Weathers changing

Hello folks it is that time of the year the weather is changing fast like summer trying to hold on but old man winter keeps getting closer and stronger brrrr weathers changing and for some the wind too. Do you ever feel like another cross road in your life is coming up the wind changes direction yet this time you notice it more. That is how I feel last year was a bad year I got so sick now my leg is having a hard time I wonder how this year will be. In my own way I have been getting ready for a career change there's a few other things I would like to try before I punch the ticket haha but till then best to keep the day job well I work grave yards in and out in the weather all the time. It does take its toll. October and halloween one of my favorite times of the year with lots of memories haha yea now I feel better. This economy is pretty scary pay yourselves first and keep at it hard because some day that is all you might get the way they keep finding ways to tax or savings. Making your own retirment plan is a must and time is growing short like the seasons do the seasons the year the seasons of or lives and the big scary one the seasons of the human life cycle yes we are headed in the winter of it hang on and soon we will be born anew if we survive it. Think ahead dear people common sense and alittle faith and you will be alright Jamerson Rising

Gold in the pan

Hello folks something magical about this time of year when the harvest moon shines brite and orange sometimes what a beautiful sight to behold! I was watching my ex wife holding my oldest daughters youngest daughter she was laughing that took my mind back to the past when I would hug my little daughter and she would laugh too. Back to the gold part that I mentioned selective listening is like selective loving I awoke in the middle of the night like I always have this time of year when the moon is this close I can't sleep its like calling me. Jamerson come out and see me. Well I was dreaming about water in a glass not a pan but in the glass was gold swirling around and then it settled to the bottom now most people's eyes would gleem looking at the gold laying in the bottom of the glass but grandpa Jim well old Jamerson here looked at the old dirty water just sitting there unoticed till the sun shined down and up it went to the shiny ones the sky people and what was left the gold and the sediment that it layed in the earth thats right people see all that shines in that gold and chase it with selective love. But this old fool grand pa Jim just looked up as the sun shined on his wise old face you see where that vapor went it was set free once it let loose of the gold. The earth won't let loose of the gold but this is not what the sky people needed. The water turned to air then to light then too? Well that's a secret only known to the sky people and a few mystics looking up with a smile.( Hey a spider just crawed up my ankle one minute please) ok where was I oh yes looking up smiling like an old fool reminds me like looking for gold in a pan always searching for greed money selective love to get riches yet a humble old fool just looked up and smiled I hear ya sky people if they only knew love has to let the riches and the greed go now don't get me wrong money is just a tool what I am talking about is the heart what do you carry in this gold pan do you follow the gold or do you rise above it to the light. I see it all the time selective love till the sugar daddy lays down to rest and the money's all gone. Just an empty pan of dirt and shinny gold that you can't take with you as they turn to dust and try again in another life. I myself have a long way to go and will be back but I awoke looking up I know this road back but was told in a dream so many souls I still had to help now this was years ago. A few more lessons to go. As I let the gold go back to the earth and dissapeared into air and awoke. Jamerson Rising

Piece of cake or like a piece (life)

Hello folks I have been having alot of weird dreams lately. I was enjoying my grandsons birth day when this thought accured to me life for what its worth like a cake each bite sweet or plain sour but when it is all said and done or are you full with the love that went into it each bite alittle different from the last in the end was your tummy full or heaven forbide did you end your days with a sour taste in you mouth and a stomach ache. We take so much for granted we never stop or seldom do and count our blessings. I used to feel like I was being taken for granted till I changed the way I think and looked at the good that came out of not being selfish all the time. I look forward to the future. whether the cosmos end it all or not life goes on in some form or another its if you savor every bite of that cake your given and make the most of it. Times will be good and times will be bad strive for the good and you will climb your way out of the muck of despair. Not easy is it attitude that's the secret make your personality a happy one even if it takes an iron will you can do this and enjoy that cake. Jamerson Rising

