Toltec's

I read a book which I really related too titled the four agreements. this little book along with another book called the power mind system really opened my eyes. the Toltecs who are the toltecs? They lived thousands of years ago in mexico. they have a way of life based on four agreements The first one Be Impeccable with your word. the second one Dont't take anything personally. The third Don't make assumptions. and finaly the fourth agreement Always do your best. Good sound honest advice. they have a way of meditating part of which you visualise yourself very little and walk down your throat down to you heart and you come to a door to your heart which can be any kind of door you like you open this door and enter. Then you greet all the people in your heart thank them and give them a blessing and set them free. for love was meant to be free. there is much more to this story then I have time here but this way of life shows you how to forgive yourself and take responsability for your own life and to purge all the wrong and harmfull agreements that you have been thought to believe all your life to let them go and be free. It also shows you how to heal all the painfull memories and set them free how to take you power back and give the energy back to people who throw their anger at you. I really sat up and said yureeka I believe this way but that was the first time I ever seen it in writing. I used to go for walks and I ended up at a Barnes and Nobles book store found this book and some Native American music which I love. This really changed my life around. No more feeling sorry for me and I have been happy ever since. I have been at peace and life started to be fun. I found the Power Mind System book by Micheal Keifer in the same way I gave mine away to a friend who was always sick and depressed.I went back to the store looked and looked and didn't give up I found it on the very end of the book shelf just waiting for me. Back to what I was saying . I put my hands on her and read out of this book it has some religious quotes not to much though. And I seen this black thing come up out of her and the color to her complexion changed from what looked like a black n white movie to a color picture it was so profound the change in her now she has gone on with here life. She is able to go out no more siezures she found a boy friend has grand kids and has purpose in her life once again. Books my friends you never know what you will find. But the Toltecs really opend my eyes. They showed me how to heal myself and love myself. Now I can honestly say this one little book has made my life better. Peace people Jamerson Rising.

A short ghost story

I know it's not October but here goes.My first wife grew up in a house that was haunted things moved around the sounds of little feet and a young kids voice could be heard at times but what was really strange is at night a little ball of light would come out of the kitchen and go up the stairs. The neighber lady rest her soul told us years ago her husband and son built that house for their daughter and one night their little daughter drank some cleaning chemicals under the kitchen sink and went upsairs and died. This was very sad bless her little soul. They prayed for her to find the light and go home. She finaly left but for years one could see that little light at night. One night my wife at the time awakend with a feeling of urgency to move my oldest daughter from the little day bed she was sleeping in and later that night the dresser fell over and flattend the little bed that dresser was pretty solid and hard to move.I myself have seen a little cat one night with my wife I bent over to pet it and it was gone this and the light or the only things I have known about this house. It had a creepy feeling to it at night. Maybe the land it was on was on had something buried in it. It was on a hill you never know. Well I have dozens more. But for now one is enough. Peace people Jamerson Rising.

Rain dance

Rain I was awakened to the lovely sound of rain hitting the street below this dance of trillions of little watery feet falling from the heavens. Depressing to some people relaxing to others. I found the sound quite refreshing. This brought back a lot of memories walking to school in the rain coming home from work in the rain at night in the cold. I still love the sound of the falling rain. Nature watering her plants filling her rivers cleaning the air it's been a long winter. Time to clean house you can learn a lot from nature that beautiful sound a light rain makes awe takes me back.I hope this isn't depressing to you. My indian grandmother used to be scared to death of the lightening living in the mountains in the old ways lightening can be pretty frightening. When I hear lightening I remember her. The rain brings back different memories all together I never know what I'm going to get a sweet surprise or a dark one. I love to watch it go by a street lamp at night snow too. There's so much beauty in nature I wish mankind would try harder to live in peace with her! Nature is what keeps us fed she's what nurishes us. The great spirit has given mankind so many gifts and like a spoiled brat we are breaking all our toys or gifts selfish uncaring lifesyles. Mother nature is getting ready to give us one heck of a spanking hee. So next time you hear the rain remember she's trying to clean and water this planet for our use. A simple humble prayer of thanks and my soul feels refreshed. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising.

