Listen to the world

Hello my friends I wish to share something. In my last entry I wrote about forgivness. Now I will talk about signs from nature or if your in a city perhaps a passing truck with words on it or a piece of someones conversation that you overhear like reading the same word as it is being spoken. Signs they come in many shapes and sizes. Had a deer walking around my home the other morning. Now that was a sign hey watch were you step buddy hee Just kidding on that one but seriously lately I have been seeing doves just fly up and stare at me first there was one then it was happening daily two at a time in different parts of the city and in the back of my mind so to speak that wordless intuition I feel I felt it is time. So I went online and tracked down my ex wife sent her a phone number and my phone rang with in a minute wow after 13 years all it took was for me to foregive and let go. Now my daughter hasn't talked to her mom in eight years so I handed her the phone and said its for you then I listend for the scream hee. Well she talked to me for an hour and her new husband rest his soul passed on last Januarary well she came over the next day I found out that I had another grand daughter with black curly hair which she pointed out I was the only one who had such hair haha I had a grandaughter that she has never seen before either it was a happy event The grand kids with me all had brown hair like hers and the ones with her all hade black hair like you know who. I said that was so we wouldn't forget each other haha. After years of an emotional roller coaster ride I was at peace with this situation. I was kind and polite and didn't mention any of the past just the happy and funny memories I agreed with her finaly being on her own was the best thing for her. You see folks there is something magical about seeing the grandkids playing with their cousins reminded me of them trips to my grandfathers were we would meet or cousins so very long ago to see my grandaughters eyes dark like my daughters and my mothers God rest her soul. That moment had a magik of its own. We blend as one into a child or kids and nothing can ever take that away. We talk by e-mail now and she was so surprised in how much I have changed but she thought I would never talk to her again. I said being the mother of my children and the love I had will allways be there I let the past go and moved to a whole new level of understanding I was at peace in my heart another chain dropped from this prison we call hate and envy. She walked away with so much more I told her I was happy she is doing so well and I am. So If a break up is turning your world up side down the only cure is to let go and forgive and let those chains that bind your soul go you will be a better person for it. Mark my words Jamerson Rising

Forgiveness this is the way out

Hello folks forgiveness so elusive when we are hurt and our lives shattered emotions filled with hate and revenge the ego drinking its fill. The ego that old nemesis of old. Crafty old devil to some the whisper of the words magik mankind has yet to master curse to some such beauty to others such power when they the ancients awakend our minds with the power of words. Changed forever from the simple peace of animals to the evolved status that we reached in such a short time. Another shift of enlightenment is coming mark the words of the great prophets like Jesus and many others forgiveness is the way out. It undoes all the karmic manifestations one must endure life time to life time. So hard to realise this is just a dream. When you get to the point where you can forgive the very tradgadies in your life your dream so to speak you will awaken and see no one has ever died or been gone. the spirit that eternal spirit will be whole again no longer separated in eternal agony and happiness fighting for control of your life. Hard to understand I know live well be at peace and enjoy the rules of this reality do please have a good life with all the beauty it has to offer don't be a hermit or monk unless that is what you wish to be this is grace the gift to be all you can be but beware read the fine print do unto others as you do unto yourself or karmic debt which takes so long to undo will befall you over and over. Strive for peace and practise forgiveness and let the bad vibrations go lift your spirit and get ready for the next shift in this dimension. Your life will be so much richer and when bad things happen try to stay calm and see the higher purpose of it and rise above it in peace and love so hard to do. The ego is so tricky it will try to kill you if it can't get you do its bidding but remember this is not real just a dream when you realise when you hurt others you are really hurting yourself and when you learn to let all the hurt and hate and sorrow go smile and wake up to the true heaven the whole great spirit of love and peace!!! Jamerson Rising

