small note

When i arrived at work yesterday one of our busses had lost a set of rear wheels and the axle too! Not good what a nightmare. Well thankfully no one was hurt I knew something was going on I been there 14 years and I could feel it. Check previous entry if I sound like I'm rambling hee Jamerson Rising

Devil head in the sky

I have always been one to watch the clouds and when I get that Erie feeling skin all tingly I will glance up at the ski the faces of the moon and my imagination seem to be right on trouble or good things the clouds too call me crazy but it's my way of listening to the world through my eyes hee. Well last night and I usually don't smoke but the guys at the shop do and once in awhile I will have one of them horrible cig's Well last night I went out on the back porch with one of them cigarette's and my spider sense went off so I looked up and there was a perfect devil shaped head horns eyes and the face was so real whoa I looked at that twice and put the cig down didn't dare light up that cigarette and decided maybe the clouds are right this time. both sides of the face looked identical it was creepy I whispered I know your right treating my body like that. Strange it was looking right at me hee. You can't get a message no clearer than that and you know what I actually felt better after all for not having it. Then I remembered in Bolivia I believe they have a silver mine and they have statues of the devil down there they call it the mountain that eats men it has been there since the Spaniard's forced the Indian people to mine it they believe the devil lives in that mountain and if you don't pay him respect down there he will kill and eat your soul. creepy the native indians didn't have the letter D in thier alphabet so they call him tio. I hope he's not out running around out there loose goodness we are in for some strange events coming up mark my words. When mother earth goes out of her way to say ah ah ah don't do that best whatever it is put it down drop it and run if you have too hee or else. So people once again we are not alone they are watching so be good. hee Jamerson Rising!

This existance

This existance this manifestation of spirit. Are you in a cloud or is your dream crystal clear. Your reality unfolding blending boiling simmering perhaps or just simply opening up like a flower in the morning awakening to the suns first light. Is your dream bright or darkened with sadness. Your awareness is it entirely your own.Like a breath of fresh air we go in and then the separation we are expelled out inpure but to what standered or we compared to. From seed to flower we grow we bloom and then we wither and die or do we. Every manifistation of this dream is just a thought. Wow we create or co create our very life with the choices we choose. At such a high level one realizes that we are one with every bit of energy of this great matrix this halogram this great translucent dream thought this breath of life that is our reality. We are going in slowly life time by life time till we realize where we belong or back out we go exhaled to start all over again. We manipulate others to fit our needs to fill our greed and we can't even see the truth that is all around us we are all connected all one spirit trying desparately to hold together. Yet like a computer virus these pariahs attache themselves to us like leeches we are infested with them they thrive on misery and anger. Be calm in your mind and manifest a peaceful spirit and they will detache the clouds will part the fog will lift and life will begin anew you will bloom with awareness this dream is a beautiful dream and you will awaken home again. But my dear friends you must let the anger and the hurt go and forgive this world for it is your dream and in doing this you forgive your self for dreaming it and free you will finaly be. Be at peace Jamerson Rising Amaste

Busy,busy and more busy

Oh my gosh One gets set in a pattern of living check to check and when that don't come thru let the games begin. Hee Just call me mister Benny hee You see I live on less kinda a old monk at heart. But I do pay myself first and I don't ever ever touch this. So the day's hustle and bustle is allot easier knowing when the winter of life is upon me It won't be so bad. But this running on less does take its toll. I have a friend who has a blog and she said and this is not word for word so please forgive me. She said an old Indian quote. when the rivers dry up and the trees die and all the food is gone will you eat that money. Scary thought huh. Find a place with some land and that old green man will feed you nature will feed you. Man kind has this world set on money there's no denying this so in this age and not that old Indians time it is a little different. So save pay yourself first and just to play it safe grow as much food as you can and work with nature. You see that old Indian bless his soul could live without money strictly living and working with the land and the Great Spirit of us all. So thinking of this you know he was right. This is reality. So try to find ways mother earth can help take the burden off of you. Amazing how much this earth can provide. Myself I get so caught up in the transportation Industry working on diesels that I tend to loose this till I get some quiet time. It gets so busy busy and more busy I just need to sit by an old tree and one of my friends hee and have a hot cup of tea and just enjoy this world for what it is because the busy will come back monday morning but for right now. I will relax free my mind. God bless my friends and have a great day. Jamerson Rising