I feel the wind changing again

I felt the wind changing when a close friend of mine moved on with her life a day later I get a phone call from way in the past a young lady whos mother was my ex's long departed sisters only daughter very sad that story this young lady had to grow up all her own all these years for when the state gets ahold of you you can't go back and at that young age a lot of time and people get lost. Lucky my son had found Me (another story on that) she ran into him and through him was able to find me why me I think because at the time I tried to step in with my little family and raise her but the state said no. She was lost for so many years I am probily the only one who is left that will help. Like an ocean tide goes out lost forever it feels like then when it comes back in a new set of faces problems or new lessons to be learned some time I feel we go over the same things over and over till we get it right like a training lesson so our souls can advance to the next level. I really miss this kid funny how some people when they get older just plain shut their doors to orphans even to family members being so afraid to lose what they have. Now she has lost her kids and is so alone in this world and so lost it seems. I will do what I can it is so hard to pick up the empty pieces and go on in life. Doors shutting left and right no where to go living from one friend to the next that is no way to live. So Painful so lonely what has this world become. I belive I was in this place at the right time to watch over my little ones I walked out the door all the kids that live around here call me grandpa they get this from my grandkids anyway I head out the door on my way to work and the little neighbors grand kid who was visiting her grandma ask me if I could be her grampa too he died last year so very sad. I guess when one gets to be one that is something special to little kids children they have a magik all their own I winked at her and said you got it kiddo. Man my family has grown so much. So when I get this call I was happy to have found another lost one. I finaly replaced the old chevy truck with a dodge and it is way over due to go search for my father who I lost contact with ten years ago he has so many little faces he hasn't seen I remembered he used to love these little people as he would call them. So when this little angel asked me this I remembered I have some business of my own to take care of my father is 88 years old though some in my family have lived to 100. I need to get going on this soon. as for my niece we will see what we can do for her. So many families just shut their doors and look the other way that's sad well not this old indian they are all part of me that we carry to the very end. I wish you all well Jamerson Rising

The shadow of the past

Hello folks its the middle of the night today I was looking at some old records in the 1940th censes at ancestry.com one of my many hobbies Their staring up at me was my grandfathers name my grandmother my mom and her older brother. I have been working on this family tree for three or four years now. So many people have come and gone.There has been a few times from out of the blue that one of my distant relations will e-mail me thanking me for caring when so many just let the past go. I had an aunt my moms youngest sister had twins well all grown up since they live in Texas now they didin't know very much about their mom's family. They hired a professional who found me what a gold mine. I have found the towns many have grown up in the names of even the neighbors that lived next door. I have the gift of remote vision past and future I can picture bits and pieces of their lives like shadows that come to visit. I see things in my grandkids that trigger such memories. Like a good spirit watching over me giving me a memory of a past event. Some times when you remember something out of the clear blue its a spirit sitting next to you sharing one of theirs. Their is so much to this world we have forgotten we will live forever so make your world heaven not a hell only two choices my dear friends please think about this when making any decisions in your life. We shall all account for everything some day. Have a beautiful day. Jamerson Rising

Happy Easter

Hello folks this time of year I have the worst luck food poisoning that was fun and usually my ride breaks down but I went without one for a year just for the hell of it. See transportation is free for me so I cut this bill this year. being out side most of the time like 18 hours of the day has had its toll on my health. Hey happy Easter wow to me and I know I'm weird I woudn't take Easter away from kids. Good friday to my was a lynching plain and simple and three days later I still feel bad about it! Heck all these years later still peeved. Resurection reincarnation kinda sound alot alike don't they well before the holy ones start yelling their beliefs at me I will leave it at that But for an instant what if all the enlightend holy men of the past some how when you really get down to it were of the same divine faith in different languages and different custems granted but of the same do unto others as you would unto yourself basic principles. What if Christ has been doing so much more then our little minds can imagine well just a thought I hope your easters went well as for me things are looking pretty good. Take care my friends Jamerson Rising

This needed a closer look

Hello folks wishing you a good day I came accross this about half a year ago. I am always looking into scifi and different relgions history the paranormal being a writer make me curious like a cat when I came accross this u-tube video by Michael Fazzio ( angls on the ark) he wrote an E-book you can't find it in a book store but you can get it from from watching one of his videos and then you can get the info to purchase the book. I couldn't put it down he wrote about how the one dollar bill relates to the bible revalations and genesis and from what I read he makes a pretty strong case it will raise a few eyebrows that's for sure. Facinating whats going on in the world I have been watching and knowing alot of what's been happening since earlier times being a history nut. But Micheal has opened my eyes to a whole new level of understanding He has been touched by the almighty to do this. Normaly I won't write about this for strange things tend to happen to people who know and tell what's going on but we have a choice in the future to follow the devil or to follow our God and not be fooled by our so called churches and government. They will be mad as hell when they find out ( they probably have by now) that they have been hoowinked by the almighty and spread his word via the one dollar bill around the world haha My hats off to ya Michael for having the guts to tell the truth on them evil people the best of luck to ya. I won't write about this again but please read the book and see the proof of God before your very eyes before they (the powers that be) take away the dollar bill to even further hide the truth from us. And may God help us all for whats coming up next. Jameson Rising

