small note

When i arrived at work yesterday one of our busses had lost a set of rear wheels and the axle too! Not good what a nightmare. Well thankfully no one was hurt I knew something was going on I been there 14 years and I could feel it. Check previous entry if I sound like I'm rambling hee Jamerson Rising

Devil head in the sky

I have always been one to watch the clouds and when I get that Erie feeling skin all tingly I will glance up at the ski the faces of the moon and my imagination seem to be right on trouble or good things the clouds too call me crazy but it's my way of listening to the world through my eyes hee. Well last night and I usually don't smoke but the guys at the shop do and once in awhile I will have one of them horrible cig's Well last night I went out on the back porch with one of them cigarette's and my spider sense went off so I looked up and there was a perfect devil shaped head horns eyes and the face was so real whoa I looked at that twice and put the cig down didn't dare light up that cigarette and decided maybe the clouds are right this time. both sides of the face looked identical it was creepy I whispered I know your right treating my body like that. Strange it was looking right at me hee. You can't get a message no clearer than that and you know what I actually felt better after all for not having it. Then I remembered in Bolivia I believe they have a silver mine and they have statues of the devil down there they call it the mountain that eats men it has been there since the Spaniard's forced the Indian people to mine it they believe the devil lives in that mountain and if you don't pay him respect down there he will kill and eat your soul. creepy the native indians didn't have the letter D in thier alphabet so they call him tio. I hope he's not out running around out there loose goodness we are in for some strange events coming up mark my words. When mother earth goes out of her way to say ah ah ah don't do that best whatever it is put it down drop it and run if you have too hee or else. So people once again we are not alone they are watching so be good. hee Jamerson Rising!

This existance

This existance this manifestation of spirit. Are you in a cloud or is your dream crystal clear. Your reality unfolding blending boiling simmering perhaps or just simply opening up like a flower in the morning awakening to the suns first light. Is your dream bright or darkened with sadness. Your awareness is it entirely your own.Like a breath of fresh air we go in and then the separation we are expelled out inpure but to what standered or we compared to. From seed to flower we grow we bloom and then we wither and die or do we. Every manifistation of this dream is just a thought. Wow we create or co create our very life with the choices we choose. At such a high level one realizes that we are one with every bit of energy of this great matrix this halogram this great translucent dream thought this breath of life that is our reality. We are going in slowly life time by life time till we realize where we belong or back out we go exhaled to start all over again. We manipulate others to fit our needs to fill our greed and we can't even see the truth that is all around us we are all connected all one spirit trying desparately to hold together. Yet like a computer virus these pariahs attache themselves to us like leeches we are infested with them they thrive on misery and anger. Be calm in your mind and manifest a peaceful spirit and they will detache the clouds will part the fog will lift and life will begin anew you will bloom with awareness this dream is a beautiful dream and you will awaken home again. But my dear friends you must let the anger and the hurt go and forgive this world for it is your dream and in doing this you forgive your self for dreaming it and free you will finaly be. Be at peace Jamerson Rising Amaste

Busy,busy and more busy

Oh my gosh One gets set in a pattern of living check to check and when that don't come thru let the games begin. Hee Just call me mister Benny hee You see I live on less kinda a old monk at heart. But I do pay myself first and I don't ever ever touch this. So the day's hustle and bustle is allot easier knowing when the winter of life is upon me It won't be so bad. But this running on less does take its toll. I have a friend who has a blog and she said and this is not word for word so please forgive me. She said an old Indian quote. when the rivers dry up and the trees die and all the food is gone will you eat that money. Scary thought huh. Find a place with some land and that old green man will feed you nature will feed you. Man kind has this world set on money there's no denying this so in this age and not that old Indians time it is a little different. So save pay yourself first and just to play it safe grow as much food as you can and work with nature. You see that old Indian bless his soul could live without money strictly living and working with the land and the Great Spirit of us all. So thinking of this you know he was right. This is reality. So try to find ways mother earth can help take the burden off of you. Amazing how much this earth can provide. Myself I get so caught up in the transportation Industry working on diesels that I tend to loose this till I get some quiet time. It gets so busy busy and more busy I just need to sit by an old tree and one of my friends hee and have a hot cup of tea and just enjoy this world for what it is because the busy will come back monday morning but for right now. I will relax free my mind. God bless my friends and have a great day. Jamerson Rising

