How far

We have fallen from a horrific battle many life times ago. Fallen into the abyss the darkness consumed us so it was believed. little by little century after century the spirit re manifested climbed so to speak thru organisms then simple minded creatures plant animals climbed and climbed to mankind then wars and more wars desolation's of this world the third age the forth age who knows exactly how many times mankind has nearly wiped each other from the face of mother earth. What we do know is we have reach that level once again at the brink which road shall we choose the road to the left or the road to the right. We push on going ever so straight and narrow the cross roads are coming once again the light or the darkness oh foolish ones. Avatars appear and lend a hand saints martyr before our eyes. The last trick greed and lust and power can we ever throw off this curse whispered so long ago when the devil taught us the magik of words what power was unleashed. Can we rise above the carnal and go forth into the light perhaps. Be strong my friends find that inner peace that inner spirit that angel that still dwells in you your very essence that spirit of knowing eternal love. Yes we angels have fallen but the hand of God is extended reach my beloveds and hold on tight the world is going to shake once again and the darkness is awakening to pull us back down. Be strong and reach for the heavens and believe me! We are not alone we shall be reborn closer and closer to home have faith dear souls of the light have faith you are most precious in the eyes of the Great Spirit and you are not alone. Peace Jamerson Rising

What does it take

Hello folks It has been a very frustrating year and it has only just started. Well was hee. What does it take to unwind from a bad day. I like to listen to soft music and read. Or my favorite is to meditate and clear my mind. To detach myself from all the negativity that people carry around all day and throw at me. I feel drained at the end of the day after counteracting all the emotions that people stir up. What does it take to get to that level of peace and contentment. Everyone one is different but when you do find what works it will carry over to your working day. Reike shield on hee hee don.t laugh it works. You see upset people with different eyes. You will see someone losing it when their emotions are on over load and wonder what all the fuss is about. Being calm most of the time is a power that scares people especially physic vampires who thrive on making people upset just to feed off them. I went a back way home the other day and cut thru the woods I normally don't go this way in the middle of the night it was a blizzard and I couldn't remember the path to the right or the path to the left. Funny my bus stop went by and I didn't seem to notice it so I got off the next stop over. grabbed some coffee at a fast food place and ran into a old friend who works there I might have to go back there hee anyway I was looking at these two paths with the old spider senses on high when I saw a rabbit sitting in the path to the right. So looking on the bright side I was ready for a nice walk so I followed the little rabbit it went on the narrow path that twisted and climbed and came out where I could see my town house and the little rabbit gone hee. I'm used to such things happening. You see being connected with that higher source all kinds of thing are going to happen to you. So keep the faith and try not to stress so much when things look bad. You just have to find a way to connect every day and when you're feeling lost the answer will come because you will have found the way to listen and see the signs and believe this old Indian the signs are every where for the humble to see! Find that quiet place and practice listening so when the day comes when the world seems upside down and falling apart at the seams you know where to go to recharge and find the answers. Train yourself to find peace and quiet. Jamerson Rising

Memories

Hello my friends memories have a way of sneaking up on ya. Yesterday talking to my granddaughter Guilianna I could see my daughters cute little face in her's and my fathers mother's face my memories took off to an earlier time the first time I saw a picture of my grandmother as a young lady. My mother since passed had showed it to me. Oh the emotions went spinning in me like I could feel the spirit near me. I know these feelings when they appear the closest thing I can say is you feel the spirit spinning or a light touch on your shoulder or cheek. One little spirit who attached herself to my little tribe will touch my thigh she's not very tall and many a time late at night I will be writing and she will put her little hand on my leg and watch me right. Crazy in the head perhaps imagination gone wacky haha well I know when they are there and a simple hello from and old friend has always been welcome hee crazy old grand pa. Intuition has saved my life more than once I'll keep the connection thank you. They walk with us every day but on such a grand level It's a blessing when they take the time to visit. I always see a little flash of light pink for my mom and the other day it was a very pretty blue. Angel sparks I call them. I knew I would be ok and had that warm feeling of love come over me. Trust your senses and smile. You know people always ask me me why I seem to always be happy. I just take a deep breath and smile what a gift this spirit has given us in life. The earth and spirit have come together and given us such wonderful memories as I smile at little Guilianna I could feel my very soul spinning. This old crazy grandpa had to hold a tear back. If the world only knew. Jamerson Rising