Keep crying

Hello folks My Grandma used to say keep crying and that man upstairs will give you plenty more to cry about. Well I don't believe it was him passing out misery. I feel when one cries and whines it does attract more of the same negativity like a cancer it seems to grow and affect other people too. This month being a two month in numerology carries with it a lot of emotions yep crybabies man at work they are all riled up haha over nothing I get less lip out of my grandkids these are grown ups mind you reduced to three year olds over petty differences. OMG kindergarten all over again. Driving down the road snowy slippery and people actually drive faster cross the road and they speed up driving towards you. People are so spoiled selfish oh give me a paddle and send me back in time I would of fixed a lot of behinds haha if only some one would have taken the time to care back then a little respect please. Now a days just try it out comes the cell phone and one word lawyer and dad I'm gonna own your a...s hee but seriously folks try to teach respect and caring to these young people we leave watching them up to the schools and babysitters no time for them and the God forbid the tv that little box is one of the main reasons respect has gone out the window. I only supervise one day of the week now a days and I'm glad I never liked babysitting just not my cup o tea hee. Well I find myself biting my upper lip and holding my tongue thinking and these are grown people fighting or whining over nothing. KIDS ARE BEING MOLDED INTO SHEEP mark my words this means trouble in our future. Well I said my peace good luck with the young people we are counting on you future parents. Jamerson Rising

Old man by the road

Hello folks long time since I been in here. I'm still walking on one leg while the other follows haha. But I'm getting better. Now I have a respect and love for trees I know so many that I have taken walks just to see them. On my way home at night I would walk by them and stop and just admire them I really like trees. Well now a few years back I was reading some of my books on the celts religion when I came across the green man. The faces in the trees spirit leaped out at me that's what I was sensing while I passed by a few old friends. There is this road I will travel for about close to a mile with trees that line the road farmers used to plant the trees like that to break the wind from blowing away their farm land. Well now I started and not here but I started looking for the faces in a tree low and behold they would jump out at me and with a great sense of hello you finaly see me. Some bashful ones stay hidden for awhile call me crazy again being touched I experience such weirdness as normal in my life haha. Any way there I was one cold afternoon when once again I stopped to nod in respect and have a look one face I could see right away then the third tree over there he was looking at me like an old lion his face as big as mine his eyes nose mouth eyebrow and hairline all in purportion and life size wow I need a camera what a find. I was test driving a bus that night I stopped and opend the doors and tried to show my friend but he couldn't see it. Haha he didn't have the right medicine or majik so to speak he couldn't see the shifting. My friend the old tree didn't trust him cameras can catch this like ghosts. People don't believe in such things. Like the gnome I saw in the woods in northern europe that was back in 1978 one spring morning but that is another story we don't walk this realm alone my friends. Lock me in the nut house haha I know what I seen and there was the old king trapped or just enjoying the day in the sun as real as can be. Just a week before I couldn't see him now every time plain as day and a feeling of hello I get when I pass. They cut down a very large tree next to my home she was over thirty years old I could feel the sadness in the trees around her. I know another beautiful spot in this forest where the trees form a circle and if you stand in the middle as the the sun shines in close your eyes and see n feel the red orange glow and send your spinal cord into mother earth and let your spirit flow to the heavens and release all the troubles up and out you will walk away feeling very energized crazy old me does this once or more a week. I actually feel all the trees reaching out to me like a big wheel as we embrace the Great Spirit of us all I imagine my self as a tree for a moment and just feel the sun the breese and the birds around me a very peaceful moment then back to reality. We as humans have lost this peacefulness so long ago. so sad I try to hang on to mine no matter what the naysayers say I'm at peace and shall pass through the fire unharmed when that time comes be in peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Be careful with anger

Hello folks I would like to mention this be careful with angry ways. Anger attrects more anger and evil. I have a sad story that happend Christmass morning. A coworker of mine who was a good man. A very good and hard worker he would always stay busy but push people to hard and get so upset when they failed to work like him. Nothing wrong with being a hard worker I agree but always getting ones self so angry to the point of blazing red eye's and yelling is not good. The day before X-mass he was so mad at two workers he was even arguing with me yelling like a crazy man. Well the next night one of the workers that he was angry with just showed up on his day off he said if that man drives I'm going home. I said well we are three people short let him clean the busses instead and called in two of his friends to cover the other too spots. Now the other worker was upset because I didn't call his friend up. They had backed every thing up so bad they were late getting out of here the night of the 23rd I didn't want a repeat of that. Now on the 24th every thing ran a little better and my so upset friend was alittle better in his mood and said you see the difference we all can go home on time. They had a good night nice but what I felt and I have done this before fate was listening see jamerson it seemed to say and I felt this wasn't nice picking friends over people you don't like to work. And off he went. I hade two days off when I came back I heard some one had gunned him down at his home in the parking lot they just opend his car door and shot him in the back of the head. If he would of just had the other two workers work and just try to work with them he might of been alittle late getting home and missed this gunman. No he was guite happy not letting one of them work. Well I also noticed when he was not there anymore every thing ran fine and on time what I'm getting at when one is angry it causes those around them not to function at their best it causes bad things to reach out and grab hold of you. Please try to let anger go when it reaches out for you. Rest in peace my friend another lesson in another life time. Sad anger has so much power beware when using it!!! Jamerson Rising