Getting older coming full circle

Hello folks strange title I know bear with me for a moment. I went thru a sad break up on or around 13 years ago which tore my little family apart three ways. one went my way one went her way and one went his way. I havn't seen them in 8 years. My ex in 13years. Well now time sure does fly by fast. Now some of my younger friends were teasing me about what I would do after working there for 16 years. WOW LIKE A BOLT OF LIGHTNING! HEE Well ole mister rising has been saving like a squirrel for the winter of his life. My friend said you need at least half a million hee maybe he does but old mister benny here well lets just say I will make do and be just fine.Now back to what I was getting at. My beloved ex's Sugar daddy was lots older now goodness must be in his seventies kinda wonder if he has any sugar left. You see I came home this morning My oldest daughter had found me on my life then poof she was gone again well I get this e-mail from my beloved ex wondering what the family has been up too. I feel that other end of the circle comming closer. I did post some pics on My life least I shared a little they dropped from sight years ago clean off the radar. Hee getting older has its challenges you know I forgave them two years ago and wish them well. I was seeing her in my dreams when she wrote me. It is hard to keep a family together after a break up but when you dump a family then lose your significant other or about too who do you turn too. Family some families are forgiving some are not. I feel the wind changing in my work my life and my family whats left of it anyway but when you get older things have a way of coming back around like a little rabbit. It is so hard to see the problems when one has fallen in love with another then trade a family in for the experience only to watch it die and disappear right before their very eyes. Sad but what do you do break the circle again or repair it. Not even I can judge this one what does your heart say. Not sure how I would deal with this one or getting older for that but knowing me getting older is easy we are programmed to see and feel our bodies getting older but you are eternal and will be back it is just a dream so when you do get older don't worry your spirit is still young indeed. Jamerson rising

Chasing your own tale eh

Hello folks I hope and wish things are going smooth in your neck of the woods. I for one quit chasing my tail trying to keep up! As for my beloved truck I gave it up even though it was worth its weight in gold and I could of made extra money with her time to let go. Well I stepped back and let the crowd race past me and race they did everyone trying to best the other at work four tried to get a better job one made it. now the big boss has a shorter happy people list goodness people slow down. Nerves on edge with the economy the wars and 2012 Dec 21 coming up my birthday thanks Mayans hee. Well now its all a dream now all future past and present happening at the same time hee I will stop that haha I won't give my reason as to why and what I think is happening scary yes awful scary but that's not my message here this is your dream we are so powerful we manifest all the time so live your dream to the best and be happy remember to wake up all it takes is to forgive and in doing so stops the reincarnating process the way out of this prison hey this world has so many splended and wonderful experiences to manifest and enjoy but it has a dark side! Sadness cruelty anger hate thats what feeds them we are all infected with them but when you stay calm and live happy they fall off unable to feed on your emotions and you start to feel better but beware of the trickster your ego will try to undo all this even try to destroy you but if you persevere you will find yourself free and wake up with the holy spirit that Great Spirit of us all there is no separation we are one! We! Well there I went and did it I tried not to but the message was to strong and came out see when you fight with others you are fighting yourself and destroying your way out to freedom. May love n peace find you where ever you are out hey sit and watch you will see emotions trying to run peoples lives when you do this you will see how silly this world really is so take charge of your destiny and stop chasing your tale because if you ever do manage to bite and catch it it hurts like hell and you get a mouthful of hair haha hairball hey cough it up . Hee well be at Peace my friends Enjoy life and slow down and take it easy on yourselves Jamerson Rising

Why can't things go smooth

Frustrating is it not when the washer goes out and the dryer too. Sold the old Chevy truck when things were tight I hate to borrow. Last year was rough this year has been good n tight with the budget. You see I try to be like that old willow and bend with the wind and the storm of life that comes my way from time to time. Hey I like walking and taking the bus isn't so bad for me. I just cut back a few bills and I always pay myself first then live off 70% Bills 20% then another 10% I keep for myself and help others too. This drives my daughter crazy haha I said well it's my money and if I want to give some of it away that's my right I could give it all to the dog if I wanted too haha I wouldn't but she made a funny face that crazy old grandpa hee. You know I had to step back and live off next to nothing to make ends meet. Some people laugh at my silly ways> When I had a house I grew so much food times were not so bad back then. Find ways to save and if you can grow as much as you can. But then I like nature and what she can provide plenty if you do it right. And you know what If we compared savings years from now all them people who scoff at my ways well if things work out and I stick to my guns I will be just as happy then then I am now with a pretty big amount saved. And so can you learn how to enjoy the simple things in life that don't cost money and see how life will get alittle smoother without keeping up with the jones's No afence hee. No need to worry there is always a way. So hug them little ones and enjoy this time when they are young put bells on the babies shoes and keep an eye on them. This will help keep life a whole lot smoother keep your eyes open and listen to them. As to why things don't go smooth its worry let it go and keep it simple kiss kiss haha. Keep calm and use your head wisely. Good luck folks it's attitude that will get you through this. Jamerson Rising Oh I almost forgot I have been having a little trouble posting comments please foregive me they are important to me and I THANKYOU! for keeping in touch with me :-)Have a great day!!!