Piggy bank

Kids you can tell allot about how they will be when then get older from the things they do like another story off my little ones in another blog that I wrote. Well I'll spare you the details on that one. Now my grand kids are always getting into my change and the middle granddaughter angel has a eye for the Britte and pretty and money.jewelry, and coins too future husband beware she has the looks to get the job done too. Hee She can't hold on to money if you glued it her hands so I gave her the first piggy bank made in Mexico a beautifully hand made one. What pretty colors the designs on it had. Well she filled that little pig up in two weeks flat haha but that sneeky grandfather dirty little trick there is no way to get the money back out. She learned how to save the hard way haha. now the little grand daughter got hers a bigger pig looked like Arnold Ziffle hee she ran into her brother and dropped him. He lived we glued the ear back on. She now puts her money in it and dosen't touch him any more and oh yes Charlot's web not Arnold i'm told by Guilianna hee. Now the Grandson who didn't get one. I finally brought him home a great big burro also made in Mexico beautiful art work. He broke the head off trying to get his deposit back which he kept tract to the very last penny in three days flat he dropped it trying to get a refund haha head broke clean off but now glued back on. What old grandpa see's is the oldest will break his bank every chance he gets the next pretty little girl will get money easy and fast with them pretty looks and spend it just as fast if she can. Now the little one who I caught using my computer in my room as I was waking up. she was checking web pages for her favorite kids game which she found she looked like a little banker as fast as she had that mouse working I was thinking but she's only three and a half!!! My have the times changed . Well her pig is filling up slow but steady and safe. My bets on her she gets to handle my money when i'm to old to think about it anymore hee. She's just good with money she would save it and hide it allot like me but she don't spend it just on anything hee but she's only three and a half!!! mind you. Goodness this still amazes me. And as for the second piggy I told her I could teach her how to save her money hee hee sneeky grandfather ha. The things they do when they are little if you have the eyes to see it will tell allot about their future. Take care now hug them little ones tight put bells on the baby's shoes and keep an eye on them and they will grow up just fine. Jamerson Rising

Can't take it with you

Riches oh what things we have gathered in our lifetime.The rich man and all his belongings and the poor man living on the street in dirty rags. The street has a way of humbling the mightiest spirit. Don't get me wrong many a well to do person has a very good honest spirit. It's not the riches that corrupt ones soul. But the ego that steps upon others to get its own way. The ego that lies steals and cheats to obtain riches or that other mans wife. We all cross over in spirit no hidden nickels here my friends. Spirit you shall cross over in wether weak or strong but in spirit you shall meet your maker. Many a poor man shall be found evil right along with the rich. Possessions matter not it's the character the giving the love we have gathered that will see you safely across the river! Laugh all you want at crazy Mr. Risings ramblings mind gone mad years ago. hee but beware when you scoff at each other they are listening and taking notes there's no fooling the almighty. The pure and meek have nothing to fear. Listen not the rich and poor but the meek. Possessions mean not weather you have a lot in life or nothing it's you how you treat others and act towards one another.So be happy, loving and giving when you can and help one another and don't scoff or look down upon the needy and disfigured. It's the color of your soul that counts! Jamerson Rising

Wish I had the old farm back.

So many people with the same names this blog for instance there is another Jamersons Corner. Looking through my family tree I was amazed at how many people had the same names even in such small towns back then. I had very good luck checking household members and neighbors in my quest for my past the Indian side is the toughest to find. My great grand fathers hid their wife's from the reservations and changed their names in some cases.I had better luck with the French and Portuguese sides of the family. So many Avila's Baca's and Aragon's wow. After three weeks still going in circles and my name hee good luck haha. You know back then most of the people were farmers now I wish I had some land and a place of my own to grow what I want. I would do just fine trust me. Some day I have the money I just need the right place. Every one well most every one ran off to the big cities tired of the hard work on the farms. Factories were popping up every where now they are almost all gone and some of them farmers children wish that they had their land back. I feel ya myself included in that wish Having a farmer economy with the technologies we have today would not be such a bad Idea. I'm all for being self supportive. Food water and shelter that's the basics to survive some where we have lost this. Well folks get ready for the future and remember them basics when you try to plan your life out. Jamerson Rising.

Rat race let it go.

Back to taking the bus and the light rail to work and another bus then I a nice mile long walk total time two and a half hours. Some people may think I'm crazy and some or just sure of it haha. Well I get a free pass for working on the city buses at night. I don't have to ride at all if I choose not too but this time gives me time to watch the city and just walk and pass some great trees which I simply adore. I like to just read a good book some times and be at peace in this fast passed world. You see so many of us are just so caught up in this rat race. Like mice in a maze we try to find the easy way out. Their is so much to life to enjoy breath it in yes soak it in it can be a very wonderful experience. Attitude don/t let the rat race suck you in learn to relax and not take things so personnel. Let the anger go let the people who trouble you in life let the worrying about how to deal with them go be happy smile and let the anger go.Some think this is very hard all you have to do is retrain your thinking the glass is half full I didn't win but what a wonderful experience trying that is what life is about the experience and love and caring. We humans have been at war way to long if only mankind learned to let go of all this needless evil and be more sharing caring and loving. I'm guilty too. At times don't lose focus chin up there smile and try again see the beauty in a child's eyes the harmony in nature the smell a beautiful flower that view of the landscape. Beautiful sunsets and sunrises my favorite the stars up above what gifts we have in our mists and we waste them on trying to out smart out con and just plain old being mean to each other what nonsense. Be in peace my friends and hug them little ones and put bells on the baby's shoes and keep a eye on them and every thing will be just fine.Jamerson Rising.