In the cold

In the coldness of this world so alone at times. The spirit cries out!!! For this feeling separateness is an illusion A trick of the ego. We are very connected to spirit at times I too feel empty devoid of the good life. I set my worries aside and breath in the air and feel this gift of life to know what a truly remarkable gift it is. These emotions what would the world be with out them. The dark makes one appreciate the light the coldness the warmth and the loneliness friendship. This Icy cold grip I have broken very early in the morning when the sun first comes up I face the sun and close my eyes and the red glow that I see I let it fill me especially my heart chakra. I have an understanding on a level the average person thinks is sheer lunacy. When the day comes I will smile and cross over like I have done many a time before. Woe to those who choose to stay disconnected with spirit for the shear dread of whats next will haunt their minds. It is very simple this grand universe will provide and take care of you all you have to do is believe and try to have peace and love in your heart and no fear. Vanquish this and when your time comes you can look back with a smile and look forward with a smile too for the universe never forgets a good deed no matter how small and how trivial. Like the air from a butterflies wings what you do will have great changes in this universe you are that important that the universe this Great Spirit took the time to create you. You!!! in whatever shape or form that you are. Like a puzzle piece you create the picture and fit just the way the Great Spirit intended. Don't be selfish or timid enjoy it and live it to the fullest. Jamerson Rising

Frustrations

I feel it in my very essence this world is sick so many emotions swirling with anger and hate towards each other I was happy this work week is over three pay checks being short hundreds of dollars lost happy to still have a job. Are people this careless with paying people or to frustrated with their own lives to watch what they count more carefully! I sense they are caught up with their own emotions set on spin dry all worn out with worry. I finally gave a blessing and let it go which freed my mind immensely such worries never bothered ole jamerson before was I losing the me I once knew. I surrounded myself with a white light and imagined a great hand held vacume tube sucking all that negative energy out from around me so much negative energy from other frustrated people I couldn't think clearly. With that done I felt much better. Even people that I have known for a few years have been so upset yesterday drivers being rude people just plain mean selfish and rude goodness. People so afraid of the future I understand I have always been and shall always be. So many life times they all end the same. Ride the experience where ever it takes you my friends there will be many happy times and sadly many sad times but look to the beauty in it and grasp it all with gusto it's a gift this light let it shine outward be the dark nothing no more smile you are the light if you could only see this if only you could feel this. This light in all its many varied colors of energy thats all it is. Is the light. We are one this separation that we place upon ourselves whispered in our ears with words this ancient form of magik. Words to many evil words to count find the silence and if you must and you do use the good words and let the ugly ones drop from your speech. This one act alone will raise your vibration closer to that of the eternal love and for you life will move forward for the good of mankind and those around you. Language user beware. Jamerson Rising

Sunsets

I like living in Colorado the sunsets are so beautiful like last night I was test driving a bus when the sun was going down and my jaw just dropped open wow the sun just went down behind the Rockies and four evenly spaced reddish orange rays of the sun came strait over the top of the mountains which were a most beautiful blue and a rose colored back ground behind the mountains too. What a beautiful sight it made up for the sunset I missed yesterday. So much beauty the world has to give I'm in awe!!!. I wish I had a camera this my dear friends I will change soon. There is so much that I want to share with the world. This world can be so beautiful why can't the people be too. Yet so many people are. Just some of them don't seem to get it. Such love in the world and they close their selfish hearts to it. Some day I will sit up high in the mountains and share a sunrise with you all. And with that I wish you all a beautiful day where ever you are in this vast world. Peace my beloved friends Jamerson Rising