehicle repoed and had an operation that was long over due and has been off work for a month and because of complications another 6 to 8 weeks off goodness. I think the whole 12 pack of eggs hit my face hee well thats how I felt well she got alot of stress out hee. Perhaps not a good time to mention my minor inconvieniences oops excuse me. Wow That's heavey You know once a year I give someone a money gift someone who really needs it I think I found this years winner. I spent my last dollar last payday and parked my truck heh my wish to lose weight came true I lost three pant sizes heh I feel great now I'm not broke but mr benny here don't never ever touch his savings except once or twice a year. Hence to help someone in need. I think she will get this early before she gets evicted omg That's the last thing she needs. And if she asks I'm doing fine and I am I probilly will get an ear full for that too. That bipolar is a hard thing to live with I had it but my mom bless her sweet little heart beat that out of me want a fresh one no mam I was a good kid that's why. That rod wasn't spared on lil Jamerson I learned not to have an attitude early in life thanks mom I learned right from wrong a long time ago and I learned ask how your friends are doing before you open your big mouth and vent before your hoof gets hung up in your own mouth haha Yea big dummy. Hee sorry about that she'll calm down I've known her many years bless her soul but she's right. Bipolars watch your tones and phrases around them Yikes They got tipped toed around I got the belt go figure. I broke a cardinal rule ask first tell later. Hee Have a great xmas folks if I don't get back to ya Jamerson Rising

This time

2010-11-22T09:58:00.000-08:00

This time that we know oh where does it come from oh where does it go. Phantoms of the present fade and disappear. Sadness stomach feeling sick. Three of my friends lost their mothers all in one week. Practinioners of this reality they are in so much grief my friend lost his dad last week. This time of year so many pass. This time that we know on another level it is happening all at once. Like a burned out star we see in the heavens that is no longer there but its light can still be seen by the earth on another level we are just a light the material long passed just a light in the cosmos for another world to see another beautiful star long gone fading with time. Bam!!! it starts all over again all at the same time past present future its all there it depends what layer of this beautiful cake we call life your looking at they are not gone they are just beginning and we are having the privalege to experience all over on another level all at the same time. And in some levels they have mastered the ability to drop in and touch us like that cold chill you just felt. Heed my words they are not gone just beginning like us. Its a brand new day so start living we are eternal. Jamerson Rising

Whispers of God

2010-11-19T00:21:00.000-08:00

My dear beloved friends twice this week I felt my mothers spirit smile upon me. She was very devoted and loved the good lord as she often told me that man upstairs as she would say. The nuns had raised my grandmother when she was an orphan so many years ago We used to call her aunt Talana well she was praying one time well she prayed a lot people would get hurt and they would call for her to pray and the hurt would disappear in many case's completely gone no mark left at all. I was very young maybe about 4 years old I walked in the room when she was talking to the Lord I felt the spirit go through me till this day it still descends upon me. Lots of people read my writings and think I do not believe in God that I believe that we are Gods and should believe in ourselves. Tonight I felt the spirit descend on me once again and laid me out He said James you must write. My friends the almighty comes in many forms We are the very breath of God we are the very thought of the almighty there is no separation of us all but sadly we are evil to each other and nice to a select few who we deem worthy of our friendship we distrust this world and its people I understand this we are dancing with the devils literally. Even the very trees are a form of The Almighty as they stand so silent with outstretched branches towards the heavens in praise of this Great Spirit of us all!!! Remember your actions and very thoughts are like the breath going in and the breath going out Good air goes in and the bad air goes out. So like the many life times we go through. Are we going in drawing closer to the spirit of loving kindness? Or are we going out farther away till we finally separate and are lost this grace we have been given how much longer till the lungs are full so to speak and all the bad comes out. So many centuries of the breath going in get ready be good and fill the body with loving goodness lest you are released back out till the next cycle the next breath if your very soul can be ever found again my words are obscure please forgive me this. My beloved friends this is very important please don't take the grace for granted much longer this great tide of the ocean is about to go out don't get caught in the undertow and drown in missfortune. Jamerson Rising

It's all in timing

2010-11-17T11:18:00.000-08:00

Hee or and I quote Mel Brooks location location location I got that from a movie called dead and loving it haha funny movie. Well the day before yesterday when I got off work it started snowing then the wind came almost as strong as a tornados wind then more snow then thick fog more wind with dust and then heavey rain. I decided to take the bus to work so when I stepped out of my home the ground was clear almost dry and 2 hours later I was at work as soon as I walked in the door at work it started raining. I looked up and smiled at least someone is watching out for me. Funny this has happend to me many times through out my life I always say thanks when it does happen. We are more connected then we think remember that! when your eyes open to the little things in your lives then you truley see the magik in this lifetime. I like walking in this kind of weather from time to time. Helps me keep my focus on how important it is to keep ones family warm and safe and not take things for granted so much to slow down and feel the awesome power of this world. Have a pleasent day Jamerson Rising

This moon

2010-11-10T13:41:00.000-08:00

This faze of the moon always makes me feel so charged up that I have to meditate to rest my mind. I noticed that when I write words like peace love energy good health etc and wrap them around a bottle of water then drink the water in the morning or much later that I feel energized and also calm and serene also when I forget to do this I can feel the difference. There has been water experiments done with water and words and kind words made the water when frozen produced the most beautiful snow flake like cells! And the ones that had words of hate writen on them came out horribly deformed. Well now what you think and say really does effect your health. And music too! So be careful what you listen too and what you say, think, and wish for!!! Peace Jamerson Rising

Blessed cup

2010-10-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Hello folks ole Jamerson here Is your cup of life half full or half empty Like a good friend of mine says attitude that's what gets you thru life. I have heard the saying let the love pour in till the cup runneth over hee yea it will. But many of us sit here with an empty cup. Earlier blogs I tried to touch on this. It is like looking in the mirror the reflection in a lake upside down or backwards which ever you prefer. Try letting the love flow from with in like a fountain just bubbling forth full of life you have to dig deep inside of yourselves and tap that eternal well of life it is hidden with in. See that's where it is safe where the evil can't grasp it. you hold the key to unlock this blessed state of being. Attitude and let the gates open wide. If you only knew how powerful a human spirit at full throttle is wow! With no vises no sin no fear no Gaile. You would shine illuminate and be free once again. The journey home beings of light stuck in this darkened yet beautiful world why I can't answer that one yet it has to come from deep down inside you to be free once again. Fill the cup from the bottom up like the banyan trees reflection in a pool of water we are the reflection of what is real we are the mirror looking back we are the cup waiting to feed the world till it can drink its fill of this holy love no more we have the truth in us. So let your cup overflow with goodness!!! Peace Jamerson Rising

The quiet

2010-10-19T11:31:00.000-07:00

More and more people are finding peace that inner peace that seems so far away
I find myself trying to go there more and more. I see people struggle with the politics of the world or their work and more and more I'm growing immune to it. It's not that I do not care I find solutions peacefully not half way thought out in a near panic attack no little drama king here hee. Life is like flowing water down a gentle stream then we get caught in a little whirlpool and round and round we go. With the gentle stream all around us we reach out and touch this gentle stream and feel its peace from time to time but this Whirlpool sucks us back in. Keep reaching out and like a little paddle you will start to slow down and spin slower till you are strong enough to let go and carry on your journey. That peace we either strive for it or some of us unfortunately run from it with their loud music but then to some people a violin screeches and to others peacefully soothing music they find. This world has many wonders. But in the quiet I find my peace like listening to the forest or out in the country on a peaceful morning now that is me. It's like the whirlpool is hanging on to my feet with the arms folded behind my head ready to let go. I gently go round and round watching the chaos of the world around me. So think twice before you speak and stay calm and the answers will come to you and problems won't seem to big it's life and it happens it is you who deals with it peacefully or not Jamerson Rising

It's all one bowl

2010-10-15T18:27:00.000-07:00

Hello folks like a lot of people when I don't work I don't get paid I bought a few things for the grand kids to eat. They were all thanking me and I told them it all goes in the same bowl Like those of you who live with your families still I try to teach them it helps to band together thru hard times and not to worry if you can only make alittle a few Little's make allot. Some day they will see how being selfish can send you straight to being alone and poor that is a horrible way to go out. Kicked to the curb. This world can be a hard cold lonely place especially with winter coming on quick it will be here before you know it. So if you have any family left hang on make peace if you must the old ways are going to come back so remember strong families were the one's who made it through. Mark my words it's coming !!! Jamerson Rising

On the ground looking up

2010-10-05T08:13:00.000-07:00

Hello folks strange title I know I hurt my back a week ago I couldn't walk for two days I ended up on the floor for a day and a half with agonizing back spasms it was to funny every one had left for the day and I was stuck no phone food just muscle spasms like clock work. It was to funny I would laugh then bite my pillow and scream this is living ha Well not being able to move or work stuck on the ground sure changes ones perspective about life. I enjoy things a little bit more I got to see things from the ground up goodness that awakened my mind to a whole new level I finally made it to the phone and the hospital got to me in five minutes flat they were very good yea I was impressed now I have to pay the bill that's coming but after all that pain gladly no problem there. I used to help the city shelter with donations winter is coming and so many people with out medicine food are warmth at night sick in pain homeless what has this world come too. Yea I see things a little more clear. I pray no one has to go through such pain a few years ago it hit me and for six hours every fifteen minutes I was racked with pain. We really need to get our health care system fixed there is way to many people with out the means to have the simple basics in life. Now that is a shame remember the day is coming when we will answer why or what did you do to help one another. Reality its not real but it has some hard lessons to teach keep reaching and rising my dear friends it aint over till the f** lady sings hee. Well good luck and remember they are watching!!! Be at peace Jamerson Rising