Life is so short

World going wacky again earthquakes in Trinidad Colorado or one with aftershocks a earthquake in the eastern part of America Now a hurricane used to seeing this in other parts of the world well in my life time I was right under two tornados lucky for me they went back up but I seen a few and they are not nice. Hurricanes are so huge they hit land and several tornados can come spinning off of them. So many people without power so many families with their lives disrupted. And I felt bad because of my leg which is better now. Some day in the future our cities will be designed better to withstand these storms and society will grow and share food and resources money will no longer matter !!! Humans will strive and advance in technologies far beyond our comprehension well except for a few who have designed future cities already we have a long way to go and to overcome greed and this system of poor middleclass and rich this will always hinder our advancement and understanding what this human race was truly meant to achieve and be. Hopefuly they get the power back on and back to normal as soon as possible. Take care and our prayers are with you all!!! Life is indeed too short when disaster stikes and life is lost in a flash wow makes one think we truly do live for the moment. Jamerson Rising

Friends this makes life real

Hello again folks I would like to start off and thank all my friends for caring and sharing this is what life is about to find caring loving people in your life who truly care how you feel. Believe me I can spot a phoney miles away but I know a true friend when I meet one or in a few cases talk with them wheather they are in a different country or city! Truth is like music to ole Jamersons ears I love you all for it!!! I wrote a blog a long time ago about a phone call I got one winter snowy night while I had taken my soninlaw to the hospital. A friend of mine years ago had a son with an abscessed tooth long story short I made it and just in time or it could of been fatal. Another time a different time a neighbors wife needed help getting her husband to the hospital he passed out right after he got there just in time too almost went into a coma he woke up three days later. You see folks the lessons in life come knocking in the middle of the night or just plain out of the blue and show you who truly is your friends or your friends who you truly are. Or are you real or not hee this is the realism of life to not be selfish and to respect and love one another. I wish you all good luck and health in these trying times.Take care now Jamerson Rising

See the good in it

You know folks I tell ya I was working way to much with walking and taking the bus I wore myself out and I started to notice the things I was missing more so than the things I actually had.I share my home with my daughters little family and honestly some time I miss living alone and some times I miss having a significant other. But I was feeling better after my leg injury I tried walking but I got a ride from my neighbor when my leg popped behind my knee ouch isn't the word when I made it back home and got helped back in my home by my family. I realized how important having a family could be from the kittie that wouldn't leave me in peace to little grandkids that seem to like helping grand pa hee. I had worked so much it was like having two checks but that too came with a price. I lucky me had taken a week off before this happend to me now I was about to lose more time. I dislike being out of work. I was listening to My friend Burt Goldman the day before yesterday and he was talking about seeing the good in things and life and not to dwell on the bad thing's Hey works for me it was fun spending time with my family. I found ways to get around on one leg again ouch isn't the word for it haha. My boss was understanding and a coworker who said I should fill out a report when it happend actually his advise did me a great favor so now all I have to do is see the doctor and heal up. A great way to spend a vacation but I experienced a very valuable lesson hold on to your families tight and neighbors and friends too. My good friends you never know when you might need them or they you and this will happen!!! So hug them lttle ones tight and put bells on the babies shoes becarefull and enjoy the rest of the summer. And remember see the good in life and don't for heavens sake dwell on the bad in life learn to enjoy it and learn from it. Take care now Jamerson Rising

Feeling trapped

Hello again people my good friends. I injured my leg at work a few days ago. I had taken this week off. Now I do feel trapped today I can barely walk. Funny when I can walk I don't even miss doing things but now that I can't walk I seem to reflect more on what I'm missing out on. This is like being in a bad relationship where the significant other has a little fit if one even thinks about going out and enjoying life. But on the flip side of the coin I was working way to much and hardly sleeping at all. I tried to slow down and rest I took some time off but I missed my breaking point by one day bam there I was with one good leg but hey like I said on the other side of the coin I can study for some tests I want to take and write alittle more. Its good to slow down once in awhile and rest. It is hard to get untrapped when you are in a committed situation like raising little ones I know I'm on grandkids now and there is a lot of good I see coming out of this if I look at it with out being selfish! Thats the trick you see is finding the good in it to find what you can do with the time you do get off. I might even practice alittle day dreaming to visualize some thing fun see the brain can't tell if it is real or not so you get some of the benefits of the real thing. Try it with something you want to do see yourself doing this ten mins a day after a few days you might surprise yourself at the improvement you achieve. So if your feeling trapped don't dwell on it there is ways to free your mind in a peaceful way to better yourself. I know it sounds easy but it really is if you learn to let the stress go. and with that I wish you all well and good luck Jamerson Rising