Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Old man by the road

Hello folks long time since I been in here. I'm still walking on one leg while the other follows haha. But I'm getting better. Now I have a respect and love for trees I know so many that I have taken walks just to see them. On my way home at night I would walk by them and stop and just admire them I really like trees. Well now a few years back I was reading some of my books on the celts religion when I came across the green man. The faces in the trees spirit leaped out at me that's what I was sensing while I passed by a few old friends. There is this road I will travel for about close to a mile with trees that line the road farmers used to plant the trees like that to break the wind from blowing away their farm land. Well now I started and not here but I started looking for the faces in a tree low and behold they would jump out at me and with a great sense of hello you finaly see me. Some bashful ones stay hidden for awhile call me crazy again being touched I experience such weirdness as normal in my life haha. Any way there I was one cold afternoon when once again I stopped to nod in respect and have a look one face I could see right away then the third tree over there he was looking at me like an old lion his face as big as mine his eyes nose mouth eyebrow and hairline all in purportion and life size wow I need a camera what a find. I was test driving a bus that night I stopped and opend the doors and tried to show my friend but he couldn't see it. Haha he didn't have the right medicine or majik so to speak he couldn't see the shifting. My friend the old tree didn't trust him cameras can catch this like ghosts. People don't believe in such things. Like the gnome I saw in the woods in northern europe that was back in 1978 one spring morning but that is another story we don't walk this realm alone my friends. Lock me in the nut house haha I know what I seen and there was the old king trapped or just enjoying the day in the sun as real as can be. Just a week before I couldn't see him now every time plain as day and a feeling of hello I get when I pass. They cut down a very large tree next to my home she was over thirty years old I could feel the sadness in the trees around her. I know another beautiful spot in this forest where the trees form a circle and if you stand in the middle as the the sun shines in close your eyes and see n feel the red orange glow and send your spinal cord into mother earth and let your spirit flow to the heavens and release all the troubles up and out you will walk away feeling very energized crazy old me does this once or more a week. I actually feel all the trees reaching out to me like a big wheel as we embrace the Great Spirit of us all I imagine my self as a tree for a moment and just feel the sun the breese and the birds around me a very peaceful moment then back to reality. We as humans have lost this peacefulness so long ago. so sad I try to hang on to mine no matter what the naysayers say I'm at peace and shall pass through the fire unharmed when that time comes be in peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Monday, January 2, 2012

Be careful with anger

Hello folks I would like to mention this be careful with angry ways. Anger attrects more anger and evil. I have a sad story that happend Christmass morning. A coworker of mine who was a good man. A very good and hard worker he would always stay busy but push people to hard and get so upset when they failed to work like him. Nothing wrong with being a hard worker I agree but always getting ones self so angry to the point of blazing red eye's and yelling is not good. The day before X-mass he was so mad at two workers he was even arguing with me yelling like a crazy man. Well the next night one of the workers that he was angry with just showed up on his day off he said if that man drives I'm going home. I said well we are three people short let him clean the busses instead and called in two of his friends to cover the other too spots. Now the other worker was upset because I didn't call his friend up. They had backed every thing up so bad they were late getting out of here the night of the 23rd I didn't want a repeat of that. Now on the 24th every thing ran a little better and my so upset friend was alittle better in his mood and said you see the difference we all can go home on time. They had a good night nice but what I felt and I have done this before fate was listening see jamerson it seemed to say and I felt this wasn't nice picking friends over people you don't like to work. And off he went. I hade two days off when I came back I heard some one had gunned him down at his home in the parking lot they just opend his car door and shot him in the back of the head. If he would of just had the other two workers work and just try to work with them he might of been alittle late getting home and missed this gunman. No he was guite happy not letting one of them work. Well I also noticed when he was not there anymore every thing ran fine and on time what I'm getting at when one is angry it causes those around them not to function at their best it causes bad things to reach out and grab hold of you. Please try to let anger go when it reaches out for you. Rest in peace my friend another lesson in another life time. Sad anger has so much power beware when using it!!! Jamerson Rising