Sometimes its not so bad

Hello folks long time since I been in here I have been out of work for awhile I injured my right knee painful yes almost one year after I blew up my other knee which was much worse. Hey I got a break from all that overtime I was getting and worrying about that budget well I am budgeting just fine in fact like I used too. And losing weight too amazing (whisper) that's kinda why my knees blew up hee. Doing better Thank heavens I had disability insurance so I still have a job. Some times things happen for a reason when your out of work and broke you really get to know your maker up front and personal and who your real friends are! My eyes are open to all of this I found myself again calculating my future with a much better plan first spiritually then healthy then money. Money you say yes money a very important tool these days being a miser I have plenty but I am very reluctant to touch my savings. Still I live like a hermit and help others more than myself and I realize like my legs that have troubled me all my life how easy it is to lose everything over night things change that fast. So stop and take a good look at what you are doing in your life and relationships and look out for number one first because you will find sadly you will be besides the Great Spirit of us all the only one who cares at times. This is an illusion of course we are just caught up in our own little worlds selfish little brats haha but we mean well. The less you have the easier it is to find yourself. But strive to be all you can be and live good having a lot is by no means evil. Its whats in your heart that is evil or good. So I am starting to walk again and seeing the world like I used too before I got greedy and worked way to much. So this turned out for the better no more little drama king here haha My cup is now half full not empty once again folks find that silver lining in your life and go for it. Please don't boo hoo haha but find a better way we humans are masters at creating. So use your creativity and find away. Attitude my dear friends that's the secret. Good luck and never give up on yourselves. Jamerson Rising