So many people

Demacratic time in Denver wow what a crowd what a mess. I work for a transit company and I am glad I had some days off. To many people on the streets and when the sun goes down let the games begin. Denver has never really been a big city it really isn't one yet. But population wise it is getting there fast. With that there come the many problems of a big city road rage, poverty,crime and just plain to many people I love people but we need to learn how to get along better. This week has been a wacky one at that. Jails are full again in some cases thankfully. You know when I was growing up like most teenagers I didn't care much for cops but now that I am getting older I realize more now how important they really are to a society. Chaos is just waiting to pounce on a city when ever there is a large crowd of them people again. People get into and do the dumbest things to get attention when such events are going on they are worse then their kids hee. I will watch it on tv maybe won't I don't watch the tv once in a blue moon. It is great to watch but a income reducer and it turns out some pretty fat couch potatoes I hear hee. I like listening to the radio but prefer my favorite music. or movies at least with movies I know what I am watching. Denver I have been there so long ago some street were still dirt and people still had some cattle and farm animals running around now it's a bunch of fast food joints and walgreens and k marts. no more factories you either have a lot of money or some kind of techno training or construction trade or you flip burgers or work in a store. The world sure has changed hasn't it. I used to always insist on living with my own little family but times have changed with sky rocketing prices and good paying jobs. I still make reall good money but my kids were having a rough time so we banded together and since then we have become so much closer since my ex wife and I divorced twelve years ago we havn't heard or seen her for twelve years. But my children stayed close to me we live pretty good and worked out a arrangement that works. I tell you there is a lot less stress now the grandkids are doing good in school my guys don't fight witheach other as often. I told them the older I get I won't beable to make as much . Right now I am doing good and hope to continue for some time there's three of us splitting the bills and this works better then I thought it would. We found a decent house with enough rooms and bath rooms to keep us all happy.I helped them get into this wonderful house and I will help them keep it too. The good thing in doing it this way is that I get to keep my retirement money and let it compound with the interest but the best part is the grandchildren have a better sense of family and in these times that's very important. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Time flies

Well now back in the box again. I have been away very busy writing on helium.com just look for good ole jamerson rising On helium you get gold and blue stars and you can lose them too. I have been watching mine wink on and off again gold ones then the blue ones but its fun getting them. Just keeping them is tough well not so tuff writing comes easy for me. The weather is changing here we go again the cold is coming. I'm starting to feel it a little more each year but I hold up pretty good. Getting older has it's unique problems so make sure your old folks stay warm and make sure the kids dress warm for school.I'm outside at night a lot working in the cold but I love it but when I get a little more older I might try working inside more I too am getting older. It seems like the tme is just flying by don't it.I was just enjoying the fourth of July and sneesed a few times and bam it's almost september wow when I wake up it will be holloween my favorite. and by the time I get the pumpkin carved it will be time to make a pie out of that lil sucker hee. Ok i'll stop. So hold your sweetheart tight tuck the kids in check on the old folks and have a good night and the rest of summer for that matter. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Troubles

Troubles how do they find us. Like a ugly tail they follow some people everywhere and rub off too. If some one keeps trying to hang around you but they keep attracting problems in your life. It is better to let go gradually If at all possible. Troubles show up out of nowhere sometimes. They like munchies like gossip and lying and their favorite cheating. Quit feeding them these fattening yummy snacks and they won't multiply your life into a three ring circus. hee. I have been working to late lately. Yes troubles just waiting to breed on our faults. Having a calm focused life eliminates so many of these pests. I have friends who have years and years of trouble. Like a back pocket full of pork chops trouble just find them in the worst places and choices they have managed to get caught in. Why? I ask do they keep setting themselves up like this. If you even think you see trouble cross to the otherside of the steet and don't even look. Good luck my friends ha Jamerson Rising

Strange dreams

I had another one of those strange dreams. I was walking in a crowded city with different hues of grey shadows every where when I looked up I saw two huge wooden buddest temples side by side way up in the sky. I shouted look then a tall silver grey bald half alien half human grabbed me and I found my self in the middle of a group of people tossing around a white ball. They where complaining about all their troubles. I didn't want to play because I new this was keeping their minds of off the temples in the sky. When I awoke I felt I have seen this before. Dreams no cake before going to bed thats for sure this gives me the weirdest dreams of them all. Lately the number 3 in a series like 333 when I look at the time on my cell phone or license plates. These numbers have been jumping out at me something is up. A few weeks ago it was five's now three's. Numerology, angels or my higher self has been trying to give me signals to watch out for. I don't take such things lightly I have seen to much weird stuff in my lifetime to ignore this. It's time to get right and make your peace with your maker. I can feel change again and I'm seldom wrong on these feelings. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Patterns

Patterns in this field of motion of action this life with its coincidences. Have you every been reading something when at that moment the radio was saying the same word. Well here's a weird one for you the other day I was sitting in a fast food place just having a salad. When two tables over a young lady was sitting with her three children. Well all of a sudden she started talking baby talk to the youngest of the three little people. Now I was down to that very last bite getting ready to go and I paused now this was a little strange. She pipes in with a voice. You know baby talk to the little one. She is saying come on just one teency weency little bite be a big boy you can do it. Come on sweety be a big boy you can do it. If your brother James can do it so can you. Come on sweety just one more bite just one more teency weency little tomato to go. I was just sitting there looking at my last bite there it was starring back at me just one teency weency little tomato too. I thought come on Jamerson be a big boy you can do it. hee. Patterns idiosyncracies in this field of action I see them all the time. They jump right out at you at the strangest times. Well me and the little guy finished our teensy weensy little tomato's and went our separate ways. Oblivious to what's next. Yet this pattern came close. One time twenty are so years ago I was waiting for the light to change and and this young very beautiful lady in her work cloths was running across the street to get to work. I know this now for when I arrived back home I made a phone call but dialed the wrong number. Well the lady on the other end of the phone aswered with a greeting frome one of them fast food places. Now back then I being a little bit of a flirt I asked her name and what store she worked in. Then I said I would go there and order something and if she looked at me I would say hi but if she didn't I would just get my food and go my separate way. Well now when I walked in the door my jaw dropped there was the lady who just ran in front of my car. With all of the billions and I do mean billions of phone numbers in this world I called hers and she snswered. Well she was so busy she didn't notice me. So I bought my food and went on my way knowing I would remember this one for a very long time. The patterns so profound. They jump right up at you.We are Just in the mix my friends Have a good day now Jamerson Rising

Options

What a wonderous world it is indeed. So many things to do the mind cannot even percieve them all at once. Options what road to traverse. What life style to attain. Where am I what do I want to do in my life. Who do I want walking with me? Is this the life that I am destined for. Destiny that profound saga of our lives. Having the will to sail this ship in the direction one pleases. The winds of change. The storms of anger spin and toss thee about. Oh whirlwind of fate my faith sustains me. Throw me where you will. I will stand and shout. Fists clenched arms held high. I will sail this ship through any tempest for I have my destiny to ride this ocean of desire. To the very edges of hell if thats what it takes to fullfill thy thirst for life. Lord point me in thy direction and set sail. I will persist and prevail yes set thy sail. One more life time to traverse to the very ends of the earth if thats what it takes to the very far away shores of this world where love awaits I will sail to find myself again. yes set this sail and God help me. to prevail. In this I have faith to reach heavens gate. So set thy sail paradise awaits. Well now get going. So much to do find your happiness. Find you. Hee. It is a wonderfull world and there's so much you can do. Don't sit still reach out an grab hold of it and ride. Jamerson Rising