There you are

Ever miss a friend and was thinking about them then they call well hello how are you. heh I try never to ask where you been because in life I don't judge people by where they are or where their going I just live for the moment and enjoy their company. you see folks in my dream of this planet I love my friends I enjoy their company when I can get it and I don't trip when they are gone. I had to work extra hard at this one because when I was younger I was a very jealous young man. I learned many lessons with this path beware! No good ever comes from being jealous. I will be just as happy if they are here or gone. I had to rewire my thinking on this one it was a long time before I realized that I don't own anybody or any thing for that matter. I am happy just to know they are alive and well. I keep on writing and I keep on working and I enjoy all my friends I stay very happy. But yes I'll admit there is a very special someone in my life who is very dear to me. This young lady knows all me inside and out we are that connected and I love her dearly I don't trip life is to short and I like being happy. If we don't see each other we talk on the phone every day we stay close. Keep your mind at ease and that special someone will come into your life a whole lot faster then If you are sad and depressed. This I know after my first marriage I crashed very hard for a whole year big baby heh. Well it was a blessing in disquise. To make a long story short learn to love yourself and do for yourself take good care of yourself and you will find happiness a whole lot faster then chasing it away with lower vibrations of sadness. Just don't give up your happiness is out there trust me on this one! Peace people later. Jamerson Rising