Heart in pain

Oh I know the woes of this world. Like many of you I have had this old heart stepped on drop kicked and torn in two hee. Hurts like crazy Angels not all mind you but some only wish what it was to feel. It's a curse to feel so much pain I feel ya people. We find that someone special and life is good till they eye another and run off or worse sneak around behind our back. I been there a few times it's no joke when that shoe hits the floor. I now tend to live like a monk a hermit they used to call me I pop up every ten or so years. But I do have a life don't get me wrong I myself have learned to take the solitude and get closer to the great spirit of us all. Pain will open your eyes to the truth this world hurts till you can find unconditional love in your heart then pain loses its power over you!!! You have to break that agreement placed upon your head. People all ways think you have to be hurt or angry for what others do. The truth of the matter is you have to learn to wield that awesome power of love that binds us to our Creator. Please don't beat yourselves up over what some one else does in their life. They are lost if they treat people in this way! Find yourself and forgive them (He's nuts!!!) You say haha yep Well dear folks Be strong and laugh it off you can do much better with someone who really cares. Game players take a hike and a long one at that amen. You see you are very special and that is what you need to find in your heart your love for yourself is not wrong it is the way back my friends. There is to much hate and pain in ths world dragging us away from the truth. I have many friends now then I thought I would ever have after being dumped so long ago hurt like hell yes it did. Light at the end of the tunnel phooey probably another train of misery getting ready to run ole Jamerson over again I thought at the time. Hee yes time it takes time to heal and when them thoughts pop up like a broken record shout in your mind stop I'm better then this and give a blessing and the pariahs n predators will let loose and quit feeding off your emotions I only seen them a couple of times once when I healed a lost friend of mine this thing tormented her for years I wrote a story in Helium.com and there is one in a previous blog entry good luck finding that one there is so many. Folks you have to learn to be responsible for what you think and do to make yourself happy! Not revenge. But what it takes to make your life better! So forget about them. There will be another soon! Funny how they seem to show up when we are not looking hee. I almost said when we ain't looking haha well I'm not that bad and don't let the picture fool you I allways tie my hair back. So pick them pieces back up of your heart and place them gently back in and be at peace. This time of year like xmass and turkey day have so much emotionally charged people who just want to fight and sneak around and this is when they usually get caught.So be at Peace my friends Jamerson Rising