Dreams

What dreams did you have? My sweetheart and I were talking the other day. She wants a restaraunt. She used to own one. People would come from 100 miles away to eat the fine mexican food she prepared there. I wish I had a toy store. To see kids light up and get all excited over something new. I've long out grown toys but the happiness they give I havn't. Dreams work on them and keep dreaming they can come true. Ha I used to want to be a priest or a monk when I was little I was a weird kid. I also wanted to be a archaeologist. I love different religions and history. It all goes back to the one and only great spirit what ever you choose to call it the divine. Thats my belief label it any way you want too! But we all have to work together untill we learn this. The world will be the way it is now. Dreams ever notice some people dream all their lives and achieve their dreams while others wander aimlessly through life. Be a dreamer intend it and there's a good chance with hard work and preparation it will manifest. The more effort you put into it the more likely it will happen. They say you never know well my friends the trick is to know it in your heart. In believing in this it will manifest or the means to achieve it. Good luck peace people Jamerson Rising

Rich or poor

Rich or poor that all depends on your opinion of yourself. You see If you love yourself you are very rich indeed for every thing you touch in life seems to come alive love of life love of work love of friends the list is endless. The world is a magical wonder to behold when the spirit is open to the richness. I'm not talking about money for money is just a tool. Good or evil your choice. Feeling depressed stop it. Your life can be so rich open your eyes open your mind so many possibilities yes look around you and you alone control how you feel. Choose to feel rich. You will see in this richness will come. Enjoy life to the fullest what ever or where ever that may be or take you. Be responsible to your self you are your best friend or worse enemy! There I go preaching again sorry hee. It's hard at first I know but the more you get back up the easier and better it gets and life will open up before you like a beautiful flower. Your like a little catapillar waiting to turn into a butterfly. So get up open them wings. Life awaits you. I am very happy for what I was given in this life time it's so rich it amazes me. Then again I learned to savor every moment. When you get to this place in your mind no one can take it away from you and ruin your day learn to forgive and love life love your self and you will see. That will be fifty bucks Stop Jamerson hee. Hang in there my good friends. And with this I wish you a grand day. Peace people Jamerson Rising

Earth and spirit

We are energy and awareness our bodies are from the earth material and our spirits have come to the same dance of life. what a match up made in heaven. Love thy self. (In a Scottish accent Or ya dancing or ya asking.) yes my friends a beautiful dance it is. Dance to your hearts content. What sweet music. Dance in your dream reach out and enjoy this heaven on earth. Soak it in. Let the light shine forth from your beautiful souls. What power what energy you have. Fly like the eagle soar above the clouds. There is so much to discover so much to experience in this beloved world. The great spirit is a grand artist a great poet. We are but mere children to the awesome power of spirit yes dance what a beautiful gift. Dance what a lovely song. Peace people Jamerson Rising

Tears

Tears the power of the soul trying to follow the departed spirit. The body holding tight shaking jolts of sorrow the soul spinning powerful trying to escape trying to follow. the body grounded tight to the earth not letting go. Yet in sleep we leave all the time. Emotions so strong yet we can't break free in this state of emotion. Such power that holds us yet in softness we can easily go free. Why are we kept here? Lessons to be learned. So many questions so much pain and sorrow. Is it a matrix do our souls go to a computer generated holding cell where we have everything we imagine. Do they plan a new program to send us into another lifetime do they program another lesson in our personnel evolution. Is this why all this is just different strands of energy. I ask you is our awareness trapped. Do they harness our energy it this why the world is so violant yet even in this fly trap. We are getting smarter advancing way to fast time to impliment the end of the world program this crop of souls are getting to hot. time to start the life times over fresh new in the early ages of history again. Hey whoa Jamerson ease off the caffiene there buddy heh Sorry folks don't mean to scare ya. I can go days with out sleeping just meditating. My mind won't shut down sometimes the things this crazy indian sees in my visions. would turn a persons hair white. Yet hang on to peace and forgiveness the great spirit is very real we are one just divided. Stand together in peace and love and go free. In softness this is actually stronger then what holds us back. I love mother earth the people on it I'm happy here they won't get no energy off me for being violent. I will be at peace. I will go home. Inwards is the path forgiveness turn around pull your hand out of the glove of deception. and go free. Jamerson Rising

