Tempers

Like wild horses we ride. Hold on tight lest we fall. Anger where does it come from? Is it locked away deep in our past. This emotion is so hard to control or to live with. This wild horse gets away at the worst times. Funny how little things that don't really matter can set one off on a wild ride. Why is this so hard to control for some people. Is it from there past anger sown in with distant memories. This anger boils up and burns anyone near to them. I'm so used to peace and calm I try to stay away when people are angry. When someone is angry you can feel it. Even after they have left the area. It lingers. This emotion has caused so much violence in the world. When children are young it's so important not to get to Violante if any of them are around you. In doing so they will have this come out in them later in life. The more you teach them this ugly emotion the more it Will surface later in their lives. So please be careful when dealing with little people. Even arguing with anyone with them around is very bad. This teaches them violence. Even if you are right with what you are fighting about it still teaches them to react violently. Such horrible emotions to inflict on their young minds should be avoided at all costs. Teach them how to negotiate a better out come to the problems in life. And in doing this one thing. This will enrich their lives in many profound ways! So next time you are very angry try to control it when them young people you love are around. This can severly damage their emotional abilities to handle the stressful times in their lives. So people it could cripple their emotional state to the point where later in life they have a mental breakdown. So once again refrain from such outbursts of anger. Peace people Jamerson Rising.

So far away

You know I seem closer to some of my friends who live so far away be it other states and other countries. I have been so busy in this rat race in life. It's nice to have a few pen pals to just talk too. I know there is a big chance I will never ever see these friends but friends they are. Years ago I used to get so jealous of my friends pen pals. Now I understand having a few of my own. It's a little like talking to the neighbors down the street. Especially in this blog world. It's all about staying connected. You see we all are one in many different shades of colors or frequencies personalities whatever you want to call it. So many flavors hee I'll stop. That's just life the beauty of it. Look how boring this world would be if we were all the same color, flavor or vibration. Yet governments try to make people all the same. Individualism is the spice sprinkled in the meal. The extra flavor. The bright colors in the painting. Yet it can all be in harmony. In balance with life. You just have to be secure in it and see the good in everybody. Not dwell on the bad things in life. The bad things come and they go. But if you can grasp the good most of the time in life. You will see a whole new world open up before you. A most beautiful world full of opportunities. Colors, flavors. Experience the whole rainbow of life. Like I said time and again. Enjoy this gift a most beautiful gift. I may be accused of being in a ivory tower looking down on mere minions. Believe me I have lived on the streets before I have learned to stay out of trouble and find a way to make a living. It can be done my family is all split apart but the ones still here we banded together and we will make it through this world somehow. Never give up use your imaginations. Write down your ideas open your eyes look around for opportunities. Diamonds abound every where for them that can see them. Cheer up you have more angels walking with you then you think learn to listen. Learn to love. Learn to watch for the signs the opportunities. Learn to think positively. To stand on your own two feet and make it happen. You can do It I did. You just have to find yourself and explore this world. Learn money principles. Work your tail off if you have too but save. Break them chains and live. Peace people Jamerson Rising

Feel down

For me I write. Try writing, painting, drawing, baking and cooking. Listening to good music not sad blue music but lively music work in the garden. One of my favorites is talking and playing games with my grand kids they crack me up. They think their old granfather is a bit touched in the head but they like me anyway.
I Know it's tough when your feeling blue. I can talk all I want to but it's not helping is it. Be strong find what makes you happy picture in your head things that made you laugh. Talk to people who cheer you up when they are around. I like hobbies I have several I'm pretty solitary I have a pen pal in another country who I may never see. You never know but they are a great friend people call me all the time just to talk. I usually make them laugh yes i'm a nut case ha. Make your world. Put nice things in it be strong in your desire to be happy.
Don't feel sorry for yourself live be free from this. I like writing on the internet a place called Helium.com they may even pay you for your articles if they can use them in a magazine. They rate your work and there's a good variety of subjects to write about. I have fun with it even if I just rate other peoples work. It's a good community. There's so much out there to do. I want to fly remote control airplanes with my grandson this summer. I better buy three of them. Work at home the trick is just keep busy.
No need to worry do some crafts for awhile meditate get your mind of it and you will be fine. Trust me been there done that hee. See I'm happy I'm also nuts hee. Least my grandkids think so. Peace Jamerson Rising

