That internal fire knows

Old crazy me sitting in my corner of this world this universe this dream this mind this thought of our beloved creator. I see the hatred unleashed around this world. People hating each other for no other reason then from where they are from or their ancestry came from. What a sad crime for humanity we are one spirit splitting apart like a broken tree. On a higher level we are one spirit. Everything in this universe is a form of energy. You see energy is the highest form that our minds can grasp. That internal fire that went trough me like a bolt of lightning this night. When this comes upon me I literally fall out and tremble with the passion the spirit glowing powerful in me. That internal fire that we all have Have peace and love and understanding in your hearts for on a higher level when you are angry with one another you are angry with your very self and spirit divides away that blessed fire and your love grows colder as you move farther from grace my beloved friends I speak this way now for the time is short please let the evil go from your hearts and minds. This feeling of bliss my face glows bright as I let all hate go when the spirit comes down apon me. I been this way for many a year. I see the spirit dividing again and again so much anger and hate and violence to be found every where. When we had the ability to show love and mercy to correct this situation of poverty and homelesness. When the rich turn a blind eye and the middle class scoff at the lower classes. Their spirit moves alittle farther away from that internal fire. It gets dimmer and it will eventually go out. There are two kinds of people in this world. Good people and bad people. That's it the good have a hot fire in them the bad are growing cold and moving away from the Great Spirit of us all. I can't change the world all I can do is change myself and my dream of this planet and make this as close to heaven as I can during my brief visit before my next life. I believe I have been here many times before and I'm not afraid to say so. I know right from wrong good from evil and truth from non truth. This is all I need to know I beleave what Jesus has said and what a great many other prophets have said. Like I said I know truth when I hear it. This was the message I was given for You. That you know right from wrong good from bad so there is no excuse when that day comes. That day of judgement trust your heart it knows. There I said it and the spirit is smiling for this is truth. So be at peace and calm your hearts this is the only way. Jamerson Rising

Finaly free

Ever notice the exact moment when you feel good wholesome again after an illness such as this cold that I had for eight weeks. I was working out in the bitter cold one morning when hey all of a sudden I felt it leave me and the feeling of goodness returned. Take a hot shower followed by a few hot tadies and vicks vapor rub this ended that cold. Old remedies are some times the best. Long time ago people didn't have any medicine or couldn't afford it they made their own. I tryed most everything then just gave up and did what works for me. I settled down and teaspoon by teaspoon I sipped a mixture of Jim Beam ,honey, lemon juice and a springle of cinnamin. There's many variations of this recipe but this works for me. I never drink whiskey I never drink whiskey because there's to much indian in me I know better haha. I will let that be. I feel much better but it keeps wanting to come back. Just an annoying cough from years of smoking glad I quit. It's good to be finally free of that cold. So hold your little ones close put bells on the babies shoes and stay safe and healthy my friends Jamerson Rising

Them crows again

Hello my friends I try not to be superticious but these crows allways seem to come around me when bad things happen or getting ready to happen. I stayed in last week the weather was warm the weather was great I just wanted to be isolated till yesterday we worked on the truck when I started talking from behind my home I heard crows squawking. I know this is what crows do. But as soon as they heard my voice they made a circle around my home six of them they flew right in front of me about 6 feet away looking straight at me three at a time in three rows each sqauwking right at me I said thats not good I wonderd what happend. Well the truck is coming along good and off to work I went. I was at work when I found out a friend that used to work there with us and his ex wife still does died in a horrible accident His sleeve of his shirt or coat got caught in some machinery he was working on and by the time they turned it off it was to late. I seen the birds before when he had a heart attack a few years ago. This was very sad. Crows sitting outside my door till I came out I'm so used to these things happening to me. I don't mention this to people anymore they would think I'm crazy but it is crazy. People hold your little ones tight and before getting angry be happy to be alive fate has a way of making people regret ill begotten words or feelings towards one another when angry remember you never know when your time to go arrives. so never let your loved ones go out that door mad at you be thankful that they are alive and remember fate listens so speak with honesty and happiness and be peaceful. So no regrets occur when some one close to you passes over and forgive me my friend rest in peace you will be missed. Jamerson Rising

Well now you don't say

Had a bit of a problem the other morning seems our fuel tanks had a contamination problem mixed with the sub zero tempatures busses were dropping like flies I kept track of them and fixed as many as I could plus kept pull out going for two days unbeknownst to me two of my bosses were watching me and how I handled it they both thanked me when the crissis was past But I believe the angels and That Great Spirit that watches over all of us beat them to it. My hat is off to the powers that be I rest my case. Dear folks intuition is an angels sweet whisper in your ears never lose faith and allways listen with your ears your heart and your eyes. Peace to you all. Jamerson Rising

Somethings coming

Hello folks I have a feeling like something is coming not necessarly bad I was back by the pine trees again when straight up above were two Eagles circling above there are some pararie dog towns near here that they love to hunt. Sad to see the city encrouching upon their hunting grounds. WE have a game reserve near by so they can hunt there too. I really need a camera they are so majestic to witness a pair of them together. Many people didn't notice or could care less so sad but this is what the world is coming too. Native Americans knew this and lived and honored wild life and nature to the finest detail perhaps some ancient knowledge that this was the only way to survive with the world in peace but even they fought with each other. Humans so war like why? I never understood this. Mark my words I feel a change coming soon Jamerson Rising

Hello old friend

I was waiting by the bus just looking at this pine tree accross the way I always find a face in the trunk like in the green man cards well I finally seen him looking at me I smiled crazy old mee hee then a hawk a very big hawk flew around the tree straight at me then right over my head this bird has done this once before when I wished for a sign. Hey and the friend I was thinking about pulled up driving my bus that I was waiting for just a friend but she makes me laugh. Birds I try to keep them quiet to my friends when the crows jabber at me someone always has died strange this connection with birds I seem to have I used to raise parrakeets I had them trained to go in the cage when I wanted them too and I could set two on the same hand at the same time we got along swell hee I miss them. I would be like a hermit if it weren't for my daughter's little family. I see things in nature that have meaning to me. Sometimes it is very important most people have lost this connection mine i'm happy to say is still quite strong in me. Well I took my taxes and got my Chevy another carb and headers and a high performence manifold well all high performance parts it is so nice to hear her running! This year I am going to finnish her. This life has so many levels to it so much to do and so much to be gratefull for I just smiled at the hawk and headed to work happy to see nature say hi. Jamerson Rising