Forgiveness

Forgiveness people that's one of the many reasons that hold ones advancement back on this earth plain learn to forgive one another. Don't carry this burden in your heart on your back however you carry it. I have been talking about some of the books I've read and since I have the middle of the week off I reread one of them By James Van Praagh for those of you who never heard of him he is a medium who talks to the departed. His books are very interesting. I noticed many spirits ask for forgiveness many visit us all the time. Like angels. Forgiveness release these burdens from your past. See people this place some people refer to as summerland and many other names where the departed go. In the place of no time only love and abundance peace spirits have told mediums they have reunited with their lost loved ones. Everything they cherised that has passed was waiting for them. No need to talk one can hear each others thoughts but not being forgiven can hold them back as well as us. This is very important to know. There is lower levels where beings are all twisted living in dark shadowy places when they realize the truth spirit guides appear and rescue them. Please the more peace and love you can attain here on earth the higher level your soul reaches. James Van Praaghs book Reaching for heaven explains it quite well. The most beautiful colors sights sounds aromas await you. The goodness you share here on earth comes back ten fold and more. The evil likewise so please my friends be kind this is a beautiful world imagine the next. Is love and peace so hard to share with one another. I haven't been a saint all my life but before I do anything I ask myself is it right or wrong this has never failed me through my life when I did listen to myself, So being good is it right or wrong or being evil and dishonest your choice. Peace my friends. Jamerson Rising

Star gazer

A few nights ago my son in law came to me and was telling me him and his friend saw something in the sky beautiful colored spinning lights he thought it was a star at first so I asked him to show me the next night he said all excited it's back again so I took a look for myself.I looked up and giggled to myself I told him get my telesope and tripod. Later I asked him to look up m51 whirlpool galaxy. Just a little left and down from the big dipper. They were looking through binaculars but my telesope wow spinning colors a sight to behold. Heh you think that's awesome I told him google Louis Giglio Videos. I have been so busy lately I havn't pulled out the telescope in a long time though I work at night and the view is awesome at night where I work I love stars. Then we looked at the moon If you ever get a chance get a telescope and look at the moon what a gift to behold. Yes I love art and I see it everywhere. My friend has a beautiful blog and I found another one that had a lot of photographs pictures from a camera. I just might buy me one! heaven n earth how divine. See people we live in a beautiful wonderful place It's the peoples unhappiness for this amazing gift that twist and distorts reality. Stay grounded and grateful and happiness will shine on you and you will shine on everyone around you. I looked up and was in awe once again we are blessed and some of us don't even know it. Peace people Jamerson Rising

Carpe Diem

Hee had a double birthday this weekend my granddaughter turned 2 and the next day my daughter her mom turned 28 I was going to work and stopped to say good by to Guilianna My granddaughter who had the biggest smile I have ever seen going on all decked out in a pink hoody pants and shoes to match of course light brown hair blowing in the breese and holding a pink gun with a pigs face bubbles blowing out the piggys mouth and our little Jack Russel dog sitting and watching I wish I had a camera. To see someone truely in the moment of pure joy and happiness. What a sight we forget Carpe Diem Latin means (pluck the day) Yes live for the moment seize the day to your fullest. We can learn a lot from children who never seem to tire they live to the fullest they enjoy the moment where ever that takes them to the fullest. So I headed off to work with a pleasant memory locked in and a profound lesson from one of lifes little wonders given to me Carpe Diem ! Peace people Jamerson Rising

Friends

Our walk through this life time simply amazes me. How did you find me I have asked myself when I meet a new friend in this vast world. I have met complete strangers and felt like I have known them all my life.I have recieved phone calls and found myself racing someone to the hospital in the middle of the night no complaints here. Friends what a great gift in this life. Just to know there is such a thing as love kindness and friendship still exists in this vast oceon of emotions this dream is it hell or heaven your dream. Friends help make it heaven on earth for a friend a true friend will never turn their back on you will share their life with you to laugh in the good times and cry in the sad times it's all there folks it's all good. It was part of the gift a most precious gift granted to us long ago this dream of the planet. Dream a good dream walk in the light of happiness and love forgive wrongs done to you and hold your friends close. Friends what a presious gift in life. peace my friends Jamerson Rising

