Feeling lost

Things not going right. Out of balance again but things are changing for the better. Finaly. The world is going crazy my job is going crazy my friends are going crazy lucky I already am so I think I'll be ok heh. But the poor world and my friends my job sorry I won't let this bother me I have to many things on my to do list. So I will just laugh in their general direction ha ha ha their that should do it. I feel better already laugh it off cry later thats my motto. Heh well it works sometimes you just have to lose it beats blowing up what a mess what a puddle you have made there keep at least one special friend you can talk to and you will be alright. I have one good friend who is very close indeed which I think has kept me in balance all these years though I don't tell her all my troubles I do share quite a bit of them or we share should I say love her dearly. Funny how good friendships should be good relationships but they don't always go hand in hand do they. What a shame. But we are still good friends. Do what ever you can to progress your life move forward if you can't find love quit looking for it and just let love come out of you towards everyone and every thing and it will find you I garantee. That will be 50 bucks heh but seriously folks love finds love faster than it can find hopeless lost feelings so wake your heart up and put your best smile on and you'll see things will get better. heh peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Sane or insane

Where did he go off to now,Touched in the head dear. My pops used to say fell off th bubble, he's flipped, A bit touched in the head Bingo sounds a bit odd caught between realities are we. Mind couldn't handle the odd input the touch of another reality. for we are domesticated cattle or should I say they would like us to be. Now anything out of the normal scheme of things might just flip the old breaker pop the fuse. I'm not saying the insane are more aware they just got trapped into somewhere over the rainbow sorry they just got lost can't seem to find their way back wrong channel remote broken. Alternate reality don't peek in there with a weak mind for our mind is powerful enough to look but because of the domestication placed on us since birth our thinking process isn't able to handle a different channel so to speak we can't handle that frequency or we just don't. Some of us would say wow some of us would just mentaly break down. We are becoming more aware. They are trying to shut down our esp or sixth sense and doing a pretty good job of it but we or going into a new age and when we get thru this darkness let there be light oh yea but seriously this new age in itself will bring a new understanding and the crazies of the world well they had a week mind from being poisend from the domestication process they just short circuited faster thats all. You can reach for the sky but keep grounded in reality keep your feet on the ground don't get lost while your minds become more aware things are changing hang on. peace people. Jamerson Rising

The circle

Yes it is time I thought I would never get around to this. The circle of life around and around we go when will it ever end I don't know is it a circle or cycle sun comes up sun goes down breath in breath out a new era bright as dawn the end of a era dark as dusk which I beleave we are going through right now. the Mayans calender ends on my birthday thanks guys. But the end of the world I think not the end of a cycle yes I do believe. We are going through chaos right now and it will get worse hang on to you bonnets ladies and gentlemen here we go step right up to the ride of your life. Well hopefully we will avert disaster this time and the sun will come back around so to speak and we will enjoy a new age of enlightenment those of us that are left here. So run in this cicrle if you so beleave chasing your tail. Learn from your mistakes and move forward cycles yes not circles. Your souls go from young to old then who knows. Does the almighty exclaim enough is enough oh what the heck one more time for s...ts and giggles jamerson! oops sorry folks. Does our souls go through these cycles everything else does I sure would like to get my hands on the rule book of life. I don't believe the creator does things in circles cycles is my opinion but thats just kooky me heh stuck between the good earth and the clouds stretched between the material and the spirit. cycles friends. So reach for the clouds pull the spirit close and keep your feet on the ground. Cycles feels like a circle comes and goes around like a circle. Think of your breathing think of the ocean. Waves in waves out, sun up sun down, from seed to soil. Rythms cycles. I don't believe the great spirit would leave us running in a circle. We were meant to grow and progress for we have fallen for great lie now the long climb back junior woodchucks sorry cycles my friends. peace later Jamerson Rising