The curve of the circle

2010-09-26T01:10:00.000-07:00

Picture this your life you are born and some day you will die. And thats that some believe. Then there are others who believe that this is one big circle of lifetimes. We grow as we go from one level to the next. Whats around that next curve that lies just beyond death? Why can we feel the presence of those who have went around the bend over the curve out of sight? Some people believe that the past present and future happen all at once. Some even believe when your time is up out comes the C.D. and a new one is popped in and wah la a new journey is given and off we go down another road. And the ones who believe that it is over and that's that. Sadly the grace of this creation you get freedom of choice like a grand old amusement park you get what you pay for. Like a farm you harvest what you sow. My friends don't fear death. Mourning the loss of a close friend or relative is so hard on your body but it is your right to grieve there again freedom of choice. Rejoice they get a new start and for some they wait till all their loved ones pass and live out another life time with most of them. Or like some believe it is all happening at once over and over changing as you get it right till the day comes when you have learned all your lessons and passed all your trials. Then you are ready for the light and whats next my mind can't see past this point I can only remote vision the bright light and feel that holy warmth but I have seen it across the river its there and myself I have a long ways to go still. Be calm and at peace make the most of your life time with a outstanding attitude. Your life times will rise in beauty and grandeur. I have been thankfull I have peace in this lifetime though visions of my past ones where very hard. Keep to your faith what ever it is and remember what goes around comes around. You have to earn that brass ring to get off this ferris wheel of life. Be at peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Shaking the tree

2010-09-16T03:07:00.000-07:00

New owners of the company that I work for have been slowly replacing the older workers with newer ones. It feels like every new change of paperwork and and rules are designed to assign points and it takes three months for them to come off the record. It is like they show up and shake the tree trying to get us to let go in frustration. The latest trick is to take your position away for lack of school experience or points accrued. This happened to me recently though I have been trying to get out of this position for a few years but the way they did it was to write me up. To me getting off the position was a good thing I like being accountable for myself but not so much for others. It played around in my head like a broken record playing over and over till I put a stop to that. Just yell stop as loud as you can in your mind when the thoughts occurr then they soon disappear. My mind was at peace once again and in my dreams that night two women spirit friends came to visit me we were standing in a beautiful lobby looking out over a lake so quiet and serene a canoe was out on the water when all of a sudden one of my friends said hey we need to get back to work and we ran for the elevator with a crowed of people running behind us! We jumped into the elevator waiting to get crushed but a strange thing happened they hit an invisible wall in the doorway just as two beautiful tall doors closed and we went up and found ourselves in a small group of people meditating then I awoke. It has been a long time since I visited the temple in the mountains and the last time I was talking to an angel she is very beautiful and tall. So my company can shake the tree all they want too. My Job in life is to do the best that I can and the universe will take care of me all I have to do is keep my mind at peace and the ideas will come. I know we go thru so much drama in our lives but try to find the peaceful retreats that your mind can take shelter in and your strength will be renewed. And if you fall out of the tree float down and land softly not with a crash it is so much better to get back up and try again in this way. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising

looking back

2010-08-23T00:44:00.000-07:00

Hi folks I was looking back over all my blog entries when it dawned on me how much things have changed in this short time with me. My attitudes been readjusted so many times. Looking back over what was important then than what seems more important now. The same patterns troubles keep reoccurring over again. Makes one wonder or at least me if life times (for those that believe in multiple life times)Have the same issues to work out but on a much larger scale. You know the old De Ja Vu feeling we get when we feel we have been there or done this before. I sit some times and look at where I am in life and I try to see where I am going what would be new ways of making money or finding fun things to do. We get caught up in the here and now that we fail to dream and have wishes for our future we loose our ambition and lust for life stuck in the here and now. Make a wish list and do dream and visualise your self getting or doing them. Make the magik work hee. It does trust me on this one you do have the power to create a beautiful life and live it too. Try looking back to look forward a journal will help too. Happy dreaming! Jamerson Rising

Are you lost

2010-08-17T10:08:00.000-07:00

Had a run of bad luck lately. Seemed like nothing was going right I even cut all my hair off. Goodness ancestors are rolling over in their graves over that one. Except my dear mom she liked it God rest her soul. Well now I moved to an area that didn't get the Internet with the provider that I had. I couldn't vent the way I wanted too hee. I lived big baby hee But it sure feels good being back again. Ever feel lost when things just don't seem right. you would think that I would be an expert on the subject with all the times I had lost good friends and lovers and found myself alone Life is so strange that way all my friends are miles away. Yet some mystics think or believe every soul is in the space of this room that I'm in and that their is no time and space between us and all the levels and dimensions and universes Life times going on all at once you know the thought of God no beginning no end always some thing to do never boring bingo Find some thig you like I started tai chi I like it I like peacefull people Find a group with like interests and soon you won't feel so lost Stay connected reach out and give them a hug dead or alive they will feel it and if you really believe hey wishes come true. I have my quiet places that I go too and my work and That works fine for me good luck remember some times you just have to reach out and some times when your not looking and just enjoying new found friends things will change for the better be at peace my friends Jamerson Rising

moving

2010-08-11T09:57:00.000-07:00

Moving finally over thank heavens. Simply amazing how much junk we collect funny how hard it is to let junk go. Old cloths and broken toys and electronic items oh the list is endless so much junk out of date broken and just not needed memories that's what holds them together. Hee time for a garage sale. Weathers changing quick I want my spring and summer back it has been raining really hard lately. Then supper hot goodness. Funny how fast one gets used to a new home like I have been here before kinda creepy but then again my whole life has seemed like De Ja vu makes one wonder if we go thru it over and over till we get it right. Hey maybe we go thru a few different ones just so we don't catch on to what they're doing. Or maybe I need a good old shrink and take it easy on the late night sugary junk food and scary movies eh hee. My imagination again I should write scifi books and scare every body with what I see in my head but if there is some truth to such nonsense they will come get me haha I better stick to reality and cut the sugar out which I have been trying to do. Oh and I never watch scary movies and don't turn that light off at night either I see more than most people do in the dark and I wouldn't get any rest. Have a great day Jamerson Rising

Down size

2010-07-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

I have been going through another move the owner of my town house wants to sell so I am moving. I only been there one year goodness I decided to get a trailer picked one up for 32 thousand not bad it's like a small house. I was packing last night I took some time off from work for this and I sure am thankful I did. My books alone wow time to switch to them electronic books. that would be nice I like simple and small like my I-pod I just purchased I put a whole language course in it. My computer my tools and my pc that's me. I will get a house next project but for now I need quiet and not some expensive racket but peace and quiet Working on the old Chevy and just taking life easy without all the stress. When I get this house I will be in my garden my own world but to get there I had to step back and have a little peace in my life started up some tai chi Oh man I'm a monk at heart but I do come done from the mountain to see my grandkids they mean a lot to me and you know what living on less helps them get through life a little easier well thats just me. Simplicity I love it we get so stressed out with all thats going on in this world. Oh I know its a rat race and come Weds pop goes the peace and quiet and back to work I go but I have a quiet place waiting for me when my day is over and life isn't so bad. So If you can't find your peace make it and all will fall into place. Jamerson Rising

cabin fever

2010-07-20T13:25:00.000-07:00

Cabin fever Caught hold of me today feeling sick you know the kind that starts on Thursday and lets loose on Saturday. Work so hard just to be sick on ones day off. Hee Seems to work that way at times. I just needed time to be away and to find some inner peace. That helped so much I even spoiled my grand kids a little bit and bought everyone some Chinese food. But for the most part There is so much that I would like to talk about in this world but it is some pretty scary stuff. So I would like to say this your reality live it to the fullest that you can. We all seem to be in this same reality but are we experiencing it differently from each other I mean is my dream of this planet different than yours. I mean am I in your dream the way you want it . And are you in my dream the way I'm dreaming it are you sure. Who's to know for sure what is real. What is real and what is not reality just strands of energy break this down a bit farther and you end up with pure thought. We are a dream so live it to the fullest and reach for the stars and be careful what you wish for this is part of the grace given to your spirit to experience freedom of choice free will. If you believe in hell their will be a hell and if you believe in nothing after death there just might be nothing waiting for you when you die. I have believed and still do that I have lived forever and allways will. Some one might have my real body and mind somewhere one never can be sure but I know my spirit tumbles thru one life time to the next forever rising if I keep the faith in this. So like I always say reach for them dreams and connect with that Great Spirit of us all and strive to live forever. Those who manifest a hell in their mind just might end up there in the end. Don't fall for such thinking keep the good in your heart and look forward allways to the next adventure. After all it is your gift. We are all one we will alll see one another again some day. amaste Jamerson Rising