Simpler times

Awe yes my friend simpler times. What beautiful memories hold for each and every one of us to have locked away in our minds. To be released when the right key (event) unlocks this treasure chest we keep in our memories. I remember my first wife we used to walk in the woods. Shes long gone now. I don't regret such things I savor the moments I had with each and every one special in my life. I try not to own anyone. Stay connected with your love. In this you will always have love in your heart and love will always find you. My sweetheart seems gone again she likes to travel in this state and that state who knows but she is a good friend just finding her way through life like the rest of us. Simpler times and memories of love. I remember one cold and snowy day coming home from school I was about eight at the time. My mother rest her soul was making chili beans and sopapia's and hot chocolate strange combo I know but very good on a cold wintery day. Every time I smell this food or hot chocolate I close my eyes and give thanks for these little memories. A kiss from a angel I call them lest we forget our loved ones. Yes simpler times. Cherish them and live with arms open embrace this sacred life. And next time a angel kisses you on the forhead give thanks there is a reason for living in this crazy world. Embrace it and close your eyes and remember it. Just smile. What a gift. Peace my dear friend jamerson rising

Stars in the night

There was a time. I used to take the bus home very early in the morning. Walking home I had to cross a field which was a pararie dog town. They were all asleep on these cold winter mornings but the stars. So many of them. I would stand by these tall very old cottonwood trees and just look up. The air would be very cold n crisp. I loved it kinda serene. My imagination would take me back to a time before the machines came. To a time when nature was the only thing out here. The trees were very young then how many cold nights did they stand quietly under these beautiful stars and moon. So quiet so cold most people asleep in a warm bed wouldn't even think twice about the beauty in it. To see a shooting star make a wish hee. I have a lot of patience for the world for people. Everyone is in such a hurry nowadays. To be still and just admire the heavens on a cold winter night is my pleasure. Call me wacked in the head but my soul and my very heart have connected with nature have connected with the divine. I stood in awe standing next to a very large and old tree I loved to look at I patted his side in respect nodded my head and headed the rest of the way home through the snow. I could feel a ancient wisdom deep in my soul. People have lost this yet some still have it . They are the ones who seem to be able to plant anything and what ever they plant grows like crazy. These people still are connected. Stay warm at night my friends the world can be dangerous at night and I wouldn't want you catching a cold. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Sunrise

I'm usually awake and at work during the sunrise. I awoke with a awareness. something strange something different. Beckening to get up. The world awaits. things to do. Mankinds sun is coming can we get through the rest of this night. All through time way back to the beginning when there was only darkness. The moon reflected the light the stars shown their brilliance. Then the sun came up. In all its magnificence. The sun in all its glory. This cycle from before our time. A testament for all to see. Right before our very eyes. The light is coming. On a different scale through the ages little by little mankind has evolved has been enlightend. Now the hour is at hand for total destruction or is it. Could it be a passing of another night. To a new dawn of enlightenment. We are waking up. get up sleepy head things to do yes my friends lots to do. I believe we are not coming to the end of the world we are coming to the dawn of a new day and the evil of the world is trying to stop it and hang on but they are losing the battle. It's allways darkest in the middle of the night. It's always coldest too. Can you feel it. Have faith the sun is coming the light. We are about to change to be enlightened beyond our wildest imaginations. Sunrise just a few years away. They are trying to stop it. Trying to make us believe the opposite. Don't fall for it. We are at a biginning of a new dawn. We are so close to the next sunrise in mans evolution can you feel it. That's why they are trying to suppress this through the use of chemicals in the foods we consume. In the pollution we make for profit. Wars every way that they can slow our minds they have tried. The sun is still coming the night is growing colder. they are running out of time. We will wake up and start over. We will wake up and start a new day. So yes get up sleepy head. You have lots to do. Peace people Jamerson Rising

A great work

The human side of existence is so rich in history can you imagine the spirit's side of the equation with all the lifetimes involved. Every life time. Like one big picture puzzle. Every piece counts. Every piece fits. Every piece matters and when the masterpiece is done. This great work. This combination of spirit and humanity. Will the great spirit be proud to show the rest of the universe behold what heavenly spirit and simple clay of the earth have made. This masterpiece called life. This masterpiece called destiny. This grand work of art, truth and grace have brought forth. This work of love. This great picture of you. Will the great spirit hold it up for all to see. This was you. So much love and grace went into this great work so much glory. So much pain and suffering. So much beauty and love yes even hate and all the rest. Will the great spirit hold this up and exclaim. See spirit and simple clay I told you what a great masterpiece called life. A great masterpiece called You! Peace my dear friends Jamerson Rising

