The curve of the circle

Picture this your life you are born and some day you will die. And thats that some believe. Then there are others who believe that this is one big circle of lifetimes. We grow as we go from one level to the next. Whats around that next curve that lies just beyond death? Why can we feel the presence of those who have went around the bend over the curve out of sight? Some people believe that the past present and future happen all at once. Some even believe when your time is up out comes the C.D. and a new one is popped in and wah la a new journey is given and off we go down another road. And the ones who believe that it is over and that's that. Sadly the grace of this creation you get freedom of choice like a grand old amusement park you get what you pay for. Like a farm you harvest what you sow. My friends don't fear death. Mourning the loss of a close friend or relative is so hard on your body but it is your right to grieve there again freedom of choice. Rejoice they get a new start and for some they wait till all their loved ones pass and live out another life time with most of them. Or like some believe it is all happening at once over and over changing as you get it right till the day comes when you have learned all your lessons and passed all your trials. Then you are ready for the light and whats next my mind can't see past this point I can only remote vision the bright light and feel that holy warmth but I have seen it across the river its there and myself I have a long ways to go still. Be calm and at peace make the most of your life time with a outstanding attitude. Your life times will rise in beauty and grandeur. I have been thankfull I have peace in this lifetime though visions of my past ones where very hard. Keep to your faith what ever it is and remember what goes around comes around. You have to earn that brass ring to get off this ferris wheel of life. Be at peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Shaking the tree

New owners of the company that I work for have been slowly replacing the older workers with newer ones. It feels like every new change of paperwork and and rules are designed to assign points and it takes three months for them to come off the record. It is like they show up and shake the tree trying to get us to let go in frustration. The latest trick is to take your position away for lack of school experience or points accrued. This happened to me recently though I have been trying to get out of this position for a few years but the way they did it was to write me up. To me getting off the position was a good thing I like being accountable for myself but not so much for others. It played around in my head like a broken record playing over and over till I put a stop to that. Just yell stop as loud as you can in your mind when the thoughts occurr then they soon disappear. My mind was at peace once again and in my dreams that night two women spirit friends came to visit me we were standing in a beautiful lobby looking out over a lake so quiet and serene a canoe was out on the water when all of a sudden one of my friends said hey we need to get back to work and we ran for the elevator with a crowed of people running behind us! We jumped into the elevator waiting to get crushed but a strange thing happened they hit an invisible wall in the doorway just as two beautiful tall doors closed and we went up and found ourselves in a small group of people meditating then I awoke. It has been a long time since I visited the temple in the mountains and the last time I was talking to an angel she is very beautiful and tall. So my company can shake the tree all they want too. My Job in life is to do the best that I can and the universe will take care of me all I have to do is keep my mind at peace and the ideas will come. I know we go thru so much drama in our lives but try to find the peaceful retreats that your mind can take shelter in and your strength will be renewed. And if you fall out of the tree float down and land softly not with a crash it is so much better to get back up and try again in this way. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising