It's all one bowl

Hello folks like a lot of people when I don't work I don't get paid I bought a few things for the grand kids to eat. They were all thanking me and I told them it all goes in the same bowl Like those of you who live with your families still I try to teach them it helps to band together thru hard times and not to worry if you can only make alittle a few Little's make allot. Some day they will see how being selfish can send you straight to being alone and poor that is a horrible way to go out. Kicked to the curb. This world can be a hard cold lonely place especially with winter coming on quick it will be here before you know it. So if you have any family left hang on make peace if you must the old ways are going to come back so remember strong families were the one's who made it through. Mark my words it's coming !!! Jamerson Rising

On the ground looking up

Hello folks strange title I know I hurt my back a week ago I couldn't walk for two days I ended up on the floor for a day and a half with agonizing back spasms it was to funny every one had left for the day and I was stuck no phone food just muscle spasms like clock work. It was to funny I would laugh then bite my pillow and scream this is living ha Well not being able to move or work stuck on the ground sure changes ones perspective about life. I enjoy things a little bit more I got to see things from the ground up goodness that awakened my mind to a whole new level I finally made it to the phone and the hospital got to me in five minutes flat they were very good yea I was impressed now I have to pay the bill that's coming but after all that pain gladly no problem there. I used to help the city shelter with donations winter is coming and so many people with out medicine food are warmth at night sick in pain homeless what has this world come too. Yea I see things a little more clear. I pray no one has to go through such pain a few years ago it hit me and for six hours every fifteen minutes I was racked with pain. We really need to get our health care system fixed there is way to many people with out the means to have the simple basics in life. Now that is a shame remember the day is coming when we will answer why or what did you do to help one another. Reality its not real but it has some hard lessons to teach keep reaching and rising my dear friends it aint over till the f** lady sings hee. Well good luck and remember they are watching!!! Be at peace Jamerson Rising

The curve of the circle

Picture this your life you are born and some day you will die. And thats that some believe. Then there are others who believe that this is one big circle of lifetimes. We grow as we go from one level to the next. Whats around that next curve that lies just beyond death? Why can we feel the presence of those who have went around the bend over the curve out of sight? Some people believe that the past present and future happen all at once. Some even believe when your time is up out comes the C.D. and a new one is popped in and wah la a new journey is given and off we go down another road. And the ones who believe that it is over and that's that. Sadly the grace of this creation you get freedom of choice like a grand old amusement park you get what you pay for. Like a farm you harvest what you sow. My friends don't fear death. Mourning the loss of a close friend or relative is so hard on your body but it is your right to grieve there again freedom of choice. Rejoice they get a new start and for some they wait till all their loved ones pass and live out another life time with most of them. Or like some believe it is all happening at once over and over changing as you get it right till the day comes when you have learned all your lessons and passed all your trials. Then you are ready for the light and whats next my mind can't see past this point I can only remote vision the bright light and feel that holy warmth but I have seen it across the river its there and myself I have a long ways to go still. Be calm and at peace make the most of your life time with a outstanding attitude. Your life times will rise in beauty and grandeur. I have been thankfull I have peace in this lifetime though visions of my past ones where very hard. Keep to your faith what ever it is and remember what goes around comes around. You have to earn that brass ring to get off this ferris wheel of life. Be at peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Shaking the tree