The peace makers

No not the colt 45's silly one. The people who or at peace or try to live in peace thru their whole lives my hats of to you. For you are the ones who end up cleaning up the mess of this world the ones who help the aged the sick in hospitals the ones who help after disasters the ones who try to help the needy in times of war with war going on all around. These people who reach out to the homeless my heart cries out to you all for you know the true essence of life the true meaning in your walk thru this world yes my hats off to you. This is so hard to keep ones arms open with violence deception evil swirling all around yet these people carry on with a higher understanding of forgivness and love this is what holds this world together. This is the reason mankind has survived this long the peacemakers of this world have cleanned up the mess and what a mess we have made of it very selfish and we wonder why the blessed light is so far away because we pushed away when we should open our hearts and receive and be thankfull for the right to live think about it my friends. peace out my friends I have faith in you. Jamerson Rising

silence

Silence the doorstep to the eternal when the mind is quiet when you are at peace you'll come closer to your god for this world is geared to noise static noise between the radio stations so to speak noise that interference that distraction to ones connection with ones higher self so to speak. People who meditate have a inner peace about them they have a glow in their appearence most people don't even notice I do I can see the light shinning out of them. When you move closer to this door step this passageway this river between the worlds its presence is so serene how can you ever be mad at anything ever again just stand in awe your not even there yet the presence is so awesome you can feel it even though most of us aren't allowed to cross over yet just the the ability to stand that close should wake you up silence that will allow you to come closer to the boarder of your creation very heavy very deep to comprehend I have stood there felt the glow the presence and walked away a different person happy most of the time when I remember this I drive my friends crazy but when I forget alittle I get unhappy (grandchildrens) smiley faces snaps me right out of it powerfull magic. Pure love If you can't find it meditate with a open heart a peaceful mind when you get close to this boarder you will walk away looking at this world with a whole different view of things you will see the connection of every thing at so many levels it will amaze you but be at peace don't let it drive you crazy for this has been known to happen be at peace with it there is nothing to fear for this is the way back to that place we have forgotten this place our spirit sleeps while we walk this dream visit this reality you will wake up someday don't die in your sleep from creating more night mares be at peace. so smile this is the scary place not over there. peace my friends. Jamerson Rising

Crossroads

We all find ourselves at one time or another staring down this choice in life the lessons are they learned or do we repeat or is this time different only to find out later history repeats itself. I beleave in relationships somethings repeat because we tend to manifest the same situations over and over because the patterns are similar. What I mean if something is familiar we will be attracted to it. Look at all the people who stay in relationships that are hopeless. They seem to find people who mistreat them bad yet they stay in the relationship. I rest my case. Now crossroads which way to turn. I been there done that so many times my mind was clouded with indecisions of the heart money where to live who to stay with what to do some cross roads have more than two choices. Very complicated Jamerson yet simple look for truth, honesty, Will this move you forward in life is it a good feeling or a scary one hopefully its not a rush rush situation your faced with. Dreams gut feelings, intuition all seem hopeless when you are pressed with time or emotion. Simple truth I know i'm crazy he's flipped again heh listen truth or you being true to yourself or to them or the reason you want to go down this road can you live with yourself if it dosn't work out. In your heart is it right if you have truth in your heart then there's a good chance that it is my friends a very good chance. See we already know cause we been down this road so many times the lessons my friends the patterns keep repeating themselves. It's there crazy program we are trapped here but this is another story. This program has one flaw they can't beat truth no matter how many situations they throw at you truth will prevail in one form or another. peace my friends. Jamerson Rising

Patience

Oh what a rare gift my grandmothers had this gift. Its a indian thing I marvel when ever I see it practiced in the face of drama that the world throws at you friends not so friends try to test this but if you keep your cool and this isn't easy it befudles your opponents for thats what they act like in this game of wits who out smarts who who can get your goat and I have to admit some of them little buddies are getting pretty good at it heh but when you know the game you can step out of this emotional trap when you see they can't help themselve they are sick with the parasite please read other stories I have before I ramble on about them but when you know then they can't bother you anymore. Some people are so wrapped up in mr. serious syndrom knickers to tight its cutting of the circulation to their brains heh listen to me I'm breaking some of my rules in talking this way just trying to get a point accross be soft not strong for a change let them swim in their anger let it pass over you hard to argue with someone who is understanding at the problem at hand who has the strength to say stop this is neeedless we need to work together not quible and finger point the solution is probly very simple very clear to any problem without anger see anger clouds the vision side tracts the thinking process so my friends it comes down to words work the good magic shunn the black words clean your mouth out wait I'll get the soap heh sorry sometimes I can't help myself life is funny to me but yes it can be very serious at times so hang on and the more peace you make the more peace you will have in your life. Oh and don't use soap not a good idea to stick soap in your mouth heh peace my friends heh I'm trying here cant help myself sometimes sorry later Jamerson Rising