Feeling lost

Things not going right. Out of balance again but things are changing for the better. Finaly. The world is going crazy my job is going crazy my friends are going crazy lucky I already am so I think I'll be ok heh. But the poor world and my friends my job sorry I won't let this bother me I have to many things on my to do list. So I will just laugh in their general direction ha ha ha their that should do it. I feel better already laugh it off cry later thats my motto. Heh well it works sometimes you just have to lose it beats blowing up what a mess what a puddle you have made there keep at least one special friend you can talk to and you will be alright. I have one good friend who is very close indeed which I think has kept me in balance all these years though I don't tell her all my troubles I do share quite a bit of them or we share should I say love her dearly. Funny how good friendships should be good relationships but they don't always go hand in hand do they. What a shame. But we are still good friends. Do what ever you can to progress your life move forward if you can't find love quit looking for it and just let love come out of you towards everyone and every thing and it will find you I garantee. That will be 50 bucks heh but seriously folks love finds love faster than it can find hopeless lost feelings so wake your heart up and put your best smile on and you'll see things will get better. heh peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Sane or insane

Where did he go off to now,Touched in the head dear. My pops used to say fell off th bubble, he's flipped, A bit touched in the head Bingo sounds a bit odd caught between realities are we. Mind couldn't handle the odd input the touch of another reality. for we are domesticated cattle or should I say they would like us to be. Now anything out of the normal scheme of things might just flip the old breaker pop the fuse. I'm not saying the insane are more aware they just got trapped into somewhere over the rainbow sorry they just got lost can't seem to find their way back wrong channel remote broken. Alternate reality don't peek in there with a weak mind for our mind is powerful enough to look but because of the domestication placed on us since birth our thinking process isn't able to handle a different channel so to speak we can't handle that frequency or we just don't. Some of us would say wow some of us would just mentaly break down. We are becoming more aware. They are trying to shut down our esp or sixth sense and doing a pretty good job of it but we or going into a new age and when we get thru this darkness let there be light oh yea but seriously this new age in itself will bring a new understanding and the crazies of the world well they had a week mind from being poisend from the domestication process they just short circuited faster thats all. You can reach for the sky but keep grounded in reality keep your feet on the ground don't get lost while your minds become more aware things are changing hang on. peace people. Jamerson Rising

The circle

Yes it is time I thought I would never get around to this. The circle of life around and around we go when will it ever end I don't know is it a circle or cycle sun comes up sun goes down breath in breath out a new era bright as dawn the end of a era dark as dusk which I beleave we are going through right now. the Mayans calender ends on my birthday thanks guys. But the end of the world I think not the end of a cycle yes I do believe. We are going through chaos right now and it will get worse hang on to you bonnets ladies and gentlemen here we go step right up to the ride of your life. Well hopefully we will avert disaster this time and the sun will come back around so to speak and we will enjoy a new age of enlightenment those of us that are left here. So run in this cicrle if you so beleave chasing your tail. Learn from your mistakes and move forward cycles yes not circles. Your souls go from young to old then who knows. Does the almighty exclaim enough is enough oh what the heck one more time for s...ts and giggles jamerson! oops sorry folks. Does our souls go through these cycles everything else does I sure would like to get my hands on the rule book of life. I don't believe the creator does things in circles cycles is my opinion but thats just kooky me heh stuck between the good earth and the clouds stretched between the material and the spirit. cycles friends. So reach for the clouds pull the spirit close and keep your feet on the ground. Cycles feels like a circle comes and goes around like a circle. Think of your breathing think of the ocean. Waves in waves out, sun up sun down, from seed to soil. Rythms cycles. I don't believe the great spirit would leave us running in a circle. We were meant to grow and progress for we have fallen for great lie now the long climb back junior woodchucks sorry cycles my friends. peace later Jamerson Rising