Focus

2010-07-10T10:36:00.000-07:00

Come on junior woodchucks hee focus on whats important in what you are doing at the moment whether it be driving! Working or even just chilling out haha We tend to crowed to much in our mind at the same moment that's why meditating is so freeing when we learn to not worry or carry unwanted problems each and every moment we can focus on the moment with whats important at the moment. Unburden your mind and experience the moment for what ever it is. My favorite technique that has worked for me is I pick a time once a week when I worry about whats going on and set things in order after doing this for awhile I noticed that I even have a hard time finding things to worry about because a few times of putting things down on paper my todo list gets taken care of much faster and my mind is free. My unconcience side of my mind is working on it anyway why cram all that extra in the present 24/7 hee Focus just remember a time and a place for everything if you can master this things will feel more incontrol in your life and you will rest more when you need too. So lighten up on yourselves and be kind treat yourself to that nice restaurante or a good book what ever you like spending time with your friends the list is endless. Learn to enjoy when it is time to have some fun and to work hard when that time comes too and your life will be so much fuller. Peace and happiness my good friends Jamerson Rising

cursed

2010-07-05T20:03:00.000-07:00

Seems like it at times I watched a so so happy company go from just doing business then the new owners show up and then so many changes and people one by one being let go. I watched people so worried about their jobs loose them for little if any reason at all and being written up seems to be the norm. Organized chaos someone coined that phrase. That's about the time weird things started to happen the walls had to be fixed the concrete floor started caving in and as for the buses the break downs tripled and then quadrupled in a two month period so many people let go so much anger and the people still here having trouble focusing on their jobs to worried about the future chaos that is coming. Their idea of doing things cheaper and better backfired horribly on then. Now its we pray we keep these contracts that or getting harder to fulfill the obligations set in them and that is not good. So many people wishing evil like three witches looking for a forth to make a coven they don't know what they have unleashed karma comes around fast and hard when you cause misery to people and their little families. All this negativity and resentment and anger towards the owners will come with a heavy price mark my words. Just like the countries in the past enslaving other races and exploiting other peoples land taking land that really didn't belong to anybody if you think about it when humans first showed up on this planet the animals were doing just fine with sharing and fighting for it too I guess they were no better than us you know we just figured out how to put it on paper ha ha. But mark my words what goes around comes around. Silly people When you ruin the lives of a majority for a few then trouble starts. Yes chaos is coming and I see it starting at every level most people don't have a clue how to guard against it much less fight or deal with such negativity in this world. Be strong and focus on what you are doing not the special treatment that the bosses pet is getting so hard I know but we have to look out for number one when playing with their rules imposed on us of coarse But we can be better and stronger if we see what they are really up too then they lose their power over us. So wake up and be aware. Jamerson Rising

small note

2010-06-30T08:00:00.000-07:00

When i arrived at work yesterday one of our busses had lost a set of rear wheels and the axle too! Not good what a nightmare. Well thankfully no one was hurt I knew something was going on I been there 14 years and I could feel it. Check previous entry if I sound like I'm rambling hee Jamerson Rising

Devil head in the sky

2010-06-28T21:11:00.000-07:00

I have always been one to watch the clouds and when I get that Erie feeling skin all tingly I will glance up at the ski the faces of the moon and my imagination seem to be right on trouble or good things the clouds too call me crazy but it's my way of listening to the world through my eyes hee. Well last night and I usually don't smoke but the guys at the shop do and once in awhile I will have one of them horrible cig's Well last night I went out on the back porch with one of them cigarette's and my spider sense went off so I looked up and there was a perfect devil shaped head horns eyes and the face was so real whoa I looked at that twice and put the cig down didn't dare light up that cigarette and decided maybe the clouds are right this time. both sides of the face looked identical it was creepy I whispered I know your right treating my body like that. Strange it was looking right at me hee. You can't get a message no clearer than that and you know what I actually felt better after all for not having it. Then I remembered in Bolivia I believe they have a silver mine and they have statues of the devil down there they call it the mountain that eats men it has been there since the Spaniard's forced the Indian people to mine it they believe the devil lives in that mountain and if you don't pay him respect down there he will kill and eat your soul. creepy the native indians didn't have the letter D in thier alphabet so they call him tio. I hope he's not out running around out there loose goodness we are in for some strange events coming up mark my words. When mother earth goes out of her way to say ah ah ah don't do that best whatever it is put it down drop it and run if you have too hee or else. So people once again we are not alone they are watching so be good. hee Jamerson Rising!

This existance

2010-06-27T05:10:00.000-07:00

This existance this manifestation of spirit. Are you in a cloud or is your dream crystal clear. Your reality unfolding blending boiling simmering perhaps or just simply opening up like a flower in the morning awakening to the suns first light. Is your dream bright or darkened with sadness. Your awareness is it entirely your own.Like a breath of fresh air we go in and then the separation we are expelled out inpure but to what standered or we compared to. From seed to flower we grow we bloom and then we wither and die or do we. Every manifistation of this dream is just a thought. Wow we create or co create our very life with the choices we choose. At such a high level one realizes that we are one with every bit of energy of this great matrix this halogram this great translucent dream thought this breath of life that is our reality. We are going in slowly life time by life time till we realize where we belong or back out we go exhaled to start all over again. We manipulate others to fit our needs to fill our greed and we can't even see the truth that is all around us we are all connected all one spirit trying desparately to hold together. Yet like a computer virus these pariahs attache themselves to us like leeches we are infested with them they thrive on misery and anger. Be calm in your mind and manifest a peaceful spirit and they will detache the clouds will part the fog will lift and life will begin anew you will bloom with awareness this dream is a beautiful dream and you will awaken home again. But my dear friends you must let the anger and the hurt go and forgive this world for it is your dream and in doing this you forgive your self for dreaming it and free you will finaly be. Be at peace Jamerson Rising Amaste

Busy,busy and more busy

2010-06-15T03:44:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh One gets set in a pattern of living check to check and when that don't come thru let the games begin. Hee Just call me mister Benny hee You see I live on less kinda a old monk at heart. But I do pay myself first and I don't ever ever touch this. So the day's hustle and bustle is allot easier knowing when the winter of life is upon me It won't be so bad. But this running on less does take its toll. I have a friend who has a blog and she said and this is not word for word so please forgive me. She said an old Indian quote. when the rivers dry up and the trees die and all the food is gone will you eat that money. Scary thought huh. Find a place with some land and that old green man will feed you nature will feed you. Man kind has this world set on money there's no denying this so in this age and not that old Indians time it is a little different. So save pay yourself first and just to play it safe grow as much food as you can and work with nature. You see that old Indian bless his soul could live without money strictly living and working with the land and the Great Spirit of us all. So thinking of this you know he was right. This is reality. So try to find ways mother earth can help take the burden off of you. Amazing how much this earth can provide. Myself I get so caught up in the transportation Industry working on diesels that I tend to loose this till I get some quiet time. It gets so busy busy and more busy I just need to sit by an old tree and one of my friends hee and have a hot cup of tea and just enjoy this world for what it is because the busy will come back monday morning but for right now. I will relax free my mind. God bless my friends and have a great day. Jamerson Rising

In the cold

2010-05-18T22:35:00.000-07:00

In the coldness of this world so alone at times. The spirit cries out!!! For this feeling separateness is an illusion A trick of the ego. We are very connected to spirit at times I too feel empty devoid of the good life. I set my worries aside and breath in the air and feel this gift of life to know what a truly remarkable gift it is. These emotions what would the world be with out them. The dark makes one appreciate the light the coldness the warmth and the loneliness friendship. This Icy cold grip I have broken very early in the morning when the sun first comes up I face the sun and close my eyes and the red glow that I see I let it fill me especially my heart chakra. I have an understanding on a level the average person thinks is sheer lunacy. When the day comes I will smile and cross over like I have done many a time before. Woe to those who choose to stay disconnected with spirit for the shear dread of whats next will haunt their minds. It is very simple this grand universe will provide and take care of you all you have to do is believe and try to have peace and love in your heart and no fear. Vanquish this and when your time comes you can look back with a smile and look forward with a smile too for the universe never forgets a good deed no matter how small and how trivial. Like the air from a butterflies wings what you do will have great changes in this universe you are that important that the universe this Great Spirit took the time to create you. You!!! in whatever shape or form that you are. Like a puzzle piece you create the picture and fit just the way the Great Spirit intended. Don't be selfish or timid enjoy it and live it to the fullest. Jamerson Rising

Frustrations

2010-05-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

I feel it in my very essence this world is sick so many emotions swirling with anger and hate towards each other I was happy this work week is over three pay checks being short hundreds of dollars lost happy to still have a job. Are people this careless with paying people or to frustrated with their own lives to watch what they count more carefully! I sense they are caught up with their own emotions set on spin dry all worn out with worry. I finally gave a blessing and let it go which freed my mind immensely such worries never bothered ole jamerson before was I losing the me I once knew. I surrounded myself with a white light and imagined a great hand held vacume tube sucking all that negative energy out from around me so much negative energy from other frustrated people I couldn't think clearly. With that done I felt much better. Even people that I have known for a few years have been so upset yesterday drivers being rude people just plain mean selfish and rude goodness. People so afraid of the future I understand I have always been and shall always be. So many life times they all end the same. Ride the experience where ever it takes you my friends there will be many happy times and sadly many sad times but look to the beauty in it and grasp it all with gusto it's a gift this light let it shine outward be the dark nothing no more smile you are the light if you could only see this if only you could feel this. This light in all its many varied colors of energy thats all it is. Is the light. We are one this separation that we place upon ourselves whispered in our ears with words this ancient form of magik. Words to many evil words to count find the silence and if you must and you do use the good words and let the ugly ones drop from your speech. This one act alone will raise your vibration closer to that of the eternal love and for you life will move forward for the good of mankind and those around you. Language user beware. Jamerson Rising