Meditation

This I found is what keeps me grounded in the world. I try to be a peaceful person. Meditation has given me a new perspective on life. It has settled my nerves many a time. I enjoy it now. I used to suffer from insomnia really bad I would be awake days at a time. It was by accident that I got into meditating. I was looking at some Wayne Dyer books and bought one of his titled getting in the gap. It had a C.D. in it where he talks about Jappa meditation. He talks you through it. It really changed my way of life. I reclaimed alot of lost energy. Later that year I came accross another C.D. By Sudhir Jonathan Foust. Titled Energy awareness Meditations. This one is great for relaxing. I will still search for new ways and techniques. I'm fascinated by the wide veriety of options that life has to offer. I have come close enough to see a city accross a river to see the lights on the other side another time I was next to a presence I'll call it like being on this side of a cloud a mist that I couldn't see through but I could feel the most awesome love glowing from it. I put my hand up to touch it and awakened with the most profound peace and understanding I will never forget. I felt this feeling once before. I wrote in one of my earlier blogs. The lady who raised my grandmother was family and a nun. When I was younger I walked in my granmothers house while she was praying and something reach out and touched me took hold of me. This presence this spirit I have never forgotten. This is what's on the other side people. I know this in my heart. I'm not a great writer. But I do know truth when I see it. Twist and turn your reality anyway you like dear people. There is a great love in this world on the other side. It just takes finding it in your hearts with no tricks lies or deceptions. You have to live it be true to it. To carry it truly in your heart your actions. Then and only then You will find peace and love. There's no fooling the great spirit. Mercy and grace. Free will. What gifts. Yet with these look what the world has done to us. What we have done to one another. Meditating for me is the only way I have found to truly look inside of myself and find that peace. This inner peace just waiting to get out. This small voice of love and truth. That's been there since the beginning of time. Meditate listen to the glory. And be at peace with yourself and the world. Peace people Jamerson Rising

Remember that

I was going to work getting ready to jump in my old chevy truck. When my daughter came around the corner. Watching my second daughter learning to drive brought back memories of a earlier time. Back when my first daughter went off to kindergarten. I thought there's another mile stone marker. When my first daughter went to school for the first time I felt a loss in my heart strange since the school was just around the corner and down a block in a half. Big baby hee. I had a taste of what teachers feel. Just imagine every year they say good bye to a whole class of children. On their journey down that road in life. We all must travel I stood there happy n proud. As the memories came flooding back. I havn't seen my oldest daughter in 2 to 3 years. That road. Hold them close once it bends and twists over the horizon it's gone. Or is it one never knows. But the feeling does touch the heart. Peace people Jamerson Rising.

They don't know

Grand kids have a way of making life seem clear. I have a sim deluxe edition copmputer game. I still mess with games on my computer its the kid in me. I'm not into playstation or x box. I allways fall off the cliff and die hee. Any way I was showing my eight year old grandson how to play. It's a game where you build your own city budget and make deals with other cities. If the sims like you you prosper as their mayor if you wreck their city they kick you out hmmmph they did this to me once. Well my grandson started off making fires every where then the tornados came he found all the neat stuff first ufos then a giant volcano and I mean giant. Well he ended up with a huge lake in the middle. That's what was left with a little land on each side then he said to himself. If they only knew what they really wanted! Hmmm sounds familiar huh. Then he discovered how to build cities. Now my grand daughter who is a year younger went right to work building a city and did quite well. Big difference in little boys and girls right . Now the little one she's two was playing with the doorknob and making the door open and close so I let her be. What age does this set in where we learn to destroy everything or we learn to build things in life our world our dreams what divides us into builders destroyers. Was it the tv. It seemed to me to change back then. Programing our minds for violence and war. Tv who would of known. Yes video games too. We as parents need to teach the value of life to respect others. To ask the questions before we do anything. Is this good or bad? Is this right or wrong. With this simple knowledge in their little minds the world would be a better place to live in a much kinder world. Teach them young or you will ruin their life. Teach them young so they grow to build the world not destroy the world. With that in mind I showed the little one how to juggle she loved it see never leave anyone out of the fun in life. Peace people Jamerson Rising