Down size

I have been going through another move the owner of my town house wants to sell so I am moving. I only been there one year goodness I decided to get a trailer picked one up for 32 thousand not bad it's like a small house. I was packing last night I took some time off from work for this and I sure am thankful I did. My books alone wow time to switch to them electronic books. that would be nice I like simple and small like my I-pod I just purchased I put a whole language course in it. My computer my tools and my pc that's me. I will get a house next project but for now I need quiet and not some expensive racket but peace and quiet Working on the old Chevy and just taking life easy without all the stress. When I get this house I will be in my garden my own world but to get there I had to step back and have a little peace in my life started up some tai chi Oh man I'm a monk at heart but I do come done from the mountain to see my grandkids they mean a lot to me and you know what living on less helps them get through life a little easier well thats just me. Simplicity I love it we get so stressed out with all thats going on in this world. Oh I know its a rat race and come Weds pop goes the peace and quiet and back to work I go but I have a quiet place waiting for me when my day is over and life isn't so bad. So If you can't find your peace make it and all will fall into place. Jamerson Rising

cabin fever

Cabin fever Caught hold of me today feeling sick you know the kind that starts on Thursday and lets loose on Saturday. Work so hard just to be sick on ones day off. Hee Seems to work that way at times. I just needed time to be away and to find some inner peace. That helped so much I even spoiled my grand kids a little bit and bought everyone some Chinese food. But for the most part There is so much that I would like to talk about in this world but it is some pretty scary stuff. So I would like to say this your reality live it to the fullest that you can. We all seem to be in this same reality but are we experiencing it differently from each other I mean is my dream of this planet different than yours. I mean am I in your dream the way you want it . And are you in my dream the way I'm dreaming it are you sure. Who's to know for sure what is real. What is real and what is not reality just strands of energy break this down a bit farther and you end up with pure thought. We are a dream so live it to the fullest and reach for the stars and be careful what you wish for this is part of the grace given to your spirit to experience freedom of choice free will. If you believe in hell their will be a hell and if you believe in nothing after death there just might be nothing waiting for you when you die. I have believed and still do that I have lived forever and allways will. Some one might have my real body and mind somewhere one never can be sure but I know my spirit tumbles thru one life time to the next forever rising if I keep the faith in this. So like I always say reach for them dreams and connect with that Great Spirit of us all and strive to live forever. Those who manifest a hell in their mind just might end up there in the end. Don't fall for such thinking keep the good in your heart and look forward allways to the next adventure. After all it is your gift. We are all one we will alll see one another again some day. amaste Jamerson Rising

Focus

Come on junior woodchucks hee focus on whats important in what you are doing at the moment whether it be driving! Working or even just chilling out haha We tend to crowed to much in our mind at the same moment that's why meditating is so freeing when we learn to not worry or carry unwanted problems each and every moment we can focus on the moment with whats important at the moment. Unburden your mind and experience the moment for what ever it is. My favorite technique that has worked for me is I pick a time once a week when I worry about whats going on and set things in order after doing this for awhile I noticed that I even have a hard time finding things to worry about because a few times of putting things down on paper my todo list gets taken care of much faster and my mind is free. My unconcience side of my mind is working on it anyway why cram all that extra in the present 24/7 hee Focus just remember a time and a place for everything if you can master this things will feel more incontrol in your life and you will rest more when you need too. So lighten up on yourselves and be kind treat yourself to that nice restaurante or a good book what ever you like spending time with your friends the list is endless. Learn to enjoy when it is time to have some fun and to work hard when that time comes too and your life will be so much fuller. Peace and happiness my good friends Jamerson Rising