Sunsets

2010-05-08T05:08:00.000-07:00

I like living in Colorado the sunsets are so beautiful like last night I was test driving a bus when the sun was going down and my jaw just dropped open wow the sun just went down behind the Rockies and four evenly spaced reddish orange rays of the sun came strait over the top of the mountains which were a most beautiful blue and a rose colored back ground behind the mountains too. What a beautiful sight it made up for the sunset I missed yesterday. So much beauty the world has to give I'm in awe!!!. I wish I had a camera this my dear friends I will change soon. There is so much that I want to share with the world. This world can be so beautiful why can't the people be too. Yet so many people are. Just some of them don't seem to get it. Such love in the world and they close their selfish hearts to it. Some day I will sit up high in the mountains and share a sunrise with you all. And with that I wish you all a beautiful day where ever you are in this vast world. Peace my beloved friends Jamerson Rising

The spinning

2010-05-07T10:35:00.000-07:00

Like a bad hangover time to put one foot over the bed and hit the floor! To stop this craziness. You know even then that's a form of grounding. I never thought of it like that emotions in a whirlwind. round and round we go. Eyes open reality shinning through. I just went through a crazy month now. May the fifth month the five vibration things are moving fast this month hang on it will be over before you know it. Life like a bank account hey pay yourself first. Do what makes you happy this is the secret live and let live there are endless possibilities out there. Work hard keep your body healthy and look around at the wonders that are in this world like diamonds laying everywhere so many opportunities abound! I was watching the sun go down the other day still an hour above the mountains and the rays like white streams in front of rain clouds what a beautiful picture. storm coming but I could see the beauty in it that awesome power of the universe. This watering of the earth needed to be done for new growth to take place. to rainy to see the sunset but oh what a sun rise in all its glory. The spinning stopped both feet now on the ground and back on my feet. Things started falling in place. Good thing I don't drink I like keeping my head clear. Meditate and let the problems go no need to worry if it can't be changed and no need to worry if it can be changed. Give a blessing and let it go like the ocean the tide came crashing in and now went back careful don't get caught in the undertow let it go with a smile. Time to enjoy a new sun rise with out that head ache. I like peace and if something gives me grief or disharmony I let it go with a silent blessing for I know the universe is forever changing. The spinning stopped as I go with the flow the rhythm of life. I fill myself with it knowing I am it a part of it and I enjoy it one swift kick and off my cloud they go hahaha and ha this is my cloud and I like it peace people Jamerson Rising

Walking through the blue

2010-04-21T06:26:00.000-07:00

Another hard night at work the devils stirring the peoples emotions up. Needless fighting abounds on the street. In darkness I catch the light rail home. Such needless waste of energy perplexed as to why humans bicker so much over things that don't matter little children whining for attention. Off the train one more bus ride two buses and one train per day. My life when I stepped off the last bus there I was in that field of crows and trees I feel a closeness to this land. The atmosphere a beautiful hue of blue Moon going down just before the sun rises that magical blue so missed by this very busy world the birds singing with their hearts full of love the sun is coming. I feel the presence resonate through my body! This sacred blue the hand of God as he gently waves his hand across the land and lifts that beautiful sun up. Us mystics, sorcerers,shaman and wizards know this magical time of the day just before and during the suns first rays of the sun. Knowledge lost to the blindness of reality lost on this side of the mirror the veil that has been raised again. Oh Great Spirit I felt the power race through me again this energy of the universal truth opened my eyes to the world not all of us are lost this blue this heavenly blue filled my soul with hope with energy to go on we are not alone my faith renewed I journeyed home with my spirit shining once again and I smiled at that great tree standing in the field watching me with awe for I can see the green mans face appear in the trees. We are not alone peace good people Jamerson Rising

Letting go

2010-04-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

I have fallen in love so many times but I have never fallen out of love. I still love to this day everyone who has caught my eye I understand they needed to change their lives I don't hold this against anyone. I love them no matter what happens. My life's work has been to well come all into my heart.When they are married I keep my peace but my heart sings with happiness when they love me too!!! I can feel it in my very soul and I cherish such feelings. I bless them and smile at any new friend some I hold more dear than others of course trust me you know who you are I have a very strong love for you!!! I feel blessed in this life time to meet so many good people and to be still working. Bad times have happened of course but God has carried me through some tough times. I see his work in nature the foods we eat the cloths we wear what a magnificent world we live in. I'm speechless and in awe at the astounding beauty the lands and the people,and don't forget the incredible music my God!!! Sunsets and sun rises!!! Brings a tear to my eyes when the wars take our young men and poverty kills people around this world mans desire to hate and be cruel greed jealousy what horrible traits some of us carry. It doesn't make any sense evil feels bad and kindness feels good. Their are some really sick people in this world lost to the good of creation. Some day a great harvest of souls will come and the weeds will be burnt. Dear people fight for the good find that internal love or the good in everything. Hug them little ones put bells on the babies shoes and keep an eye on them that's were we dropped the ball when the TV came out so much violence on that box spreading the sickness that has infected our young people. Watch your children and teach them right or sadly they will be lost. Let the evil go !!! And open your eyes!!!
Jamerson Rising

This reality

2010-04-12T13:52:00.000-07:00

This reality Some people say there is multiple realities some people say this is it your one shot and you better get it right and be good. And there are others who say this life time and all the others you have went through decide what you will endure what comes next and some say you pick your life your name and your parents. Goodness so many choices. Some people suffer so badly and disagree saying that they would have never picked their lot in life. I have a friend a very famous friend who believes in quantum jumping he calls it. Being able to access you other selves in parallel universes. Way out in left field some would say I myself have meditated to a point where I found my self in different lifetimes and situations that I now listen more to what he has to say. I believe we are given more than this life time to get it right our souls are very powerful on many levels whatever has us trapped here has to give us plenty of distractions so to speak to harness this great power of ours for we have the ability to vanish and merge back to spirit like many of our saints and holy people through out the ages have done. They reach a level of understanding and self control that evil has no hold on them anymore. And ascend they have so many times. This ascension letting the chains drop and being free once again is amazing to comprehend. We are here some have very beautiful lives and some have very hard lives it is how you deal with it how you treat one another how your spirit shines is it bright or gloomy. Your level of existence will be much better if your light is bright you will see opportunities abound every where if you are gloomy the world will grow cold and angry a very bitter place to endure. Be happy for the life you are given for this is the chance to turn it around to feel good about yourself no matter where or what you have become. If you are alive and breathing you can fill that eternal light with happiness and good will towards others!!! This is the way back baby steps one foot at a time that does it. The more you walk in this way the easier it gets. And when your time comes you will go freely to the next level that is of course if you walk in the light and not darkness then over and over till you destroy your self you will go. Smile be happy and treat others well and you will be just fine. This walk is hard at times but keep your vibrations high the fog will lift and you will see your purpose in this reality. You can detach and yes it is just a grand illusion. Or live this life to the fullest and enjoy it for what it has to offer. You will find it is a pretty amazing world. So be kind to yourself and others it's your life Gods gift to you so have a rich harvest when the time comes. Be at peace my friends. Jamerson Rising

Heart in pain

2010-04-07T00:07:00.000-07:00

Oh I know the woes of this world. Like many of you I have had this old heart stepped on drop kicked and torn in two hee. Hurts like crazy Angels not all mind you but some only wish what it was to feel. It's a curse to feel so much pain I feel ya people. We find that someone special and life is good till they eye another and run off or worse sneak around behind our back. I been there a few times it's no joke when that shoe hits the floor. I now tend to live like a monk a hermit they used to call me I pop up every ten or so years. But I do have a life don't get me wrong I myself have learned to take the solitude and get closer to the great spirit of us all. Pain will open your eyes to the truth this world hurts till you can find unconditional love in your heart then pain loses its power over you!!! You have to break that agreement placed upon your head. People all ways think you have to be hurt or angry for what others do. The truth of the matter is you have to learn to wield that awesome power of love that binds us to our Creator. Please don't beat yourselves up over what some one else does in their life. They are lost if they treat people in this way! Find yourself and forgive them (He's nuts!!!) You say haha yep Well dear folks Be strong and laugh it off you can do much better with someone who really cares. Game players take a hike and a long one at that amen. You see you are very special and that is what you need to find in your heart your love for yourself is not wrong it is the way back my friends. There is to much hate and pain in ths world dragging us away from the truth. I have many friends now then I thought I would ever have after being dumped so long ago hurt like hell yes it did. Light at the end of the tunnel phooey probably another train of misery getting ready to run ole Jamerson over again I thought at the time. Hee yes time it takes time to heal and when them thoughts pop up like a broken record shout in your mind stop I'm better then this and give a blessing and the pariahs n predators will let loose and quit feeding off your emotions I only seen them a couple of times once when I healed a lost friend of mine this thing tormented her for years I wrote a story in Helium.com and there is one in a previous blog entry good luck finding that one there is so many. Folks you have to learn to be responsible for what you think and do to make yourself happy! Not revenge. But what it takes to make your life better! So forget about them. There will be another soon! Funny how they seem to show up when we are not looking hee. I almost said when we ain't looking haha well I'm not that bad and don't let the picture fool you I allways tie my hair back. So pick them pieces back up of your heart and place them gently back in and be at peace. This time of year like xmass and turkey day have so much emotionally charged people who just want to fight and sneak around and this is when they usually get caught.So be at Peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Signs