The peace makers

No not the colt 45's silly one. The people who or at peace or try to live in peace thru their whole lives my hats of to you. For you are the ones who end up cleaning up the mess of this world the ones who help the aged the sick in hospitals the ones who help after disasters the ones who try to help the needy in times of war with war going on all around. These people who reach out to the homeless my heart cries out to you all for you know the true essence of life the true meaning in your walk thru this world yes my hats off to you. This is so hard to keep ones arms open with violence deception evil swirling all around yet these people carry on with a higher understanding of forgivness and love this is what holds this world together. This is the reason mankind has survived this long the peacemakers of this world have cleanned up the mess and what a mess we have made of it very selfish and we wonder why the blessed light is so far away because we pushed away when we should open our hearts and receive and be thankfull for the right to live think about it my friends. peace out my friends I have faith in you. Jamerson Rising

silence

Silence the doorstep to the eternal when the mind is quiet when you are at peace you'll come closer to your god for this world is geared to noise static noise between the radio stations so to speak noise that interference that distraction to ones connection with ones higher self so to speak. People who meditate have a inner peace about them they have a glow in their appearence most people don't even notice I do I can see the light shinning out of them. When you move closer to this door step this passageway this river between the worlds its presence is so serene how can you ever be mad at anything ever again just stand in awe your not even there yet the presence is so awesome you can feel it even though most of us aren't allowed to cross over yet just the the ability to stand that close should wake you up silence that will allow you to come closer to the boarder of your creation very heavy very deep to comprehend I have stood there felt the glow the presence and walked away a different person happy most of the time when I remember this I drive my friends crazy but when I forget alittle I get unhappy (grandchildrens) smiley faces snaps me right out of it powerfull magic. Pure love If you can't find it meditate with a open heart a peaceful mind when you get close to this boarder you will walk away looking at this world with a whole different view of things you will see the connection of every thing at so many levels it will amaze you but be at peace don't let it drive you crazy for this has been known to happen be at peace with it there is nothing to fear for this is the way back to that place we have forgotten this place our spirit sleeps while we walk this dream visit this reality you will wake up someday don't die in your sleep from creating more night mares be at peace. so smile this is the scary place not over there. peace my friends. Jamerson Rising

Crossroads

We all find ourselves at one time or another staring down this choice in life the lessons are they learned or do we repeat or is this time different only to find out later history repeats itself. I beleave in relationships somethings repeat because we tend to manifest the same situations over and over because the patterns are similar. What I mean if something is familiar we will be attracted to it. Look at all the people who stay in relationships that are hopeless. They seem to find people who mistreat them bad yet they stay in the relationship. I rest my case. Now crossroads which way to turn. I been there done that so many times my mind was clouded with indecisions of the heart money where to live who to stay with what to do some cross roads have more than two choices. Very complicated Jamerson yet simple look for truth, honesty, Will this move you forward in life is it a good feeling or a scary one hopefully its not a rush rush situation your faced with. Dreams gut feelings, intuition all seem hopeless when you are pressed with time or emotion. Simple truth I know i'm crazy he's flipped again heh listen truth or you being true to yourself or to them or the reason you want to go down this road can you live with yourself if it dosn't work out. In your heart is it right if you have truth in your heart then there's a good chance that it is my friends a very good chance. See we already know cause we been down this road so many times the lessons my friends the patterns keep repeating themselves. It's there crazy program we are trapped here but this is another story. This program has one flaw they can't beat truth no matter how many situations they throw at you truth will prevail in one form or another. peace my friends. Jamerson Rising

Patience

Oh what a rare gift my grandmothers had this gift. Its a indian thing I marvel when ever I see it practiced in the face of drama that the world throws at you friends not so friends try to test this but if you keep your cool and this isn't easy it befudles your opponents for thats what they act like in this game of wits who out smarts who who can get your goat and I have to admit some of them little buddies are getting pretty good at it heh but when you know the game you can step out of this emotional trap when you see they can't help themselve they are sick with the parasite please read other stories I have before I ramble on about them but when you know then they can't bother you anymore. Some people are so wrapped up in mr. serious syndrom knickers to tight its cutting of the circulation to their brains heh listen to me I'm breaking some of my rules in talking this way just trying to get a point accross be soft not strong for a change let them swim in their anger let it pass over you hard to argue with someone who is understanding at the problem at hand who has the strength to say stop this is neeedless we need to work together not quible and finger point the solution is probly very simple very clear to any problem without anger see anger clouds the vision side tracts the thinking process so my friends it comes down to words work the good magic shunn the black words clean your mouth out wait I'll get the soap heh sorry sometimes I can't help myself life is funny to me but yes it can be very serious at times so hang on and the more peace you make the more peace you will have in your life. Oh and don't use soap not a good idea to stick soap in your mouth heh peace my friends heh I'm trying here cant help myself sometimes sorry later Jamerson Rising

