looking back

Hi folks I was looking back over all my blog entries when it dawned on me how much things have changed in this short time with me. My attitudes been readjusted so many times. Looking back over what was important then than what seems more important now. The same patterns troubles keep reoccurring over again. Makes one wonder or at least me if life times (for those that believe in multiple life times)Have the same issues to work out but on a much larger scale. You know the old De Ja Vu feeling we get when we feel we have been there or done this before. I sit some times and look at where I am in life and I try to see where I am going what would be new ways of making money or finding fun things to do. We get caught up in the here and now that we fail to dream and have wishes for our future we loose our ambition and lust for life stuck in the here and now. Make a wish list and do dream and visualise your self getting or doing them. Make the magik work hee. It does trust me on this one you do have the power to create a beautiful life and live it too. Try looking back to look forward a journal will help too. Happy dreaming! Jamerson Rising

Are you lost

Had a run of bad luck lately. Seemed like nothing was going right I even cut all my hair off. Goodness ancestors are rolling over in their graves over that one. Except my dear mom she liked it God rest her soul. Well now I moved to an area that didn't get the Internet with the provider that I had. I couldn't vent the way I wanted too hee. I lived big baby hee But it sure feels good being back again. Ever feel lost when things just don't seem right. you would think that I would be an expert on the subject with all the times I had lost good friends and lovers and found myself alone Life is so strange that way all my friends are miles away. Yet some mystics think or believe every soul is in the space of this room that I'm in and that their is no time and space between us and all the levels and dimensions and universes Life times going on all at once you know the thought of God no beginning no end always some thing to do never boring bingo Find some thig you like I started tai chi I like it I like peacefull people Find a group with like interests and soon you won't feel so lost Stay connected reach out and give them a hug dead or alive they will feel it and if you really believe hey wishes come true. I have my quiet places that I go too and my work and That works fine for me good luck remember some times you just have to reach out and some times when your not looking and just enjoying new found friends things will change for the better be at peace my friends Jamerson Rising

moving

Moving finally over thank heavens. Simply amazing how much junk we collect funny how hard it is to let junk go. Old cloths and broken toys and electronic items oh the list is endless so much junk out of date broken and just not needed memories that's what holds them together. Hee time for a garage sale. Weathers changing quick I want my spring and summer back it has been raining really hard lately. Then supper hot goodness. Funny how fast one gets used to a new home like I have been here before kinda creepy but then again my whole life has seemed like De Ja vu makes one wonder if we go thru it over and over till we get it right. Hey maybe we go thru a few different ones just so we don't catch on to what they're doing. Or maybe I need a good old shrink and take it easy on the late night sugary junk food and scary movies eh hee. My imagination again I should write scifi books and scare every body with what I see in my head but if there is some truth to such nonsense they will come get me haha I better stick to reality and cut the sugar out which I have been trying to do. Oh and I never watch scary movies and don't turn that light off at night either I see more than most people do in the dark and I wouldn't get any rest. Have a great day Jamerson Rising