2010-04-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

Goodmorning people of the world! Signs everywhere for the blind to hear and the people with sight to see yet the blind notice a lot more for they have learned to listen. I'm not making sense am I. You see simple things like a sign you pass on a street a number sequence on a license plate or a word spoken at the very time you are hearing it on the radio or reading it. Little things a child says's out of the blue so to speak. They are everywhere. Angels and family have a way of speaking in signs from the other side be it dreams a soft touch butterflies birds. I usually keep such things to my self. Crazy guy sees birds and his imagination runs amuke hee hee. This ime of the year the spirit is very strong for the people around of the world are praying at an all time high can't you feel it man my intuition is going off the scales and the dreams are so bright. Vivid colors like a friend of mine said yesterday perplexed by the weird dreams she was having. If only we could call on the great spirit more often. Praying is the best magik that can be used if you use it right. People tend to be selfish and mean spirited yet when the ground shakes they will tremble for deep in their hearts they know. Springtime is a beautiful time of the year and the sign of new beginnings are everywhere to behold. Let the worries go and behold the wonders of the world. The more at peace you are with yourself the more you will see and hear. So remember in your walk through this realm you are not alone and many dear departed friends and Angels are speaking to you constantly for those that listen and look where they're going hee hee. Peace people!!! Jamerson Rising

love and caring

2010-03-15T01:54:00.000-07:00

I was going to ask the green man oracle about this one since he is known around the world since ancient times. Then that little red book I have came to my mind. You see I have a friend who is like a daughter to me who lives in San Salvador very far away and I have known this young lady for two years never met her except for photographs of her. So I asked the book what is to be come of us. I was a bit surprised by what it said. Well I will share it with you by Kahlil Gibran the prophet and I have his book I like his work well here goes and I quote (When love beckons to you. Follow him. Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you. Yield to him. Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you. Believe in him. Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.) Kahlil Gibran The Prophet. So true to love someone unconditionally knowing that this may shatter some of your dreams or hurt like hell but to love so truly is such a gift we have. Why do we ( like one young gangster said ) think up evil things to do. Their is more purpose to life yes of course but love when it hits is the strongest desire in the world. I make good money but my middle daughter struggles through life with a family of three. I could of wondered off and had a life of my own and saved plenty for the winter of my life. But you know I have stayed with her and saved my money just the same but to watch my grand kids grow with out the added stress of poverty and what to eat next. I have been rewarded with a full life with no regrets. Keep your families strong with unconditional love.Put bells on the babies shoes and hold them close. And if love does bite you can you really turn your back on it. Jamerson Rising

How far

2010-03-07T21:07:00.000-08:00

We have fallen from a horrific battle many life times ago. Fallen into the abyss the darkness consumed us so it was believed. little by little century after century the spirit re manifested climbed so to speak thru organisms then simple minded creatures plant animals climbed and climbed to mankind then wars and more wars desolation's of this world the third age the forth age who knows exactly how many times mankind has nearly wiped each other from the face of mother earth. What we do know is we have reach that level once again at the brink which road shall we choose the road to the left or the road to the right. We push on going ever so straight and narrow the cross roads are coming once again the light or the darkness oh foolish ones. Avatars appear and lend a hand saints martyr before our eyes. The last trick greed and lust and power can we ever throw off this curse whispered so long ago when the devil taught us the magik of words what power was unleashed. Can we rise above the carnal and go forth into the light perhaps. Be strong my friends find that inner peace that inner spirit that angel that still dwells in you your very essence that spirit of knowing eternal love. Yes we angels have fallen but the hand of God is extended reach my beloveds and hold on tight the world is going to shake once again and the darkness is awakening to pull us back down. Be strong and reach for the heavens and believe me! We are not alone we shall be reborn closer and closer to home have faith dear souls of the light have faith you are most precious in the eyes of the Great Spirit and you are not alone. Peace Jamerson Rising

What does it take

2010-02-24T12:10:00.000-08:00

Hello folks It has been a very frustrating year and it has only just started. Well was hee. What does it take to unwind from a bad day. I like to listen to soft music and read. Or my favorite is to meditate and clear my mind. To detach myself from all the negativity that people carry around all day and throw at me. I feel drained at the end of the day after counteracting all the emotions that people stir up. What does it take to get to that level of peace and contentment. Everyone one is different but when you do find what works it will carry over to your working day. Reike shield on hee hee don.t laugh it works. You see upset people with different eyes. You will see someone losing it when their emotions are on over load and wonder what all the fuss is about. Being calm most of the time is a power that scares people especially physic vampires who thrive on making people upset just to feed off them. I went a back way home the other day and cut thru the woods I normally don't go this way in the middle of the night it was a blizzard and I couldn't remember the path to the right or the path to the left. Funny my bus stop went by and I didn't seem to notice it so I got off the next stop over. grabbed some coffee at a fast food place and ran into a old friend who works there I might have to go back there hee anyway I was looking at these two paths with the old spider senses on high when I saw a rabbit sitting in the path to the right. So looking on the bright side I was ready for a nice walk so I followed the little rabbit it went on the narrow path that twisted and climbed and came out where I could see my town house and the little rabbit gone hee. I'm used to such things happening. You see being connected with that higher source all kinds of thing are going to happen to you. So keep the faith and try not to stress so much when things look bad. You just have to find a way to connect every day and when you're feeling lost the answer will come because you will have found the way to listen and see the signs and believe this old Indian the signs are every where for the humble to see! Find that quiet place and practice listening so when the day comes when the world seems upside down and falling apart at the seams you know where to go to recharge and find the answers. Train yourself to find peace and quiet. Jamerson Rising

Memories

2010-02-06T08:05:00.000-08:00

Hello my friends memories have a way of sneaking up on ya. Yesterday talking to my granddaughter Guilianna I could see my daughters cute little face in her's and my fathers mother's face my memories took off to an earlier time the first time I saw a picture of my grandmother as a young lady. My mother since passed had showed it to me. Oh the emotions went spinning in me like I could feel the spirit near me. I know these feelings when they appear the closest thing I can say is you feel the spirit spinning or a light touch on your shoulder or cheek. One little spirit who attached herself to my little tribe will touch my thigh she's not very tall and many a time late at night I will be writing and she will put her little hand on my leg and watch me right. Crazy in the head perhaps imagination gone wacky haha well I know when they are there and a simple hello from and old friend has always been welcome hee crazy old grand pa. Intuition has saved my life more than once I'll keep the connection thank you. They walk with us every day but on such a grand level It's a blessing when they take the time to visit. I always see a little flash of light pink for my mom and the other day it was a very pretty blue. Angel sparks I call them. I knew I would be ok and had that warm feeling of love come over me. Trust your senses and smile. You know people always ask me me why I seem to always be happy. I just take a deep breath and smile what a gift this spirit has given us in life. The earth and spirit have come together and given us such wonderful memories as I smile at little Guilianna I could feel my very soul spinning. This old crazy grandpa had to hold a tear back. If the world only knew. Jamerson Rising

Piggy bank

2010-02-01T19:24:00.000-08:00

Kids you can tell allot about how they will be when then get older from the things they do like another story off my little ones in another blog that I wrote. Well I'll spare you the details on that one. Now my grand kids are always getting into my change and the middle granddaughter angel has a eye for the Britte and pretty and money.jewelry, and coins too future husband beware she has the looks to get the job done too. Hee She can't hold on to money if you glued it her hands so I gave her the first piggy bank made in Mexico a beautifully hand made one. What pretty colors the designs on it had. Well she filled that little pig up in two weeks flat haha but that sneeky grandfather dirty little trick there is no way to get the money back out. She learned how to save the hard way haha. now the little grand daughter got hers a bigger pig looked like Arnold Ziffle hee she ran into her brother and dropped him. He lived we glued the ear back on. She now puts her money in it and dosen't touch him any more and oh yes Charlot's web not Arnold i'm told by Guilianna hee. Now the Grandson who didn't get one. I finally brought him home a great big burro also made in Mexico beautiful art work. He broke the head off trying to get his deposit back which he kept tract to the very last penny in three days flat he dropped it trying to get a refund haha head broke clean off but now glued back on. What old grandpa see's is the oldest will break his bank every chance he gets the next pretty little girl will get money easy and fast with them pretty looks and spend it just as fast if she can. Now the little one who I caught using my computer in my room as I was waking up. she was checking web pages for her favorite kids game which she found she looked like a little banker as fast as she had that mouse working I was thinking but she's only three and a half!!! My have the times changed . Well her pig is filling up slow but steady and safe. My bets on her she gets to handle my money when i'm to old to think about it anymore hee. She's just good with money she would save it and hide it allot like me but she don't spend it just on anything hee but she's only three and a half!!! mind you. Goodness this still amazes me. And as for the second piggy I told her I could teach her how to save her money hee hee sneeky grandfather ha. The things they do when they are little if you have the eyes to see it will tell allot about their future. Take care now hug them little ones tight put bells on the baby's shoes and keep an eye on them and they will grow up just fine. Jamerson Rising