chaos

Seems to pop up from time to time when things just don't go right situations get down right ugly. I just bit my upper lip and waited for my days off. Yet for some reason I too am having a hard time letting things go this week I didn't point fingers or blame anyone for I am in charge of about 14 workers and if some thing gets missed or not done right you guessed it. The buck stops here. Here hold this bag sonny while we go home and there I am waiting for the next shift a real charector builder heh heh yes that was me last week now I feel better. My coworkers or probily surprised I didn't whine or point fingers I just took it on the chin and went on about my business making everything else go right. Which I did hey we all fall down once in awhile It's all in how we get up which counts. Show no fear don't let them see you sweat heh. I know it aint easy being me but this is me heh. So smile don't let them get you down makes the getting up a whole lot easier. Peace my friends. Jamerson Rising

critics

Critics ney sayers can't seem to get through a day without them can we. Better to keeps ones ideas to ones self. Try your best and don't open yourself up to their ridicule. Some are psychic vampires and they don't even know it. Their lust for your energy makes them very hard to be around they can't even say hello without first putting you down or making you look foolish in front of everyone around. Stay calm this really jacks them up heh heh when there is no emotion to feed off of they get hit by a big power drain don't feed them with any sign of being rattled watch them starve for emotionnal energy heh they try but if you know whats up it's fun to watch them hit empty they are the worst when they are on empty so be nice and polite and nuke em good heh heh. I see a lot more of these people now a days. Just try your best in life be at peace don't judge, say good things shun the black magic in the use of words and you will see who is evil and who is good just listen to their words. I have a big problem at work with the politics back stabbing put downs the way people judge each other. At the end of the week I am exhausted time to meditate and recharge forgive and I can't be messed with. I look at them with truth and honesty let their swords bend on your integraty let their arrows bounce off of you. Laugh at their foolish attemps at slander. Quite a trick being able to control your emotions this in itself will scare even the strongest vampires to the their very core. For the light is the strongest force in the world this power of love kill me it's only my body you can harm for the real me is part of the enternal so batter up o foolish one for when karma comes around to collect when I have forgiven and moved on the reaper will come along and say hello lets see time to pay up friend I kid you not. Oh this is quite a list you have here my friend ha ha ha oh this shall be so much fun lets see what to do. Nope not me my friend for I looked at you with love in my eyes and sadness for I know the game already no thank you keep your evil to your self my friend and the best to you governor. Good luck with mr. bones there he's been in the business a long time always ready to lend a hand. So yes spit that black magic out of your mouth sing the song of death and woe. Them chains keep getting bigger n heavy so heavy so when you are feeling down just remember your life is not just a waste of time you are very precious so be thankful and at peace love thy neighbor this is no joke. peace my friends don't despair the light is shinning on you. later Jamerson Rising

The ride

light rails are a whole new world to me riding the rail brings back memories of europe where I lived for two years. Its kind of like life. People come into ones view then jump off at different stops along the way in your journey some sit and talk. I notice people keep to themselves more they seem to be in a big hurry I never cease to be amazed at the different types of people I come accross some are so focused some are so lost in this world having no direction no ambition anymore just existing this is sad life has to much to offer. Once in a great while a guard shows up to ask for your ticket or pass. In life who shows up to check on you.Who is it who decides when it is time for you to get off and change direction who lets you on to the fast track. Do you know where your headed. We are given so many clues we know right from wrong we have all the tools neccary to succede in life. Think listen to your dreams your inner gut feelings look around for signs. I see people trying to get off and can't. They where to slow for the doors. Move make the effort reach out and grab that opportunity as soon as you see it. Things are changing fast time is speeding up. We are heading for some major events that are going to change your life get ready be at peace and move on or be at war and stay here and fight it out your choice. Love will survive anything you will move on to a better existance if you choose the path of war I feel you will suffer greatly in the end times for fear is a great punisher to a weak mind be strong and you will be rewarded greatly for they won't let you off this rock if you are still infected with the evils of this world let it go and forgive all. Or stay trapped in this dimension this illusion free your mind your soul and awaken. peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Dreams