Where do they go

I have heard so many stories about this but when they come from family makes you sit up and question where do they really go. My son in law's grandmother passed away rest her soul not to long ago. She loved bingo always sat in here favorite chair the day she died her good friend sat there and won a thousand dollars. And another friend saw her picture on the wall and asked if she had won a big prize. Someone said no she passed away. The lady said I was just talking to her before I came in just now. Two people saw this sweet lady after she died. Honest good people who don't lie hmm. This reminds me when my mother died many years ago bless her soul. The day of the funeral was over I went to up to blackhawk we call the hill a gambling town my friend wanted to go. She said I should go out and do something so I went. Ten minutes after getting a seat I put two dollars in a two dollar machine and hit two sevens and five times the amount I wasn't even looking at the machine at the time feeling alittle down at the time that machine gave me three thousand dollars. Of that. Off two dollars! I said thanks mom helped a few people out who needed it. and stopped and gave some to my pops that night too. There is something we can't explain. Just have faith they are still with us. Peace people Jamerson Rising

Trees again

Yes but unlike my last years writing a little more down to earth hee. Ever look at a lone tree and think how sad how depressing to stand alone with the world. Stirs sad emotions inside you. A grove of Aspen trees can come from a single group of trees very connected in their own way trees do have some form of feelings. I remember part of a story I once heard a farmer was putting up a fence and two trees grew right in the path of this fence so the farmer nailed the barbed wire too these two trees. Years later he noticed one tree was tall and beautiful to look at and the other was all twisted and bent horribly. As in life. Do the barbs that cause you pain twist and deform your body. or do you live life to the fullest like the good tree roots happy in mother earth drinking its fill branches reaching for the sky catching the rain the sun. home to birds shade to animals. Praising mother earth and sky. Enjoying stars at night the hot sun in the daytime lightning wind and snow. Being at peace with the world. Let the beauty of spirit come through. Be that strong tree roots grounded in the good earth branches lifted up to the heavens with respect and gratitude for this gift of life. I'm in awe! peace people Jamerson Rising

Music in the air

My grand daughter amazes me. I work the grave yard shift. I came home and she followed me to my room she's going to be two this month learning to talk I love it when they first learn the things they say anyway I put some Jethro Tull songs from the wood on she stopped what she was doing and looked up she done this before when I put some classical music on reaching up as if to pluck the music from the very air at that age it must of seemed magical. She just stood there in awe once before about a year ago and you know good music is magical it lightens ones heart brings back memories helps your work go by faster.I listen to all kinds but new age and classical I like the best. Writers you see have great imagenations and with the right music the stories we can dream up like artists the pictures they paint my son is a great artist and another friend of mine is a another great artist I love their work. Everyone has some special ability or talent maybe even several we all have a place in this world if you can feel the magik tell the storie or paint your feelings so reach up like young guilianna my grandaughter and find your love your passion in life and you will be so richly rewarded and everyone else will be blessed too! All you have to do is reach for it. Peace people Jamerson-Rising

Supervisors

Ever feel like screaming because the work load gets a bit heavy heh came close the other day you see folks I watch over about twenty or more people at my work. It's amazing what people come up with to excuse themselves get out of work or just trying to figure something out heh I love it I tease a little then I show them the right way I watch them I can tell when they are tired I work on friday to monday yes the week ends. Some of them work hard all week so I lighten up on them a bit. They like working for me but hate the days I work. work n play how do we find the balance. See I'm a happy person I can work all night and drive someone crazy at four oclock in the morning by being still happy. I can't help it when I wake up I take a big breath I'm breathing it's going to be a great day I thank the great spirit and off I go. Heh it's all attitude good things happen faster when you are happy. I have seen some sad times of course but I believe in spirit we die but or not lost we just change form but we are eternal we are part of spirit and with that I smile and give thanks for this life I'm honored to live in this world I'm blessed to experience these fellow souls to interact with other beings of light what a gift to behold to experience and most people don't even realise what they have. Smile people something very awesome cared enough to grant you this gift my beloved friends so smile and give thanks. Peace people. Heh our supervsor. So be good now don't get fired the next boss might not be so understaning. Jamerson Rising