Can't take it with you

2010-01-18T18:01:00.000-08:00

Riches oh what things we have gathered in our lifetime.The rich man and all his belongings and the poor man living on the street in dirty rags. The street has a way of humbling the mightiest spirit. Don't get me wrong many a well to do person has a very good honest spirit. It's not the riches that corrupt ones soul. But the ego that steps upon others to get its own way. The ego that lies steals and cheats to obtain riches or that other mans wife. We all cross over in spirit no hidden nickels here my friends. Spirit you shall cross over in wether weak or strong but in spirit you shall meet your maker. Many a poor man shall be found evil right along with the rich. Possessions matter not it's the character the giving the love we have gathered that will see you safely across the river! Laugh all you want at crazy Mr. Risings ramblings mind gone mad years ago. hee but beware when you scoff at each other they are listening and taking notes there's no fooling the almighty. The pure and meek have nothing to fear. Listen not the rich and poor but the meek. Possessions mean not weather you have a lot in life or nothing it's you how you treat others and act towards one another.So be happy, loving and giving when you can and help one another and don't scoff or look down upon the needy and disfigured. It's the color of your soul that counts! Jamerson Rising

Wish I had the old farm back.

2010-01-05T20:40:00.000-08:00

So many people with the same names this blog for instance there is another Jamersons Corner. Looking through my family tree I was amazed at how many people had the same names even in such small towns back then. I had very good luck checking household members and neighbors in my quest for my past the Indian side is the toughest to find. My great grand fathers hid their wife's from the reservations and changed their names in some cases.I had better luck with the French and Portuguese sides of the family. So many Avila's Baca's and Aragon's wow. After three weeks still going in circles and my name hee good luck haha. You know back then most of the people were farmers now I wish I had some land and a place of my own to grow what I want. I would do just fine trust me. Some day I have the money I just need the right place. Every one well most every one ran off to the big cities tired of the hard work on the farms. Factories were popping up every where now they are almost all gone and some of them farmers children wish that they had their land back. I feel ya myself included in that wish Having a farmer economy with the technologies we have today would not be such a bad Idea. I'm all for being self supportive. Food water and shelter that's the basics to survive some where we have lost this. Well folks get ready for the future and remember them basics when you try to plan your life out. Jamerson Rising.

Rat race let it go.

2010-01-05T02:56:00.000-08:00

Back to taking the bus and the light rail to work and another bus then I a nice mile long walk total time two and a half hours. Some people may think I'm crazy and some or just sure of it haha. Well I get a free pass for working on the city buses at night. I don't have to ride at all if I choose not too but this time gives me time to watch the city and just walk and pass some great trees which I simply adore. I like to just read a good book some times and be at peace in this fast passed world. You see so many of us are just so caught up in this rat race. Like mice in a maze we try to find the easy way out. Their is so much to life to enjoy breath it in yes soak it in it can be a very wonderful experience. Attitude don/t let the rat race suck you in learn to relax and not take things so personnel. Let the anger go let the people who trouble you in life let the worrying about how to deal with them go be happy smile and let the anger go.Some think this is very hard all you have to do is retrain your thinking the glass is half full I didn't win but what a wonderful experience trying that is what life is about the experience and love and caring. We humans have been at war way to long if only mankind learned to let go of all this needless evil and be more sharing caring and loving. I'm guilty too. At times don't lose focus chin up there smile and try again see the beauty in a child's eyes the harmony in nature the smell a beautiful flower that view of the landscape. Beautiful sunsets and sunrises my favorite the stars up above what gifts we have in our mists and we waste them on trying to out smart out con and just plain old being mean to each other what nonsense. Be in peace my friends and hug them little ones and put bells on the baby's shoes and keep a eye on them and every thing will be just fine.Jamerson Rising.

Company cut backs

2009-12-28T04:05:00.000-08:00

I noticed a trend lately and I can't honestly blame the companies doing this down sizing and cutting back after all we do need to survive the future don't we all agree on this. What I dislike is what happened to a company I work for I shall with hold the name because I do need my job haha. We always had nice holidays the old boss bought food for holidays and a gift card for Xmas it wasn't much but very appreciated. Now a new company bought us out world wide and when Thanksgiving rolled around nothing. and then Xmas came and went hey they did give a few gift cards to a few supervisors but not all of them at that. Well this Xmas I fell on the ice and hit the back of my head very hard on the pavement great just in time for my day's off funny the last few day's off I was sick too. Now since I went to the hospital I now have to get cleared by their doctor to come back to work. Oh and by the way my dear company I am getting better. Mistreatment does have away of changing things. Another supervisor had a wisdom tooth problem and he couldn't make it and another employee just didn't bother coming in and one called off uninterested I think more like it ha. For Xmas to hang around people who care more more power to him. My friend called me up he was the only one in the shop because all the bosses took two weeks off at least two guys if they do show up will come in in a few hours but every holiday they have been known to call off too. Funny my friend has been wanting to run a shift for a long time careful what you wish for. Well he got but all by himself I been there done that. It is so hard to not let what others do not to effect you and what we do to make a living. It is just sad when blatant uncaring for ones own employees destroys moral what's next. Well folks hold tight to what's important in these troubled times and think survival when making decisions which effect your income. Don't be manipulated into making poor choices. Have a happy new year and good luck. Jamerson Rising

Family trees

2009-12-14T01:52:00.000-08:00

I was looking at my family tree on ancestry dot com last night out of curiosity I was looking for my uncle and I found where he was buried but I also found a man with the same name who died on the same day in the same state just born on a different day. hmm I also noticed a lot of my family had birth days close to each others like a few days apart but different years of course fascinating. Then I looked up my name wow so many and the creepy part some of them even have the same birth dates hmmm I wonder where my social security number has been. Well so far the bank accounts safe haha. You can even find peoples social security numbers in there now that's scary. I spend a little time adding and searching for my ancestors. I have found so many people and I get hints in there which helps a lot. Amazing how large a family is when you can see the branches of your tree spread. Wow I love history but I was really Impressed how big it has grown in just a decade. They have free trials that you can build what you know. I find it a good pass time there is a lot of other family members of mine that have trees of their own. Now they can look up mine and see who there cousins are. It's a small world some times. So many of the Native Indian side has been lost but the Portuguese's and French side was interesting one of my ancestors came up with Cortes he was a lieutenant in Cortez's little group. Another was Mangus Coloradas he was the father in law to Cochise. Rebels, pirates and a lot of good honest people too! Not all bad. Families are fascinating some even have photographs that people have provided. My sister scoffed one time at me needless information but to me it was a whole new world. Good luck if you ever try to find them. Jamerson Rising

As a Man Thinketh ( by James Allen)

2009-12-06T19:52:00.000-08:00

Hello folks I found years ago a little red book created and written by Susan Hayward published by Hayward books. It is called A guide for the advanced soul. How it works is you think of a question then open this book to any page your fingers feel to open it too. Well once in a great while I peek in this little book out of sure curiosity. Well the snow was blowing pretty good last night and I won't say what I asked but here's what that little red book told me. (To follow under all circumstances the highest promptings within you; to be always true to the divine self; to rely upon the inward Light. the inward Voice. and to pursue your purpose with a fearless and restful heart believing that the future will yield unto you the reward of every thought effort; knowing that the laws of the universe can never fail and that your own will come back to you with mathematically exactitude, this is faith and the living of faith.) James Allen- As a man Thinketh. How very profound careful what you wish for and do in your life. Hug them little ones tight and put bells on the babies shoes and keep an eye on them peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Wrong number

2009-12-04T10:46:00.000-08:00

Hee goodness did I ever dial a wrong number yesterday. Had a problem with the the fuel pumps so I asked the another employee if he had the number to the lady in charge of that department. Well he didn't so I had a old number so I called it then I get another lady on the phone so I politely ask for my friend well this lady went off saying I broke a restraining order and I better tell Bill he just broke it and I was going to end up in court wrong number you think so I said sorry evidently I must of dialed the wrong number. Well ten minutes later another person a male voice is cursing 8 ways to Sunday such profanity on my voice mail. then another phone call this time the lady is back accusing me of being in cahoots with a Frank and plotting death threats mind you goodness don't people have better things to do with their time hee. So I assured the lady that I don't know this Frank or Bill and I honestly dialed a wrong number. I took my voice mail message off and forgot about it well the next day another phone call from a sexy voice the crazy lady is back asking if I'm one of Bills cronies and I better watch my back I chuckled to myself as I read this who's Bill hmm. These people I know the lady I tried to call she likes to hang around bars and bikers and who knows what else at work she is a very nice lady. Hmmm the lower levels do seem to have nothing better to do but sex drugs and rock n roll hee. Goodness living in fear paranoia and just plain old thinking up something evil to do and say everyday well now that's the life haha. I like the simple life my work my friends my grand kids I have no need for bars and don't get me wrong I have a lot of friends who go to bars and who are bikers heck my long hair and beard I look like one too. I don't like drugs or over drinking and I try to stay away from low level evil people as much as I can. Well mister Bill whoever you are good luck with them kooks out there who have nothing better to do with their time to dream up conspiracies. Hee goodness what idle minds come up with when they have nothing better to do with their lives. Peace people Jamerson Rising

