Oh this puzzle

Life is a puzzle. I have been out of work with a leg injury my right knee. Well I'm lots better now. I was trying to figure out how to pay more bills on next to nothing no work no paycheck hee. How fragile this little system of living from paycheck to paycheck can really be! So there I was laying there looking at my end table by my bed there was my rubiks cube which I can do one of those in about 5 minutes. So I picked it up and started twisting the cube this way and that and this was going so slow. I thought maybe I had to much on my mind I thought again well maybe I should meditate and clear my head a bit but I didn't feel like sitting there all empty headed hee no I started this little problem and I mean to fix it and fix it now! So I just went with what I felt was right and there it was all done in 5 minutes. Just like life. I do the top edge first then the middle and then the very bottom edge. How is that like life one might ask. I know I'm nuts but there is an order to the chaos called life. First one must find shelter then food and warmth then transportation. the basic's If your lucky enough to have a job the basics Rent food utility's and transportation you have to get to work you know. Even if it means walking well for awhile there I could only hop hee I was a hoping fool. Days long gone I was homeless yes but I stuck to the basic's and that eventually manifested in many different forms to where I am now starting over just trying to figure rent out. Lucky I had disability insurance but that didn't cover all some vacation time but I owed so much when that hits the bank about half that will be gone at least I still have my job . Well this was a close one being a miser I would almost die before I crack open me lucky pot of gold me lucky charms eh haha. I know not funny. A little patience a landlord with a frowny face hee ah just for a few days I'm the one going to be paying alittle more. Oiy but I did while I was temporary unable to work come up with lots of idea's to cut corners. But folks them little basics are a must the answer's are there and if worse came to worse there are people in this world who can't walk heaven forbid who actually find ways to work and survive. Whats sad is this world produces plenty for every one on a global scale to cloth feed and provide a home home!!! But oh no we have wars and depressions the money spent on the wars alone could of sheltered clothed and fed the entire world but greed and a lack of caring for our fellow man and woman and children keeps us in the dark ages. One saying I heard (this sh...t has got to go!!!!!!) I heard that on a movie (fietgeist) Survival think basics and find away its there in many forms. I wish you all the best of luck hang in there Jamerson Rising

Sometimes its not so bad

Hello folks long time since I been in here I have been out of work for awhile I injured my right knee painful yes almost one year after I blew up my other knee which was much worse. Hey I got a break from all that overtime I was getting and worrying about that budget well I am budgeting just fine in fact like I used too. And losing weight too amazing (whisper) that's kinda why my knees blew up hee. Doing better Thank heavens I had disability insurance so I still have a job. Some times things happen for a reason when your out of work and broke you really get to know your maker up front and personal and who your real friends are! My eyes are open to all of this I found myself again calculating my future with a much better plan first spiritually then healthy then money. Money you say yes money a very important tool these days being a miser I have plenty but I am very reluctant to touch my savings. Still I live like a hermit and help others more than myself and I realize like my legs that have troubled me all my life how easy it is to lose everything over night things change that fast. So stop and take a good look at what you are doing in your life and relationships and look out for number one first because you will find sadly you will be besides the Great Spirit of us all the only one who cares at times. This is an illusion of course we are just caught up in our own little worlds selfish little brats haha but we mean well. The less you have the easier it is to find yourself. But strive to be all you can be and live good having a lot is by no means evil. Its whats in your heart that is evil or good. So I am starting to walk again and seeing the world like I used too before I got greedy and worked way to much. So this turned out for the better no more little drama king here haha My cup is now half full not empty once again folks find that silver lining in your life and go for it. Please don't boo hoo haha but find a better way we humans are masters at creating. So use your creativity and find away. Attitude my dear friends that's the secret. Good luck and never give up on yourselves. Jamerson Rising