Wow dreams what story teller passes these out I keep a dream journal from my personnal experience this has helped me in many ways sometime a answer to my questions come in two are three dreams. Things come in threes ever hear that saying. Seems to be true. Some dreams are funny, sad, dark and mysterious scary but they all have meaning. puns, metaphores this dream weaver has a sense of humor. at our expense sometimes. Be careful I write them down and get a good dream book for I can't remember all them meanings but if certain symbols have a meaning to you then they will use this to comunicate to you. Don't be scared or troubled dreams have been coming to use before mankind could even talk. I listen to the bright colorful light dreams and I'm also very wary of dark dull dreams user beware you can tell by how you feel when you first wake up from a dream don't be deceived by the dark for the dark is unable to use the light for evil. So if you have a dark dream be careful with it. Ask for guidence ask your angels. If you don't beleave then leave it alone it is a waste of time for angels want to help people and they will still try if its important enough I have been filled with pictures of the future lately which has been draining me. My friends think I have been sick but I have been trying to hold the evil in the world back like many others like me hard to explain call me wacko sckitso whatever suits you yet I still try to be at peace in this trying world. Use your dreams for good and you will start having more spiritual beautiful dreams that will just blow you away with the bright colors and themes. I have a favorite dream where I fly about a foot of the ground like ice skating I remote view so I can go very far be careful with this. I don't advise opening your mind up to the future for it takes a strong mind to see things knowing when people are going to die when bad things are going to happen will try ones spirit. Be at peace let it go. Peace friends Jamerson Rising

Music

Music one of the greatest weapons we have against evil vibrations that can lift ones spirit unless you like very sad songs or heavey metal your on you own there. I will use music to cheer me up when I'm feeling down it works aroma flowers certain scents cause the brain to respond in mood changes bringing back memories. But music lightens the soul white magic good words chases away evil dark thoughts they hate happy music it drives them nuts if you are suffering from evil attacks on your spirit think of happy things don't dwell on the bad things sing dance lift you hearts and the answers will come to you open your eyes the answer is right there in front of you. It works for me and they always wonder why I am uaually happy I just run on a higher vibration thats all. Change your mind lift your spirit rise to a higher vibration and you will feel the difference answers will come flying to you good ideas worth investigating will abound you'll see. Keep positive and the opportunities will abound they are there in so many ways just waiting for you. So look around listen to your dreams your intuition your imagination it's there open your eyes and expect it it will come. peace once again my friends Jamerson Rising

messages

Messages answers to questions come in the most profound ways. The other day me and my friend we were talking about actors and their leading ladies we were talking and I said one of them I heard a story he was shorter than his leading lady and they had to get a box for him to stand on well we were trying to remember one actor we couldn't remember his name so we just forgot about it. Well the next day I was waiting down town for a bus when this little half my size almost a midget of a man came walking down the street straight at me the thought went thru my mind angels and spirits sometimes walk in such disguises to test people deliver messages anyway here he comes two steps forward one step back one to the right two to the left slowly getting closer he walks up to me looks up and says you have love in your eyes. Thats great being hit on by a midget great way to start the day then he said he would watch over me and not to worry. Another poor guy comes up to me and asks me for a dollar I told him I was sorry I didnt have any money which I did not that day. The midget came running up a dollar in hand and gives him his dollar that was weird then he looks up at me and says you have a nice smile why won't you look at me so I glanced over at him he had white hair coal black eyes one was alittle messed up but his eyes had a ancient wisdom bright siritual look to them. Then he says you know who you look like you look like Humphrey Bogart smiled winked at me turned and walked away two steps forward one back one to the right two to the left and away he went. I heard Stewie Griffens voice in the back of my head exclaim thats it you done it ole boy thats the name we was looking for I looked up and said nice remembering just yesterday when I failed to remember this name I said to my self oh I'll get the answer later and I did. Spirits have a sense of hummor and you'll see this in your dreams they love riddles and a good pun symbols and a wide variety of metaphors. I laughed to myself and went on to have a good day knowing we aren't alone in life peace my friends. Jamerson Rising