So soon

2009-11-30T18:42:00.000-08:00

Yes believe it my dear Gypsy Christmas is here once again amazing how fast the time seems to roll around. Oh where does the time go. You have touched my heart in a unique way so profound. In this sea of endless souls you have found me and another light has been lit in this darkness of the world of endless souls. Life is so short I live with my grand children but the memories come flooding back when I see their little lives unfolding day by day like little flowers getting ready to bloom then they will be gone. Hold them close and hug them tight this walk is a short one and there's so much to learn from life's experiences so rich in the colors and the emotions you have touched my heart dear lady and life is alive a little more much brighter with every new friend I meet. I feel like I have known you before and have found you again. We all come from the same soul it just takes relearning this all over again have a great Christmas my dear friend. Jamerson Rising

Turkey day

2009-11-26T12:03:00.000-08:00

Hee turkey haha wow it's that time of year again I used to be an old scrooge when I was younger but now watching my grand kids oh that magical power of them little folks I actually like these holidays now funny when looking at little people you see a lot of your past flash by that memory lane. Life is so short there is so much to learn on this road of life. Keep your spirits up and your reality will shine forth with the blessed light from with in. Oh the things I could tell but unfortunately or should I say I am lucky to still have a job and thankful for it too. I get to work. I see so many people need help what has this world come too their are so many possibilities like energy for example we have the technologies to get by just fine without oil. Greed plain and simple and many people starve for it. How sad and disappointing we are better then this or that's the goal in our lifes path. Have to run now have a Happy gobble day and have fun Jamerson Rising

Your kidding

2009-11-10T02:04:00.000-08:00

Ever here of an old wives tales about seeing a white spider then getting lucky and finding money. Well last year I saw one then quick in a flash it was gone and I came into 1200 dollars the next day. Well I don't think it is always money like yesterday my PC blew up and the washer broke last week my furnace went out. Well now I saw a white spider on my desk and when I went to catch it it was gone. Then I checked Craig's list I found two washers and a free dryer. And the land lord finally replaced the furnace for 1200 dollars two. I never found the spider put this has happened so many times it feels like a good omen well now. this is a strange world indeed and the people took our old washer and traded that for a refrigerator that they needed. You know what goes around comes around and if you help someone just tell them to help some one who needs it that has always been my way and you know what. I get through life quite fine with this. So with that it's late so give them little ones a hug and put bells bells on the baby's shoes and have a good night. Jamerson Rising

14 hard years

2009-10-28T00:03:00.000-07:00

My dear beloved friends. The planet Neptune comes around every one hundred and sixty four years. When it does come around the world goes thru 14 years of hardship and chaos. Take heart my friends. Blessed are the people who have land and their property paid for. Try to keep your minds at peace and this will pass. It will be hard to focus but it can be done. Remember when you meditate fill your heart chakras full of love and this will balance your body. In doing this it will fill you with strength and patience to get thru these troubled times. Band together and share the burden. I know 14 years is a long time so plan well in everything you do and don't fall into chaos's trap. Remember when you die you go to the light. And you are transformed into a whole new you. Unless you were evil you have something a Little different waiting for you. If you kill yourself they treat you kindly because that is a mental illness not evil so take heart unless you are a murderer or a cheat. You will be whole again. And I might add able to come and go as you please to this earthen plane. I see small flashy lights or stars when I know spirits are around I also see different colors for different people who have passed. There was a little spirit who used to haunt my mother inlaws house she say's I wonder where that little ghost went to. Haha I think she has been following my little band especially my daughter and grand daughter. She was lonely and we can tell when she is around.They never really leave if you have the eyes to see you will see the many signs that are given. So take care people and try to get some land where you can grow your own food and a well if possible. take care and have a happy Halloween Jamerson Rising

Shaking trees

2009-10-20T13:44:00.000-07:00

I was walking home one morning at 6am it was so cool and quiet I looked up and the stars were absolutly beautiful I had on my head phones and was listening to some classical music very peaceful when this is hard to descibe I could feel an overwhelming pressence descend. I looked at the trees ahead of me and then I heard a great clapping noise like a large audience applauding behind me. So I turned around and there stood a very large tree it must have been here in the early days of this city . Every leaf on that tree was shaking and the feeling that went thru me was most awesome. I didn't feel any wind but maybe that high up there was some. In one of my earlier blogs I wrote of this tree shaking and a feeling of a profound experience. This is the spot I encountered the ravens that surrounded me one evening.This field I'll add to my list of magik spots I have had mystical experiences with this Great Spirit. There is an awareness in this world every one of you is special. So yes I believe this great spirit will let one know from time to time hey I'm here with you. All you have to do is listen and learn to believe. And with that I bid you a safe journey thru lifes wonders. Amaste Jamerson Rising

Stress what stress

2009-10-09T12:54:00.000-07:00

Oh goodness people why? I have two friends one friend said he vents to his wife when he gets home. I told him this is not a wise thing to do pumping all the negativity into someone it will manifest into illness later in life depending on the person of course. To this he replied then what do I do with the stress I have. ha ha I said stress what stress. My old man used to say a person stresses when he doesn't know what he is doing . Ha he liked to tease me allot. but think about it we are so programed. We are taught that things should stress us out. But in reality we are stressing ourselves out by thinking that we should feel stress for the occasion. Now my other friend was done with his day at work I asked him to do a simple repair on a bus early in the morning to get the driver out the door. Later I seen him cleaning up and heading for the door very frustrated no fix. I told him to have a nice day and me and the driver went to his bus and I fixed it and he was happily on his way. You see me and the driver have been friends for years. Work should be fun like playing with your toys when you were little not something that you can't wait to get away from. I will tell him please don't take your work home with you leave it at the door when you leave and enjoy the rest of your day it will be here when you get back. Ha ha people it is hard to do at first but you should try stepping back out of the situation and seeing it for what it really is. Stress kills more people when in reality they kill themselves by not learning that they really don't need to carry such burdens with them. Enjoy life try to find a job you enjoy when you hate something you empower it to ruin your day but when you take this away and love and enjoy something you attain a new level that will free and clear your mind. I must go now I have to get to work ha ha. have a wonderful day and remember stress what stress I'm just fine and you will be. Jamerson Rising

Office politics

2009-10-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

It's so hard to go to work anymore without the office gossip spreading short little stories. It feels like some one throwing up on you when they come around and spread their nasty little tales about who did what. Work so many changes the new company takes over and one by one every one gets replaced by younger and cheaper paid people. Well that's life ironic isn't it that's what the country is doing no more factories and with that so many jobs are gone. So many people out of work what have we become? It is not a good thing to have so many out of work. Crime goes way up! This is why so many camera's are going up this won't stop it things are going to change people need a way to make a living. When you take that away from them so that a few rich people can make so much more then they could possibly spend in their life time that's when the trouble starts. Here it comes my friends. Try to plan ahead stock up and be well defended. It saddens me to see this happening. This was a country that helped other countries stand up for themselves till greed caused a lot of abuse of this. So many countrie angry at us that's not good. We will pay for the mistakes of our government mark my words. The rich and the government will see their fears come true a bankrupt society is not a good place to live when you are rich super rich not just the middle class who work so hard then this happens it's a out rage well I'm a peaceful soul but a lot of very hard working people are not so good luck with the have nots. I wish you all well. Jamerson Rising.

Fall

2009-09-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

I was walking home the other day early in the morning. I like cool crisp mornings this time of year you can find me walking thru the fields and small groves of trees. I love it. One day I was walking thru the field and all the grasshoppers were jumping around man that brought back long forgotten memories. When all of a sudden a raven stood up then a whole flock of them jumped up running here and there. They were so preoccupied with chasing them yummy grass hoppers they didn't even notice me like miniature men in feather coats running around wow what a sight. But you know whats sad the bee's getting more scarce that troubles me. But outside the city there still is a lot of them thank heavens. You know when the bee's go we go soon too. Well stay warm and bundle them little ones up and yes don't forget them little bells for the babies shoes. Have a great Autumn folks. Jamerson Rising.