New owners of the company that I work for have been slowly replacing the older workers with newer ones. It feels like every new change of paperwork and and rules are designed to assign points and it takes three months for them to come off the record. It is like they show up and shake the tree trying to get us to let go in frustration. The latest trick is to take your position away for lack of school experience or points accrued. This happened to me recently though I have been trying to get out of this position for a few years but the way they did it was to write me up. To me getting off the position was a good thing I like being accountable for myself but not so much for others. It played around in my head like a broken record playing over and over till I put a stop to that. Just yell stop as loud as you can in your mind when the thoughts occurr then they soon disappear. My mind was at peace once again and in my dreams that night two women spirit friends came to visit me we were standing in a beautiful lobby looking out over a lake so quiet and serene a canoe was out on the water when all of a sudden one of my friends said hey we need to get back to work and we ran for the elevator with a crowed of people running behind us! We jumped into the elevator waiting to get crushed but a strange thing happened they hit an invisible wall in the doorway just as two beautiful tall doors closed and we went up and found ourselves in a small group of people meditating then I awoke. It has been a long time since I visited the temple in the mountains and the last time I was talking to an angel she is very beautiful and tall. So my company can shake the tree all they want too. My Job in life is to do the best that I can and the universe will take care of me all I have to do is keep my mind at peace and the ideas will come. I know we go thru so much drama in our lives but try to find the peaceful retreats that your mind can take shelter in and your strength will be renewed. And if you fall out of the tree float down and land softly not with a crash it is so much better to get back up and try again in this way. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising

looking back

Hi folks I was looking back over all my blog entries when it dawned on me how much things have changed in this short time with me. My attitudes been readjusted so many times. Looking back over what was important then than what seems more important now. The same patterns troubles keep reoccurring over again. Makes one wonder or at least me if life times (for those that believe in multiple life times)Have the same issues to work out but on a much larger scale. You know the old De Ja Vu feeling we get when we feel we have been there or done this before. I sit some times and look at where I am in life and I try to see where I am going what would be new ways of making money or finding fun things to do. We get caught up in the here and now that we fail to dream and have wishes for our future we loose our ambition and lust for life stuck in the here and now. Make a wish list and do dream and visualise your self getting or doing them. Make the magik work hee. It does trust me on this one you do have the power to create a beautiful life and live it too. Try looking back to look forward a journal will help too. Happy dreaming! Jamerson Rising

Are you lost

Had a run of bad luck lately. Seemed like nothing was going right I even cut all my hair off. Goodness ancestors are rolling over in their graves over that one. Except my dear mom she liked it God rest her soul. Well now I moved to an area that didn't get the Internet with the provider that I had. I couldn't vent the way I wanted too hee. I lived big baby hee But it sure feels good being back again. Ever feel lost when things just don't seem right. you would think that I would be an expert on the subject with all the times I had lost good friends and lovers and found myself alone Life is so strange that way all my friends are miles away. Yet some mystics think or believe every soul is in the space of this room that I'm in and that their is no time and space between us and all the levels and dimensions and universes Life times going on all at once you know the thought of God no beginning no end always some thing to do never boring bingo Find some thig you like I started tai chi I like it I like peacefull people Find a group with like interests and soon you won't feel so lost Stay connected reach out and give them a hug dead or alive they will feel it and if you really believe hey wishes come true. I have my quiet places that I go too and my work and That works fine for me good luck remember some times you just have to reach out and some times when your not looking and just enjoying new found friends things will change for the better be at peace my friends Jamerson Rising

moving

Moving finally over thank heavens. Simply amazing how much junk we collect funny how hard it is to let junk go. Old cloths and broken toys and electronic items oh the list is endless so much junk out of date broken and just not needed memories that's what holds them together. Hee time for a garage sale. Weathers changing quick I want my spring and summer back it has been raining really hard lately. Then supper hot goodness. Funny how fast one gets used to a new home like I have been here before kinda creepy but then again my whole life has seemed like De Ja vu makes one wonder if we go thru it over and over till we get it right. Hey maybe we go thru a few different ones just so we don't catch on to what they're doing. Or maybe I need a good old shrink and take it easy on the late night sugary junk food and scary movies eh hee. My imagination again I should write scifi books and scare every body with what I see in my head but if there is some truth to such nonsense they will come get me haha I better stick to reality and cut the sugar out which I have been trying to do. Oh and I never watch scary movies and don't turn that light off at night either I see more than most people do in the dark and I wouldn't get any rest. Have a great day Jamerson Rising