cursed

Seems like it at times I watched a so so happy company go from just doing business then the new owners show up and then so many changes and people one by one being let go. I watched people so worried about their jobs loose them for little if any reason at all and being written up seems to be the norm. Organized chaos someone coined that phrase. That's about the time weird things started to happen the walls had to be fixed the concrete floor started caving in and as for the buses the break downs tripled and then quadrupled in a two month period so many people let go so much anger and the people still here having trouble focusing on their jobs to worried about the future chaos that is coming. Their idea of doing things cheaper and better backfired horribly on then. Now its we pray we keep these contracts that or getting harder to fulfill the obligations set in them and that is not good. So many people wishing evil like three witches looking for a forth to make a coven they don't know what they have unleashed karma comes around fast and hard when you cause misery to people and their little families. All this negativity and resentment and anger towards the owners will come with a heavy price mark my words. Just like the countries in the past enslaving other races and exploiting other peoples land taking land that really didn't belong to anybody if you think about it when humans first showed up on this planet the animals were doing just fine with sharing and fighting for it too I guess they were no better than us you know we just figured out how to put it on paper ha ha. But mark my words what goes around comes around. Silly people When you ruin the lives of a majority for a few then trouble starts. Yes chaos is coming and I see it starting at every level most people don't have a clue how to guard against it much less fight or deal with such negativity in this world. Be strong and focus on what you are doing not the special treatment that the bosses pet is getting so hard I know but we have to look out for number one when playing with their rules imposed on us of coarse But we can be better and stronger if we see what they are really up too then they lose their power over us. So wake up and be aware. Jamerson Rising

small note

When i arrived at work yesterday one of our busses had lost a set of rear wheels and the axle too! Not good what a nightmare. Well thankfully no one was hurt I knew something was going on I been there 14 years and I could feel it. Check previous entry if I sound like I'm rambling hee Jamerson Rising

Devil head in the sky

I have always been one to watch the clouds and when I get that Erie feeling skin all tingly I will glance up at the ski the faces of the moon and my imagination seem to be right on trouble or good things the clouds too call me crazy but it's my way of listening to the world through my eyes hee. Well last night and I usually don't smoke but the guys at the shop do and once in awhile I will have one of them horrible cig's Well last night I went out on the back porch with one of them cigarette's and my spider sense went off so I looked up and there was a perfect devil shaped head horns eyes and the face was so real whoa I looked at that twice and put the cig down didn't dare light up that cigarette and decided maybe the clouds are right this time. both sides of the face looked identical it was creepy I whispered I know your right treating my body like that. Strange it was looking right at me hee. You can't get a message no clearer than that and you know what I actually felt better after all for not having it. Then I remembered in Bolivia I believe they have a silver mine and they have statues of the devil down there they call it the mountain that eats men it has been there since the Spaniard's forced the Indian people to mine it they believe the devil lives in that mountain and if you don't pay him respect down there he will kill and eat your soul. creepy the native indians didn't have the letter D in thier alphabet so they call him tio. I hope he's not out running around out there loose goodness we are in for some strange events coming up mark my words. When mother earth goes out of her way to say ah ah ah don't do that best whatever it is put it down drop it and run if you have too hee or else. So people once again we are not alone they are watching so be good. hee Jamerson Rising!

This existance

This existance this manifestation of spirit. Are you in a cloud or is your dream crystal clear. Your reality unfolding blending boiling simmering perhaps or just simply opening up like a flower in the morning awakening to the suns first light. Is your dream bright or darkened with sadness. Your awareness is it entirely your own.Like a breath of fresh air we go in and then the separation we are expelled out inpure but to what standered or we compared to. From seed to flower we grow we bloom and then we wither and die or do we. Every manifistation of this dream is just a thought. Wow we create or co create our very life with the choices we choose. At such a high level one realizes that we are one with every bit of energy of this great matrix this halogram this great translucent dream thought this breath of life that is our reality. We are going in slowly life time by life time till we realize where we belong or back out we go exhaled to start all over again. We manipulate others to fit our needs to fill our greed and we can't even see the truth that is all around us we are all connected all one spirit trying desparately to hold together. Yet like a computer virus these pariahs attache themselves to us like leeches we are infested with them they thrive on misery and anger. Be calm in your mind and manifest a peaceful spirit and they will detache the clouds will part the fog will lift and life will begin anew you will bloom with awareness this dream is a beautiful dream and you will awaken home again. But my dear friends you must let the anger and the hurt go and forgive this world for it is your dream and in doing this you forgive your self for dreaming it and free you will finaly be. Be at peace Jamerson Rising Amaste