Manifesting

2009-09-13T17:43:00.000-07:00

Careful what you wish for! User beware. And do be careful out there that what you try to eradicate from your life will come true if you are not careful. So clear your head from worries and try to think positive in everything that you do. I see so many people worry so much about lacking in money and jobs that it seems to over take them and they lose focus on the good and positive things and people in their lives. You must use your mind and train it to think positively in all that you do. Remember that old saying idle hands are the devils work shop. This is very true. The same goes for your mind. I know a great man named Burt Goldman the American monk he has a collection of C.D.'s called the Mind box set In it he has techniques designed to help you train your mind to manifest a better life I really like this collection and plan on getting it myself. When things are going bad try not to dwell on the past I know this is very difficult but you need to clear your mind and give it a rest so that you can think more clearly and remain focused on the solution that you seek to what ever problem that stands before you. Now I have tried several techniques for meditating and I found the mind box's techniques very helpful. When ever you feel upset do you notice the creepy feeling that surrounds you and how hard it becomes to focus clearly. This is why meditation is so effective in clearing ones mind. We tend to wear ourselves out with endless worry. People be kind to your self and you will see the results and you will remain focused and more alert to life's many changes. I myself am still working on this in my life but it is working. So with that being said I wish you all well and don't forget to think happy thoughts and live a better life. Amaste Jamerson Rising:)

Get ready here she comes.

2009-09-01T05:04:00.001-07:00

Oh goodness fall is almost upon us oh where has the summer gone. Like life the seasons change. It has been a wet summer hasn't it? Lots of Snow coming get ready and prepare well my friends. When the power goes out can you keep warm do you have plenty of water food warm cloths blankets medicine and yes weapons and tools too Yes the future is upon us. Keep warm keep safe with this you need supplies. So stock up and think survival. This world is coming apart at the seams and we need to prepare. Get ready here she comes winter in all here wrath and fury and she is is very angry this year with the world. The pollution the hatred and deforestation. Not to mention what we have done to the other animals that try to share this planet with us. And there is us humans so greedy selfish and uncaring. Look what we have done to this world and it's inhabitants. Yes prepare and be thankful of what the world has given you to survive. We will survive but so many will not so prepare my friends and with that I wish you all well hug the little one tight and put bells on the baby's shoes and get ready. Amaste Jamerson-Rising

Circle of life

2009-08-16T11:58:00.000-07:00

Great circle be it little and very small. To a great palace a grand kings hall. Many circles in life from young to old then back to young again I'm told. Wind blows in a circle sun and moon go round and round. Look to the nest of a small humble bird so round. A great palace can be found living life so free. Look at a tree so round or trying to be. Even the very seasons if you have the eyes to see. We dance in this circle of life. Wishing to be free

Intuition

2009-08-16T11:54:00.000-07:00

This just knowing that I have. Oh where does it come from. It must have found a home in me. Though it's always been there. Its called being free. Free to be you and free to be me. Its all knowing from a infinite sea. We all dance and swim there you see. Only some do it with their eyes closed. That just seems silly to me. Open your eyes and you will see. This feeling really did come from. The inside of you and the inside of me.

Dream weaver

2009-08-16T11:34:00.000-07:00

I lay down at night. Talk to me old weaver of dreams. My eyes have failed me it seems. Caught in between this reality. And your world of dreams. Where fantastic sights and sounds. Noblemen kings and clowns. Towers and castles. Bountiful foods and culinary delights Where beautiful lights and colors abound. To frightening screams in the dark. Close them eyelids ok lets embark. Yes let us take a walk. With this artist of the night. On a journey to a very special place. Cartoons dance and play. To dreams just breath taking one can say. Ones imagination stretched and pulled in every way. Some times just closing ones eyes. Snaring me again. Oiy caught me daydreaming. You sly old dog ha. Just can't seem to keep away. I lay down at night. Listening to what my old friend has to say. Yes lets embark. This lonely quiet night. To another creation. Another play. This theater of profound ideas. Where only you know where it's going to to go. So on with the show. Amazing the dreams just flow.

Helping each other

2009-08-04T13:02:00.000-07:00

Where has the spirit of I'll trade you this for that gone. It seems like we owe the bank, medical bills and of course the government. Rent ,food utilities you name it. What ever happened to I'll trade you this for that. We used to grow most of our own food needed furniture we would make it. Candles too. When the day comes when the power goes off what are you going to do? That's a scary thought. People we need to be more self sufficient in our lives and a lot closer to the almighty. We have headed down the wrong path. You see self sufficiency is a great strength that we have slowly given up. Now that economy has gone south we are starting to feel it's wrath. Try not to feel so helpless try to be more self sufficient and money wise. Money is a great tool. The powers that be are trying to turn us into a debtor and a slave nation and from what I see their getting pretty good at doing just that. Stand up for yourselves buy property with a little land and work it. Learn to make things in the old ways with out power if the need to be arises because I assure you the day will come when the need to do exactly that will be upon us. One of my friends was out of work recently so I asked him to build some shelves and hang a double door in my room. He was more than happy he has such a nice little family I have more plans too plus a job. People if we share a little more with each other life isn't as hard. With that said I wish you a great day and a happy bright future. So hug the little ones close and putbells on the baby's shoes. Amaste. Jamerson Rising

Sad news

2009-07-26T15:57:00.000-07:00

Crazy old Jamerson always claims to hear crows before something bad or someone dies. never fails all week I was seeing them in two's crowing loudly at me. I usually mention it to my daughter and keep the rest to myself. I work for a large company and several times things have happened bad and I just shake my head and keep my mouth closed. But this time a very close friend of mine lost her job and with in a week her beloved daughter too. She was at a party and some one pulled out a gun and started shooting people. This horrible tragedy is beyond reason. My mind is numb I see things coming and wait for the shoe to fall I guess been this way since I was little.Rest her soul I had met her little daughter several times. When you work with people for so many years their little families are like yours too. My heart goes out to my dear friend and her family. This world what is it coming too. Young people wake up and see the future it's in your hands. This needless senseless violence is a dead end that seems to be the mentality of so (not all thank heavens for that) -many young people and they just don't seem to care no more this is so sad. Well my friends hug them little people close and put little bells on the babies shoes you just might save their lives some day by caring what they are up too!!! God bless! Jamerson Rising

Such a busy world

2009-07-19T10:59:00.000-07:00

So much to do in today's world I stop and look at the world. What are they doing now. The world is changing fast or is it. The same problems just with new technologies. To me it seems like the same old problems immature people being selfish and greedy while caring people being stuck trying to feed the needy. good verses evil. It's a sick world out there. Yet when it comes down to it. Is your world full of peace and calm. Can you quiet your mind enough too see and enjoy your world. To see the beauty in nature or a little ones laugh or a old ones smile. Some one whose genuinely happy in their old age with the wisdom to appreciate the life for what it is despite the world with no bitterness in their heart now that is beautiful to me. You see people can you see the beauty and feel alive and close to nature and yourself are you one with the almighty. When you find yourself you will start growing spiritually to a new awakening. The worlds ills will cease to ruin your day. Senseless acts of unkindness like envy and greed will go way. No more polluting your mind and the joy of being alive for even that right alone. You will be thankful so many immature selfish people have lost that and next their sanity. Be at peace and have the wisdom to see this great gift from spirit. Before they trick you into being bitter. Strive to be happy holy and whole once again my friends. And with that I wish you a grand day so hold the little ones close and put bells on the babies shoes and enjoy your day. Namaste Jamerson Rising

Where does the time go

2009-07-14T14:07:00.000-07:00

Kids grow fast It seems like just the other day my granddaughter couldn't talk now the questions oiy their like little sponges full of energy and hugs haha. They seem to love the computer at that age I didn't even know what a computer was. I have an old copy of Abbot and Costello meets Frankenstein well I was around four years old and hiding behind the living room chair hee. Not this crop of kids. Seeing Freddy or Jason would of killed me on the spot back then. But not these kids the more horror the better somethings not right. Their being conditioned for something coming up or is it just plain greed you know the fast buck making profit out of sex and violence. Goodness all the ills of this world starring right at us thru that TV set. It's a great teaching tool but that depends what it's teaching at the moment. The future is upon us and there's no going back. Unless the new weapons of the day that can knock all the electricity out now that would be devastating. Unless you have next to nothing that is. Yes the future is a scary place. I believe Tesla did find away to supply the world with energy for free and enough to power everything. But greedy people stole the secrets and use them for their new world coming soon. After we end up in the stone age. We thought the slavery of the past was bad wait till you see what its going to be like in the future. Our children think nothing of blood and gore now. It's like another TV show to them. Heaven help us. Jamerson Rising

Keeping ones word

2009-07-11T12:12:00.000-07:00

People I recently went through an experience where we made an arrangement to move into a beautiful house on the outside then the new landlord started having bad dreams and nightmares telling him not to rent so he backed out but to be quite honest about it that house had a creepy feeling to it. The last people who lived there had went thru a divorce you could feel the anger and pain in the very walls. I moved three times that weekend. The first landlord promised me to sell the house to me after one year then changed her mind. the second changed his mind after I moved in so then I had to put everything in storage and wait to payday to come around to find another place. It all worked out well. I tell you if you make a promise or a deal please keep your word. Me and my daughters little family ended up homeless for two weeks and sold next to everything we had just to get going again. But you know what we made it because we stuck together. We almost went our separate ways a few weeks before till this happened. In a way it was a blessing it really opened our eyes to surviving and being careful to what people say and promise. so be careful things change fast in this world but families that stay together are a lot stronger then ones that break up. So with that stick by your words people have faith and be honest and true with your words and stick together. Peace Jamerson Rising.