Embrace Life

Yes my dear friends embrace life in all its splender. I hear whats so good about it. wow. Whats so good about it hmm where can I start look around. I'm a people watcher. No not a peeping tom hee. I see a crowd of people I see their colors around them some so bright some so very dark. So much beauty in this world. When you find yourself you are not so alone anymore your eyes open you take care of yourself you treat people with love, compassion and dignity. Yes people will treat you rough at times stay peaceful don't agree to their bad emotions exhale and let it go don't take it in only accept happy thoughts. tell yourselves stop everytime anger approuches you don't react in anger. Unless its a mugger then the gloves are off buddy opps sorry there I go again. See my friends the more peace you maintain the more energy you keep. Give back bad energy take back energy you have sent out. Forgive this world know that in forgiveness you reclaim so much lost energy lost to you that has weakend you over the years. I see and how do you do that humph hee. I'll stop. ever had a bad memorie someone calling you stupid or ugly when you were little when this happens. Say in your mind no I don't believe this it's untrue I'm am spirit beautiful made exactly the way the great spirit designed me. When you love and respect yourself you learn not to take things life throws at you personnaly. You learn to live in the moment. The past no longer effects you the future no longer seems scary. Read the Power Mind System he explains this so much better on finding your prurpose in life. You have so much to offer this world to enjoy in this world smile be happy share this and you will see. You will change and your circumstances will change too. Then you will truly see the beauty in this world. Take a walk in the park and don't dwell on poor old me listen to nature enjoy the soft breese. See nature. hopefull you live in a area that smells good if not try going to the mountains. Soak all this in live for the moment no past no future. Just be at peace. Take a deep breath that in its self is awesome don't be so selfish life has so many gifts reclaim the birth right to enjoy them all my friends. peace Jamerson Rising

Toltec's

I read a book which I really related too titled the four agreements. this little book along with another book called the power mind system really opened my eyes. the Toltecs who are the toltecs? They lived thousands of years ago in mexico. they have a way of life based on four agreements The first one Be Impeccable with your word. the second one Dont't take anything personally. The third Don't make assumptions. and finaly the fourth agreement Always do your best. Good sound honest advice. they have a way of meditating part of which you visualise yourself very little and walk down your throat down to you heart and you come to a door to your heart which can be any kind of door you like you open this door and enter. Then you greet all the people in your heart thank them and give them a blessing and set them free. for love was meant to be free. there is much more to this story then I have time here but this way of life shows you how to forgive yourself and take responsability for your own life and to purge all the wrong and harmfull agreements that you have been thought to believe all your life to let them go and be free. It also shows you how to heal all the painfull memories and set them free how to take you power back and give the energy back to people who throw their anger at you. I really sat up and said yureeka I believe this way but that was the first time I ever seen it in writing. I used to go for walks and I ended up at a Barnes and Nobles book store found this book and some Native American music which I love. This really changed my life around. No more feeling sorry for me and I have been happy ever since. I have been at peace and life started to be fun. I found the Power Mind System book by Micheal Keifer in the same way I gave mine away to a friend who was always sick and depressed.I went back to the store looked and looked and didn't give up I found it on the very end of the book shelf just waiting for me. Back to what I was saying . I put my hands on her and read out of this book it has some religious quotes not to much though. And I seen this black thing come up out of her and the color to her complexion changed from what looked like a black n white movie to a color picture it was so profound the change in her now she has gone on with here life. She is able to go out no more siezures she found a boy friend has grand kids and has purpose in her life once again. Books my friends you never know what you will find. But the Toltecs really opend my eyes. They showed me how to heal myself and love myself. Now I can honestly say this one little book has made my life better. Peace people Jamerson Rising.

A short ghost story

I know it's not October but here goes.My first wife grew up in a house that was haunted things moved around the sounds of little feet and a young kids voice could be heard at times but what was really strange is at night a little ball of light would come out of the kitchen and go up the stairs. The neighber lady rest her soul told us years ago her husband and son built that house for their daughter and one night their little daughter drank some cleaning chemicals under the kitchen sink and went upsairs and died. This was very sad bless her little soul. They prayed for her to find the light and go home. She finaly left but for years one could see that little light at night. One night my wife at the time awakend with a feeling of urgency to move my oldest daughter from the little day bed she was sleeping in and later that night the dresser fell over and flattend the little bed that dresser was pretty solid and hard to move.I myself have seen a little cat one night with my wife I bent over to pet it and it was gone this and the light or the only things I have known about this house. It had a creepy feeling to it at night. Maybe the land it was on was on had something buried in it. It was on a hill you never know. Well I have dozens more. But for now one is enough. Peace people Jamerson Rising.

Rain dance

Rain I was awakened to the lovely sound of rain hitting the street below this dance of trillions of little watery feet falling from the heavens. Depressing to some people relaxing to others. I found the sound quite refreshing. This brought back a lot of memories walking to school in the rain coming home from work in the rain at night in the cold. I still love the sound of the falling rain. Nature watering her plants filling her rivers cleaning the air it's been a long winter. Time to clean house you can learn a lot from nature that beautiful sound a light rain makes awe takes me back.I hope this isn't depressing to you. My indian grandmother used to be scared to death of the lightening living in the mountains in the old ways lightening can be pretty frightening. When I hear lightening I remember her. The rain brings back different memories all together I never know what I'm going to get a sweet surprise or a dark one. I love to watch it go by a street lamp at night snow too. There's so much beauty in nature I wish mankind would try harder to live in peace with her! Nature is what keeps us fed she's what nurishes us. The great spirit has given mankind so many gifts and like a spoiled brat we are breaking all our toys or gifts selfish uncaring lifesyles. Mother nature is getting ready to give us one heck of a spanking hee. So next time you hear the rain remember she's trying to clean and water this planet for our use. A simple humble prayer of thanks and my soul feels refreshed. Peace my friends Jamerson Rising.

Where do they go

I have heard so many stories about this but when they come from family makes you sit up and question where do they really go. My son in law's grandmother passed away rest her soul not to long ago. She loved bingo always sat in here favorite chair the day she died her good friend sat there and won a thousand dollars. And another friend saw her picture on the wall and asked if she had won a big prize. Someone said no she passed away. The lady said I was just talking to her before I came in just now. Two people saw this sweet lady after she died. Honest good people who don't lie hmm. This reminds me when my mother died many years ago bless her soul. The day of the funeral was over I went to up to blackhawk we call the hill a gambling town my friend wanted to go. She said I should go out and do something so I went. Ten minutes after getting a seat I put two dollars in a two dollar machine and hit two sevens and five times the amount I wasn't even looking at the machine at the time feeling alittle down at the time that machine gave me three thousand dollars. Of that. Off two dollars! I said thanks mom helped a few people out who needed it. and stopped and gave some to my pops that night too. There is something we can't explain. Just have faith they are still with us. Peace people Jamerson Rising

Trees again

Yes but unlike my last years writing a little more down to earth hee. Ever look at a lone tree and think how sad how depressing to stand alone with the world. Stirs sad emotions inside you. A grove of Aspen trees can come from a single group of trees very connected in their own way trees do have some form of feelings. I remember part of a story I once heard a farmer was putting up a fence and two trees grew right in the path of this fence so the farmer nailed the barbed wire too these two trees. Years later he noticed one tree was tall and beautiful to look at and the other was all twisted and bent horribly. As in life. Do the barbs that cause you pain twist and deform your body. or do you live life to the fullest like the good tree roots happy in mother earth drinking its fill branches reaching for the sky catching the rain the sun. home to birds shade to animals. Praising mother earth and sky. Enjoying stars at night the hot sun in the daytime lightning wind and snow. Being at peace with the world. Let the beauty of spirit come through. Be that strong tree roots grounded in the good earth branches lifted up to the heavens with respect and gratitude for this gift of life. I'm in awe! peace people Jamerson Rising

Music in the air

My grand daughter amazes me. I work the grave yard shift. I came home and she followed me to my room she's going to be two this month learning to talk I love it when they first learn the things they say anyway I put some Jethro Tull songs from the wood on she stopped what she was doing and looked up she done this before when I put some classical music on reaching up as if to pluck the music from the very air at that age it must of seemed magical. She just stood there in awe once before about a year ago and you know good music is magical it lightens ones heart brings back memories helps your work go by faster.I listen to all kinds but new age and classical I like the best. Writers you see have great imagenations and with the right music the stories we can dream up like artists the pictures they paint my son is a great artist and another friend of mine is a another great artist I love their work. Everyone has some special ability or talent maybe even several we all have a place in this world if you can feel the magik tell the storie or paint your feelings so reach up like young guilianna my grandaughter and find your love your passion in life and you will be so richly rewarded and everyone else will be blessed too! All you have to do is reach for it. Peace people Jamerson-Rising

Supervisors

Ever feel like screaming because the work load gets a bit heavy heh came close the other day you see folks I watch over about twenty or more people at my work. It's amazing what people come up with to excuse themselves get out of work or just trying to figure something out heh I love it I tease a little then I show them the right way I watch them I can tell when they are tired I work on friday to monday yes the week ends. Some of them work hard all week so I lighten up on them a bit. They like working for me but hate the days I work. work n play how do we find the balance. See I'm a happy person I can work all night and drive someone crazy at four oclock in the morning by being still happy. I can't help it when I wake up I take a big breath I'm breathing it's going to be a great day I thank the great spirit and off I go. Heh it's all attitude good things happen faster when you are happy. I have seen some sad times of course but I believe in spirit we die but or not lost we just change form but we are eternal we are part of spirit and with that I smile and give thanks for this life I'm honored to live in this world I'm blessed to experience these fellow souls to interact with other beings of light what a gift to behold to experience and most people don't even realise what they have. Smile people something very awesome cared enough to grant you this gift my beloved friends so smile and give thanks. Peace people. Heh our supervsor. So be good now don't get fired the next boss might not be so understaning. Jamerson Rising